today is a jolly good day. ((: why?? for one thing, i can finally go taiwan!!! not to wait till end of this year, but just 2 months away!!! OH MY GOD!!! but the sad thing is that we are going to tai nan, not tai pei. hahas nvm. TAIWAN!! HERE I COME!! WHEEX!!! see the reason why i m so happy?? it is also during school days lorhhs, den we can miss school! wheex!! i m loving it!!

hahas. funny thing is, our school, actually flood?? 0.o was at mrs tang homeroom doing the total defence silver badge, when we are done, we went out of the class, OMG, FLOOD!!! i carn believe it actually flood. lols.
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指定歌曲 - Chosen Song
Male Grand Finalists: Kiss Goodbye by 王力宏
Female Grand Finalists: 记得 by 张惠妹

独唱歌曲 - Solo Performance
ZhiYang: SuperWoman by 曹格
Renfred: 我的麦克风 by Wilber潘
Dean: 会有那么一天 by 林俊杰
Teresa: 想念你的歌 by Saya

合唱歌曲 - Duet Performance
Male Champ: 恋爱达人 with XinHuey
Female Champ: 恋爱频率 with JunYang

压场歌曲 - Final Performance
ZhiYang: 一首简单的歌 by 王力宏
Renfred: 牵着手
Dean: 受了点伤 by 阿嗓
Teresa: 我有一天会 by 蔡纯佳

10 quarter finalists
Females: 招牌动作 (Jolin)
Males: 终结孤单 (Mayday)
Together: 绿光 (Stefanie Sun)

6 semi-finalists
Females: Da Da Da (Cyndi)
Males:Easy come easy go (5566)
Together: 第一天 (Stef Sun + Mayday + FIR)
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can u believe it, they gonna sing 5566 songs, andandand!! 2moro de song!! i m dying to watch de finals now!!!!!!!!!!

besides that.... err.. like no more le. oh wadsoeva. shall just end here.

2 more days -- to the most exciting day.

TODAY. IS THE DAY. OF THE DEEPEST GREATEST MASS DEPRESSION A RENFU'S FAN CAN EVER EXPERIENCE. (tissue anyone?)

sigh. all of us were restless, listless, sad, emotional, ahh wadeva sad words can be used to describe us, today. not all, i mean, our dear renfu's fans. morning, i look sianed- according to my frens. well of course. renfu leaving lehhs, who wun sad. ok, those who detest renfu are happy, but not us. )): jeris came, make my mood worst. she look worst then me can?? haix. can renfu not go mahhs?? sigh. then keep thinking of renfu. ... then things got better, but still, as sad. school ended, when we are walking out of the school gate, we heard airplane!!! WE ACTUALLY THOUGHT RENFU WAS INSIDE?!!? lols. but sigh. 5 MONTHS LAHHS. is VERY EXTREMELY TERRIBLY HORRIBLY LONGGGGGG.!!!

sigh. wad can we do? who ask our dear renfu to be so popular and famous till the china director wants him over to act for him. sigh. is a good sign actually. renfu gonna act in shi shen, something gotta do wif cooking, and err.. zhou xin chi?? both our dear renfu's favourites!! hehes. ok i m mad. but wadeva.

watched Campus Superstar da jue sai qian zou. omg ZHIYANG IS SO DARM FREAKING CUTE CAN?!?! when asked if he is zui shou huan yin de?? den his respond is "ok lahhs, horhhs?? ok lahhs." den ask isit cuz he is chumby chumby de, cute cute de? den he say "wo zhi dao wo fei lahhs, wo zhi dao" is like SO CUTE!!! btw, he is NOT fat. is just bringing out his cuteness!!! ((:
omg. i m loving it zhiyang MORE N MORE!!!

校园SUPERSTAR, COMFIRM 就是他《智阳》!!!

wheex! guess people, where i m back frm at this time?? HAHA!! my SCHOOL CONCERT!! kuo chuan presbyterian secondary school EVER OWN 1st CONCERT! COOL!! lols. kcpss presents "..." lols.

let me report my day lols. 4pm at bishan mrt wait for yvonne aka von n cy. cy was here 1st, surprisingly. lols. then went to bugis. wasei. jeris just suddenly appear lorhhs! gosh, jian gui ah! lols kidding lahhs. we go take neoprint, n serious. i look like a ghost. lols. after dat me cy n jeris go mac eat. von, haha, go eat V8 cafe the food. thanks goodness i didn eat the food there. sure make me broke de. lols. then go find clothes for von's fren. hahahas. then we rush to the mrt station. hahahas. we run lorhhs. so fun!! hahahas. when we reach there ah, see so many familar faces. saw mr ng 1st. cause, ermx, he is the most obvious one?? he is so tall lorhhs. then we make our way into the concert hall. omg so cool!!! 1st person i saw when in the concert hall. him. omg i can faint. urgh. but thanks goodness, we were led to our seats. hahahas. then the concert start. really, is so NICE lahhs.!! the whole thing was funny lahhs. when it ends, people start being enthu. lols. screams and claps could be heard when mr low came out to say his speech. lols. school song was sang last, to end off everything. this time, me cy n jeris were high. lols!! did i say that everywhere we go, also see him, including during break?? lols. nvm. jeris went mad lahhs. saw eugene, our psl last year, she called him lorhhs. =.= then he was hesitating if he shd say hi or not. he did lahhs. was like diao. lols. jeris is like, huh?? lolols. then we took mrt home, obviously. saw stella cherie n von's fren. on the way home keep talking to stella. lols. she sec 1 only lorhhs, taller then me le. sob sob. lols. then when reach my stop, i went straight to buy drink. i m thirrssstttyyy.!!! lols. then took bus home. n here blogging. sigh. zhiyang zhiyang zhiyang!!! when will u be online??? sigh!!!

tt all, my day. lols. bye then.

HI!! let me share wif all of u my eventful day today!!

hahahas!!! today ah, went out wif cy to douby ghaut the this fashion to buy blouse for 2ml de school esplanade concert. so qi dai lehhs!! cuz we saw part of the rehersal le. so cool lorhhs. hehes, esp the drama group. choose choose choose, still cannot find the shirt i like. in the end, still chose the blouse that i 1st chose, which make me look like conductor. =.= ok lame.

then rush down to marina sq, cause already 2.45 le. 3pm got ZHIYANG, renfred, geraldine and teresa at marina sq the golden village there!! by the time we reach there, after walking rounds n rounds, it was already 3.20 le. T_T so late. ahh but nvm. we went to register so that we can go in, then we ran up lorhhs. so excited lahhs. then in the cinema hall, pei fen, the host for the day, asked questions, then ans correctly de got give Golden Village the things. hahas, i noe the ans for ALLLLL zhiyang-related questions lorhhs, just that my fan ying too slow lahhs. T_T wadeva. then finally!!! THEY ARRIVED!! they were late, cuz stuck in traffic jam. then, OMG ZHIYANG SOOOO CUTE CAN?! is like, AHHHH!!!!!!! then they sang Campus Superstar the zhu da ge, then play a game, which i dunno how to play, and then they pick the lucky draw-ers!! omg! thanks god i wasn choosen. i will faint ah!! then e a/s start. wheex!! we sat there and sms VonJie until peifen say, left with 10mins then must stop le. i was like WAD?!!? then we quickly go queue. cuz vry scared cannot get signature. then queue half way, the location changed to the golden village, the registration counter there outside. waa~ the queue so short, but ha! good mahhs. then pull VonJie to queue too!!! she said "i look like being forced by u(which means me) to come de lehhs" lols. dun care. then infront of them (CSS) tt time ah, i so excited till dun dare shake zhiyang hand and dun dare to talk to any of them nia. lols. then i go hit yvonne cuz too jing zhang le, think zhiyang got see??? i dunno, is yvonne say he look up abit. then actually wanna queue up 2nd time de, so took out e mag (we at 1st sign poster), then suddenly a man(i think is renfred e dad) look at us lorhhs. SCARY LAHHS!! but hor, the person dun let us queue le. so nvm. then they leave tt time ah, go into the airconditioned place. we ah, mean me cy n yvonne, more smart lahhs!!! got short cut to carpark dun wan use, go follow them for wad?! lols. we use short cut, at the bus there wait lorhhs. then they come out le!! ekk!! then suddenly, saw a camera shooting at us!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! we ran behind a car n hide there nia. scary lorhhs!! then when they in the bus, no fans there yet!! ONLY US!! OMG!! then keep taking pix!! zhiyang smiled for us to take pix, renfred is like, sha xiao , but v cute too. i think zhiyang MORE cute lahhs. lols. then suddenly one whole grp of fans come down. finally lahhs. lols. then YVONNE LOH HUI FANG!!! call my name SO LOUD!! inside the bus also can hear de lorhhs!! EKKK!!! nvm. forget it. SO FUN LAHHS!!

then everything end, we go mac eat. we hungry + thirsty lahhs. lols. eat finish den slowly walk to mrt then reach home le lorhhs.

OMG! I LOVE THIS DAY! IT RAWKS!!!!!!!! for, ZHIYANG, is like a sun in my life, which brighten up my days!! he adds more colours to my life!! LOLS!!

okie. till then. nothing to blog about, SO FUN!! WHEEX!! 2ml is school esplanade concert day le. yvonne fren gonna give us free food!! wheex!! hehes. bye!! (((:

hello. today nothing exciting lahhs. but for one thing, i m scared of everything related to someone now. i dunno lahhs. just will suddenly jump. haix. hope wad i predict is real lahhs. sigh.

today had sec 1s enrolement ceremony. very fast end lehhs!! so goodd~ for once, i like guides. lols. kidding lahhs. guides 2pm start. den we roll call, den is like, omg, 30mins, almost to 1hr, for just roll call lorhhs. =.= then we did the ceremony. at 1st, i thought it was just rehersal, but when i saw ms teo pinning the enrolement badge on the scarf of the sec 1s, then i noe is for real. =.= ok. lols. then got group photo. cause everytime when guides got achievements, everytime put photos of the graduated guides. so is like so out dated. lols. then after that go home le. oh did i say i look SUPER WEIRD in 2 plaits?? ok, no i didn. but i look REALLY SUPER WEIRD wif 2plaits lahhs. lols.

... really lahhs, nothing to say today. hahas. ok lahhs. so stop here lorhhs. bye.

jeris. i no words to describe u. lols. but haix, urs isnt as bad as mine yet. hahas. nvm. i m tired, physically, today. i dunno why. i m like, gaa!! when is my bedtime?? i m tirrreedddd~~ lols.

got back my science class test(2) result lerrhs. got 25.5/30. urgh. i hate my results. )): I WANT MY GOOD RESULT. aww~ ok i noe u people will be like, ahh, not bad wad. why ask for more?? MY ANS. URGH!! someone, i dunno whu, tried to bargain for more marks, and, in turn, cause those people whu initially got wrong for qn1 Section B, really lose 1 mark. SO, i m suppose to get 26.5/30 if i didn minus that 1 mark. URGH. ok forget it. nvm.

today also kept day dream also. day dream- about many things lahhs. #1 incident that happen over msn last night. hehes!! lols.
#2 *secret i wun tell u!! BLEHHS. xp HAHAHAs.
#3 zhiyang, adriano.
hahas. i just, uum. hope people will stop spreading rumous. and, stop making up stories. can tell lahhs, e stupid story that cherie told me, is FAKE. i wun fall for it. HAHAHAS.

nvm. shall heed my tuition's teacher advise. xD hehes.

ok i gotta go. my ppstream jam again. urgh! bye.

just did a D&A personality report. click http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=XNQXSoLmWdMVhab-FF-AAAAA-fab0&u=4ff3461888da to view the results. i myself also haven read finish yet lahhs. hahas.

anw, i got shanwei's bloggie also!! YEEK!! I M JUMPING FOR JOY!!! lol. i will link him soon!! YEA!! gtg wqyl starting in a few minutes time. bye.

was math activity day today, for the sec 2s. fun nia. i love the puzzle challenge!! yea.

my grp, means wif jeris and cy, did the wadeva thing, that require us to follow the clues given and put the repective pieces of beads into the correct boxes. is fun lahhs, for the 1st few, but the last few, it was bad.

then, went for recess, after that continue with math activity. this time, is the puzzle challenge!! it tests our IQ too, which currently prove my IQ sucks. yeek. nvm. but still, i enjoy it!! next was, wad we call paper work. is like normal worksheets they gave us lahhs. but it is. err.. too difficult. my brain can burst anytime!! nah nvm. and soon enuf, is the explaination cum prize giving time. explaination for some puzzle challenge stuff, like how to get that ring out of that etc. then prize giving, giving away prizes for the highest points.

hahas. i dun think we will get lahhs, wif 2PEACE around, and wif smart people in my class. but heyhey!! like wad i said. miracle do happen!! i dunno wad happen exactly lahhs, but, me jeris n cy were playing happily, suddenly our names were called. we were like, freeze in our awkward positions. lol. we dun even noe the prize were for wad, and we dunno we got the wad position lorhhs.

frankly speaking, i would rather not get the prize. reason being VERY simple. i hate the stage, it give me the creeps. alright, in other words, i have stage fright. yah yah, i this kind of people also got stage fright, maybe that wad u people were thinking lahhs, but obviously!! like wad i say in the last post, i pei fu those CCS contestance, for not having stage fright and sing like they are in their own world.

i go up also not perform, only take prize, den scared till like that. LOL!! ok wadeva. still take pictures lorhhs!! i dun mind if we were taking with ZhiYang, Adriano, YuYang(i included him for Jeris' sake), or 5566, 183club, 2moro, or any of our idols. but hey! is like, lame. taking wif a teacher, when is like, nothing important. LOL!! but nvm. hahaha.

and oh yahhs!! my class, 2LOVE, i currently conclude, WE ROCKS! we got many prizes lorhhs!! more then 2PEACE!! wheex!! hehes. YES WE ROCKS!! thanks, smart people for bringing us the glory. LOL!!

renfu still have not update his bloggie. aww~ sad. but is okie, since he really make this effort of updating it 3times yesterday! m proud to know that, renfu is such a hardworking and considerate person!!

ok i m getting lamer and lamer each day. HA HA HA! bye then, before i really become lunatic. bye!

got back my math result. hehes. got 21 / 25 after adding the 1 mark in. LOL!! ok lahhs. is just term1 work, it definitely gonna get tougher, but i noe, i can do it!! ok craps.

wad watching CCS ytd. like i said, it is my 1st time watching. wad can i say?? adriano and zhi yang's performance is the BEST of the BEST~!!! aww. why adriano out?? it should be renfred lahhs. seriously, if adriano and zhi yang compete together in the finals, is definitely gonna be more interesting!!! YEA!

zhiyang, his voice, is comfortable and soothing to hear!! hees. trust my judgement lahhs, is always right, unlike some anonymous people, who goes around saying how renfu sucks. well i can tell you, this shows he or she doesn noe how to appreciate good stuff and have a VERY BAD TASTE!!! BLEHHS. and this person is bo liao lorhhs. say he or she doesn care a thing, and he or she still come n tag nonsencical and pointless tags. i never seen such person people lahhs.

really pei fu ALL the CCS contestances!! they all dare to stand on the stage and sing like they are in their own world. unlike me, stage fright. LOL!!

ZHIYANG, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! there is many people out there, supporting and believing in you!! dun gu fu adriano dui ni de qi wang!! like wad adriano said lahhs, you are our guan jun!!! YEA!!!

ok lahhs. den i gotta go. after pouring everything that i wanna say. ((: teehees. takkaire. bye.

i pick up a new career. lol of picking on people who insult ANY of my idols. hehes. is quite fun lehhs, if you look at a different point of view. hehes. i m mad i noe. i m trying to be a more cheerful person, like wad caho is now!!

currently watching CCS now. yea adriano turn!! gosh. this is the 1st time i watched CCS lahhs. lol . and adriano got 30 / 40 marks!! his singing really not bad lehhs!! gonna continue watching. hehes. the rest also not bad. just haven hear finish yet. hahas. singapore really got alot of potential singer. lols.

anyway. gotta go le. wanna continue watching. bye lorhhs.

the concert has successfully ended. renfu blogged too! hehes. he just said one sentence lahhs, but, m still happy. wheex! omg lorhhs!! ytd concert, xiao dao went lorhhs!!! grrr. rawrrrr. WE WANT XIAO DAO. ahhh nvm, xiao dao will come, sooner or later bahhs.


ahh wadeva. craps. bye then!

renfu rawks!!

i change my skin again. suddenly feel like looking at renfu. i dunno why. so this skin lorhhs. ahh it so freaky nice ehh?? i simply love it ah!!

never the less, i shall write out my day today.

morning 9.30, i woke up. it was still early, thus i went to use the computer. 1st thing i did, was to check renfu's blog!!! woot! is simply SO cool to haf my idol's blog URL lorhhs!! wheex!! well, he said he gonna update today mahhs, so i went to check lorhhs. ahh no. he didn. maybe he is busy lahhs. then after slacking infront of the com, i got ready for school!

aiyah, went to bishan mrt to wait for 'em. woah, there are alot of policemen on duty?? is like all carrying guns lorhhs. wadeva. then they finally came and we proceeded to school. wakao. this funfair, alot people nia!! is like, OMG. we slack at 1st lahhs, but after a few people left, i started to pull people play. hahahas. then is like so cute lahhs, those kids.

then i left at around 4pm. i m suppose to leave at 5pm lorhhs. NVM, i care the least lahhs. is like, PLEASE LAHHS, that oh-so-big-bossy gal is not even here lorhhs, and she still can clock in 20HOURS OF CIP?! HELL LAHHS. i hack care and left early too. BLEHHS~!!

then, obviously i left. then home to check renfu's bloggie!! he UPDATED!! yea. but to tell us his new blog URL lahhs, cuz the worker go key in the wrong URL for him, so he remake lorhhs. yea, but never the less, i m still happy that he updated lo!!

hahas. now waiting for him to update about the concert. hehes. renfu just rawks alright!! people, accept the fact that he really simple rawks!! blehhs!!

ZAX WANG RENFU ROCKS!!!

永恋仁甫，永远仁甫，永挺仁甫，最爱仁甫.

i m feeling all teary again. why must 56 go china to film the show? why must it be MORE then half a year?? why? i really will miss them de lorhhs. i cried practically everytime i think, of them leaving. is painful lahhs.

I REALLY MISS 56! how i wish i can just follow them everywhere they go, like their souls. i already dun mind 56 spending more of their time and spent more sweat on taiwan fans then sg fans le lorhhs. then now this. why is the world coming to this kind of situation?? we carn even see them off that day lorhhs. not even 1 strand of their hair we also cannot see lorhhs. taiwan fans are already "crying" all over about their departure, then wad about us, sg fans??

56!!!! i really will miss them!!!! 6MONTHS ALRIGHT! IS NOT 6SECS, 6MINS, 6HOURS, OR 6DAYS LEHHS!! IS MONTH LORHHS!!!! WTH.

56我会非常的挂念你们的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll never let you see 從不讓你看見
The way my broken heart is hurting me 心碎對我的折磨
I've got my pride 我很驕傲知道如何隱藏
And I know how to hide all my sorrow and pain 所有的傷悲跟痛苦
I'll do my crying in the rain 在雨中哭個痛快
If I wait for stormy skies 如果等到暴風雨的天候
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes 你就不會知道我如雨的淚You'll never know that I still love you so 你將不會知道我如此愛你
Though the heartaches remain 雖然心還隱隱痛著
I'll do my crying in the rain 只能在雨中哭個痛快
Raindrops falling from heaven 雨從天上落下
Could never take away my misery 卻帶不走我的落魄
But since we're not together 從我們分手那天
I'll wait for stormy weather to hide these tears 我就在等著暴風雨
I hope you'll never see 希望你不會看見我強忍的淚
Someday when my crying's done 或許哪天我哭完了
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun 我會帶著微笑走在陽光下
I may be a fool 我或許有點笨
But till then, darling 但親愛的你
You'll never see the complain 絕對不會看到我抱怨
I'll do my crying in the rain 讓我在雨中哭個痛快
I'll do my crying in the rain 讓我在雨中哭個痛快

this song describe my feelings right now. I WILL MISS THEM ALOT ALOT ALOT, A MILLION TRILION TIMES!!!

i choose to hide. hide from bad comments. i just HATE IT alot, when those remarks were made from my dearest friend. whu she think she is lahhs?! so dun blame me for ignoring you.

i m in a bad mood today. bye then.

14 03 06

woke up at 8. den met cy n jeris at interchange at around 8.30 at school busstop. ms lim sat the same bus as me. scary nia. lol didn want to go to school de lorhhs. so sian-ed lahhs alright. but paid $40 just for it le, so must as well go. sigh. wasn really looking forward to it lahhs. wadeva. reach there ah, everyone so dead like that. the trainers ask us questions ah, den we like no responds, just stare at them. after that do hands-on thing. 1st hands-on is 1.) egg yolk remover 2.) fish scale remover 3.) photoframe 4.) i forget le. hehe.
my grp did photoframe. had totally no clue wad to do lahhs, although it look easy. in the end, i came out wif one totally, completely mad idea. u use 1 plastic cup, and den cut 4 slits at e top there, den bend them, then become four legs. lol is suppose to be flat lahhs, but cannot lehhs, keep jumping. nvm, den cut 1 slit at e bottom to slot the photo in. den the trainer come and see ah, scare me lehhs. he say very fun cuz can jump. i was like diao lorhhs. anyhow make and think also fun, lol. hahaha!!!

den after that 1hr break, go mac eat. waa so full nia!! fries also cnt finish. nvm den 2nd hands-on do lightings. waa~!!! SO FUN!!! see tengwan jie do e lightnigs for a project ah, so pro, den come to us do ah, like ermx. a piece of shit lahhs. is like so fragile, never seen such fragile lamp before sia. lol but consider not bad lahhs, for first try. hahaha.

quite fun lorhhs. lol


15 03 06

today woke up darm early lahhs. for guides. SIANNED DIAO lahhs. then reach there do ladder and make tripot. fun nia. then after that got test on map. DIFFICULT LAHHS!!! i hate geog ok. nvm we last to finish. HAHAHA
deb OUTDOOR COOKING!!! wah our petrol slack at e beginning and e end. people start the fire le, den we still at e shade "sleeping" cuz e food not bought yet wad. den we cook quite fast lehhs. before 5pm we finish clearing up n everything le. so efficient. den we eat masmarllow wif chocolate!! YUM YUM!! nice lahhs, esp when chocolate is warm. NICE LAHHS.

den after that roll call, den tata home!! hahhas.

sigh 2ml nid to go back lahhs for dunno wad brifing for the fun fair. go to hell lahhs, we want our holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh! sat also go back for fun fair lahhs. URGH!!!!!

wadeva. gtg le . lol

(sorry for the lines. i carn undo them)

hello. 5 more days to 56 concert in taiwan. I WANT TO GO!!!!! aww. we can buy me air ticket to and fro taiwan, plus concert ticket?!?! haix. audrey jie de god brother can go lorhhs. EVNY NIA!!

haix. i m starting to cry again. why?? 56 is in wqyl now, and it reminds me of 56 going to china le!! waa!!!!!!!! renfu say is more den 6 month lorhhs!! MISS THEM LAHHS!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haix. i wun be updating this few days i think. tired. bye.

train of thoughts

i couldn sleep last night. thus i was thinking. for dunno wad reason, a sentence just inspired me. "learnt from your past mistake" it just popped into my brain. hahas. just as i was thinking, my father broke my train of thoughts. :/ ok nebbermind, the more i carn sleep. kept thinking, but i forgot wad i thought le. lol. and suddenly, i fell asleep 0.o okie lol, i m lame.

watch aqmfs yesterday that i dl-ed. oh gaa!! is such a nice show!!! my tears flow non-stop when mingdao cried. oh gosh. really, it is a recommended show by me!!

but wadeva. i m SICK!! oh gee. sick at this period of time?! ahh!!! my throats HURTS alot alot alot!!! when my throat hurts, my disobedient ear will hurt wif it too. GAA!! help.!!

sad-ed. 2moro is coming soon. yea! but i do not noe why, i should be happy, not sad. i haf this feeling of wanting 2moro to come N-O-W, NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh. anyone can break my xiang si bing record le. lol wadeva. fans of 2moro, join my msn group!! my msn group members are coming together to support them when they are here as a mini "fc" i stress, is just an unofficial fc, ok not really a fc lahhs. lol.

ok. enuf le. i gonna nurse my throat. bye.

how un-civilised can a singaporean be? and i just learnt the meaning of "singaporean are kiasu."

i went for my dental appointment today, followed by lunch and den suntec city. i was like "OY MY GOSH! goodness gracious, i NEVER IN MY LIFE saw SOOOO many people!!" why so many people, trying to step over a small, poor me?? because of the IT fair! they are having a discount of selling IT stuff like computers printers etc. is like, Oh PLEASE LAHHS! sell during normal days without discount, i DUN see people buying lorhhs. den discount available, the WHOLE singapore rush down and buy, as if they VERY long nebber see those stuff, or they are so DESPERATE to get 1 lahhs. aiyoh, i also wun like that lorhhs. wad for mingle wif the crowd when you noe you are gonna get trampled? sigh.

nebbermind about this. dun care le lahhs. then next week, is HOLIDAY!! yea, holiday that require us to go back to schooll practically everyday?! must as well cancel dat 1 week of holiday!? sigh. monday go back for guides. wednesday go back for D&T lesson. Thursday go back for guides. Saturday go back for funfair. haiyah!! i meeting my online friend de lorhhs. now go back for dunno wad stupid thing. freak lahhs.

hate all these lahhs. then when there is no school on that day of the esplanade rehersal, we were all so happy lahhs. and they tell us got math enrichment class. reason: dat day nothing to do for some of us mahhs. so math enrichment to fill up our day. HA! we wanna go back and sleep ah!

walao. wad is this?! i carn take this anymore. why is my life turning for the worst?! creep.

haiyah. enug le lahhs. till then.

lock me up in an empty room, wif only 4 walls.
let me do some self reflection.
i bet, i will count many unhappiness more then happiness.
this year really sucks. sigh.
is like, urgh!!

the surface look ok and calm.
but underneath it shows the truth,
of our friendship, disrupted
wad the cause of it??
a boy, a stupid boy.
spent more time on studies instead on him please.
its ok to be mad over him at times,
but not always please
but is not ok,
when you spent time away unmeaningfully, wastefully,
just on him.
time is precious, if you do not noe.
this is our streaming year, if you haf not notice.
just quit wadeva you are doing, is tiring alright.
just because of him, you two decided to gif up this friendship, izit?
although you dun think so, but thru all your action, i can tell.
imagine, someone repeating his name infront of you, repeatedly
how would you feel??
irritated yea??

i m just pouring out all my inner most thoughts, calmly now.
no use getting fustrated over this, i m tired enuf.
i dun like to scream at you two, or get pissed off infront of you two.
but just consider and put in thoughts of wad i said.

i am really tired of this busy week. both mentally and physically.
i m losing my sleep, over school.
i m losing my mind, over tests.
i m losing my old cheerful self, over him.
i m losing everything, over everything.

guides always ruin my day, i dunno why. we had the enrolement ceremony rehersal. is like, oh please. why come out wif new pattern when you are not sure of the sequence. just use the old one, is ok wad. wad wrong wif the old one?? sigh. spent practically 1 hr for roll call, 2 hrs on the rehersal itself. den 1 hr for the fun fair thing. please lahhs, i come for guides to relieve stress, to enjoy wad the had in plan for us, but not more stress and fustration. we are suppose to haf games today. yea, turn out to be drills the whole day. wad is this? i can see that npcc is having much more fun then wad we are hafing lorhhs. sigh. i dunno lahhs. isit a mistake to join guides in the first place?? urgh. i m loving hating it.

wadeva. i haf enuf.

ok, i m really really tired. till then.

hi. dis few days sian-ed lorhhs. dats why nothing to blog about. sigh. tests tests and more tests. stress and tired. today science paper is darm freaking difficult lahhs. not dat i never study, is that there are questions whereby it is NOT in the textbook. hell lorhhs. failing le lahhs. sigh. tomorrow is history and math. lucky history i study le. hahahas.

life is meaningless lahhs. nothing interesting happens, yet tests are increasing. just wad the big prob wif them?! after all these class tests etc, common test is coming up. wad is this lahhs?! this year, i think we will be living in hell lahhs. TESTS?! imagine lorhhs, fancy having tests practically every week. sigh.

... sian-ed lahhs. dun feel like attending school now lorhhs. wif all those hell tests. den this year also got so many enrichment classes dat cost $50?!?! wth lahhs, money not so easy earn lehhs. expensive den dun conduct those lessons lahhs. freak. i also dun wan to go de lorhhs. let me see, there is D&T class, $50 - $10 = $40. science class, $50 - $10 = $40. guides crime prevention course, $3. oh yahhs, plus concert tix, $20. total: $40 +$40 + $3 +$20 = $103
see wad i mean. is only the 3rd month, not half year, i m spending $103 on school stuff le. sigh.

sian-ed lahhs. i still nid money for albums lorhhs. eg. 2moro's gaiban(only if 2moro coming to sign it), ai qing mo fa shi yuan shen dai(only if 183club coming to sign it)

haix. ok lahhs. gtg lahhs. must do research le. cya.

really, this is getting on my nerve!!! is like, 6days le lorhhs. NO CURE!!! 56 i also wun like dat lehhs. today, i nothing to do mahhs, listen to 2moro the songs lorhhs. come to those sentimental de, i started crying again. sigh. i m pratically crying every single day since monday lahhs. sigh. my tears alot to spare sia. wadeva.

later still got tuition. sian-ed diao. i mean is like, sec 2 so stressful le, esp wif tests EVERY 2 weeks. teachers piling up homework. den tuition. reach home also not early lorhhs. den no time to study for tests PLUS homework. i nid my tv time too lorhhs. i m human lahhs, NOT ROBOT. even is robot, also nid to rest mahhs, if not will break down lehhs. wth lorhhs.

sigh. nebbermind. now wif something more interesting. someone is expecting in my family!! and, our age gap would be like, 15years AT LEAST?!?! OMG, i carn believe it. nebber mind. that make me old, and additional someone stealing my limelight. tsk tsk!! LOL!! kidding lahhs.

wadeva lahhs. gtg. buebye.

shall not blog wad happen yesterday. lazy + tired. LOL!!

today woke up at 7am lahhs. den go to bishan mrt den go somerset mrt station. haf flag day lorhhs. waa, morning business not bad lehhs. so happy. but when come to late morning, all of us started to "give up" lahhs. ..... UM, NONONO!!! we yong be fang qi. LOL!! wadeva. cuz the sun is glaring at us lahhs. so hot. then go mrt there, wasei! saw so many familar faces. but sad sia, the guys, i dun dare approach, cuz very long never see them mahhs, den suddenly call their names very weird lorhhs. but i think david (i think so) saw us bahhs. LOL!! den another guy, he never see us, but his frens did. oh wadeva. COW lahhs. LOL. xuelian n geraldine dun wanna donate. ): they were rushing for time, say they late le. den jess say she no coins, and her cash is big big de. sigh. YVONNE, sigh nebber see u. so sad, if nt can pester u to donate le!! LOL!! :P

wadeva. bored nehhs. go eat le. buebye.

GREAT. is already the 3rd day le, i haven got over my xiang si bing. urgh! i hate this, everytime i hear their voises or faces or wadeva related to 'em, i haf the urge to cry. NO!! i carn be so weak lahhs!! last year is because of 5566, this year is 2moro. =.= is like, diao lorhhs. wth is the BIG problem wif me?!?! is so irritating, freaking big problem lahhs.

sigh siax. when to bishan popular wif cy jeris n phoebe jie. yea, phoebe was like dotting away when going out wif us. wahahaha. cause of our lameness lahhs. LOL!! saw many familar faces on the way. den finially, after much difficulty, we got to popular. =.= found the sketch book that we want, quite nice i must say. just a little to plain as EVERYTHING is white. dots dots dots. nebbermind, can use to put articles, name cards and everything related to 2moro can le. is also presentable mahhs!! LOL!!

then we walk for a few minutes den we parted lorhhs. hahaha, although is just a short period of time that we really spent out time together meaningfully, is quite fun lahhs.

OHYAH!! phoebe jie wrote 1 short letter to me, and another short letter to us. i was laughing away when reading it lahhs. not that is funny, but, is like, ... i dunno how to say lahhs. LOL!! ok, gonna reply to it, although i dunno wad to write. LOL!!

hmm, den today we had our geog test lahhs. yesterday was chinese. i can tell u, i m not mentally prepared lahhs! is so freaking hard?? i dont noe why lehhs, this few days i like no strength to do anything except for sleeping. =.= even during the test i can sleep lorhhs. LOL!! but wadeva. next week got math, history and science test lahhs. ehh, wait, science, next week mehhs?? ehh, i think so, lazy to check. LOL!! tests are piling up one after another. is like, today haf test, 2 weeks later, haf another test. is so freaking stressful and tiring lahhs. hate all this lorhhs. freak.

sigh sigh sigh. my blog entries have been a grumpy one?? except for the 2moro thingy lahhs. i hope can post more happy things like, 2moro coming tomorrow??!! 5566 coming le?!?! 183 club coming?!?! wahaha. daydreaming again.

haix. should i go for guides tomorrow?? i dont noe lehhs, i have my aunt's wedding to attend lorhhs. but guides, i want my silver badge!!! which should i go?? my aunt's wedding, i m already missing the morning part, so what the different?? guides, though i feel sian-ed attending guides, but, SILVER BADGE LEHHS!!! I WANT IT LORHHS!!! sigh, which should i attend?? TELL ME!!

gaa. my cousin is taking the day off tomorrow lahhs, means NO SCHOOL for them. stupid. i told my relative that i have test tomorrow when in actual fact, I DONT HAVE!! wad wrong with my memories?!?! HELP ME, SOMEONE!!!

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青春
词：乐声 曲：张家良 编曲：Redwan Ali
主唱：郭彦甫，潘嘉丽

其实青春是一封羞涩的情书
写著期待也写著祝福
勇敢的追逐还有偶尔的迷路
都是成长大的美招呼

其实青春是一座盛开的花
种著希望也种著幸福
风吹和雨打还有严冬和酷暑
都是成长给的动人礼物

温馨的爱它不会落幕
相遇的心会倾盖如故
我们用最热情的沃土
梦想最 烂的旅途

追逐的梦它不会孤独
失败的痛会 人领悟
我们用最真诚的态度
跳出梦想最和谐的舞步

okie. sorry for missing words, i dunno how to read those words in 繁体字.
hehe. but this song, is recommendable!! is very very nice!!! =D

today, is eww disgusting!!! science practical, is yuck lorhhs!!!
must spit saliva into the visking tubing lorhhs, is SOOOOOO unhygenic lorhhs!!! and is a VERY ugly image lahhs.
but wadeva, we got the boy to do it. :P after which, we dun dare to touch it. yuck lahhs. wad kinda experiment is this?? EWW.

then, i m still thinking of 2moro. is so 令人怀念lor. i really miss them lahhs. xiang si bing not at cure lorhhs. sigh. anyone, just help. i miss them just TOO MUCH. haix. 彦甫，彦均，如果天真的塌下来，我们还是会一样的挺你们，永远爱你们!!!