I WANT TO GO FOR EVOKE TODAY!!!!!!!
he(they?) will be there lor..
and it sounds so nice.

I WANT TO GO!!!

read through some of my past post

i felt that i changed.

ever since that incident, i totally lost the will to be nice to people even if they're nasty to me.

i tried changing my attitute and behaviour because of him. & now..



i shall be nice once again! (= 'cos i believe i can do it since i could do it last time.

jeris, im sorry too. can we revive our 无聊疯笑组 ma (can add in cy toooo? =x or we make a new grp for the 3 of us?) ? i don't wish to continue this avoid-me-when-u-see-him thing. 'cos frankly speaking, i hate it, totally. i don't see why i should be the one giving way, why should i be the one giving in to his selfishness.



k, is there anything wrong with the picture in my blog? =x i cant see the banner for some reason. =(



oh and i bought my prepaid card le. $10.50 crap! im hard on cash now. ordered 1 top and 1 bottom from taiwan side, mommy's sponsering.

okay, i've been negleting my blogger site for way too long. *busy wiping off the dust*

haha, im too used to blogging in LiveJournal. hahaha, all because of their cutecute mood icons (if thats what you call 'em. HAHA)

yups.

changed my skin to this simple & neat skin. i've a sudden urge to change my taste & all, so i've ventured out of EMO BLACK, into BRIGHT COLOURS like white. :D ok its sound a little to exaggerating. but, thats me.

however, my wardrobe is still BLACK, 'cos i look nicer in black ! :D HAHAHA

yups. my friendster is in greyish colour now. it looks nice (: hehe


oh the most important thing for today.......

I HAD FONDUE.

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AND ITS SOOOO HEAVENLY. i felt like i was floating for a moment. beyond words. :D HAHAHHAHAHHA

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i feel so happy today. hehe.

had all the papers back except for Social Studies and English.

as for now..

Amath - 32/40 (A1)
Emath - 29/40 (A2)
Chem - 32.5/50 (B3)
Physics - 33/50 (B3)
Chinese - 60/100 (B4)
Geog elective - 15/25 (B4)

omgoodness. majority is either B3 or B4. sigh. my results are really slipping. how am i gonna pass elective geog?? my usual class tests are all failing marks lo. haix. my combine humanities ah.. ):

finally opened up my blogger site, after so long. LOL. :D

yup. end here. till i've smth nicer to blog. haha yup.

MOTIVATIONS?!

oh my mama, i need motivations!

motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations

MOTIVATIONS

geog is tomorrow. for god's sake, TOMORROW. i cant get a screw thing into my sososo pathetic brain!

help!

of all times, now? why now? thanks to you, i could not get to sleep last night, waking up at every hour. HA. thanks alot eh (note de sacarsm) thanks for making me feel so restless now to study. i did not very appreciate it that, though =/

okay, perhaps i should take a break now :D (i am! i'm blogging now, thats my term of a "break") i shall really really really chiong tonight.

forest, you BETTER get into my brain by TONIGHT! diffuse, osmosis, run, jump, crawl, walk or any other way, you just better get in! roar!

WRONG MEDICINE?

i really wonder if i ate the wrong medicine yesterday. lol. something made me take the blame and i do not wish to quarrel further. he had hit my soft spot. roars.

but wadever. i shall be a good girl and NOT quarrel with him regarding it, but if he ever steps onto my toes AGAIN, i'll not hesistate to be mean, and i mean it.

watching some HK show regarding fashion design now. lol! so no link haha!

hmmmm. shall stop here ba. :D

A NEW BEGINNING!

i've put the past entries, those unpleasant/posts that make me think twice ones, into draft alr. :D i shall start afresh! im completely sure that i've put the past behind me :D perhaps i should be thankful for what lawrence had said. he woke me up. hmmm

like what people always say, old one don't go, new one won't come. but im not awaiting for a new one (: im happy with the life im leading now. & i've told joanna that i'll only start again if i can handle it myself, without bothering my jies or my friends. yups.

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haha, 3 papers down alr! one more paper tomorrow and i would have completed 50% of the common test! :D

jiayous! :D

hehe, celia is a happy girl today (:

thanks jeris! =D but i noe she wont be able to see this, haha (: nvm. =D

physics test tomorrow, "coach" cy and jeris today when they came to my house. so like, half playing maple half studying? lol, of cos i finished studying first -.- lol. yups, hopefully it will be a nice paper tmr =) hehe.

celia is really very happy today! =D *yay! haha! yup end here ba.

(jies, jeris, cy.. sorry for tolerating all my nonsence for the past few days. thanks! hahahahah!! =D)

woke up really really really really late today. can call me pig for all u like now -.- LOL, cos i woke up at 2+pm, hehehe. i shall not deny now lol. -.- LOL!

yup, den chionged homework after lunch, and like, omg so many questions i dono how to do ah! wahhh :( nvm ba. sighhh

den yup. went maple for a while den came out, cos really don feel like mapling le. no mood. den come back tt time, wlao. just some pple seriously cant think lah. cant they tell that im busy. BUSY?! !!! roar! seriously lah. its like, im busy lor, thats why i nv reply lor. den still come call me, like, wad lah. haiya forget it. im not suppose to be angry now -.- lol so okay.

did de research for my compo. and after finding one article, i give up. she want to skin me alive up to her le la. -.- roar? lol

school tmr, sians. why must it be week 1? can they change week 1's timetable to week 2's?? week 2 is soooo much nicer la. wahahhaha xD~ hehe. yup. k le, go back my bed den can slp le lol. (my bed become my study "table" again LOL)

din touch maple at all today, wahahaha xD cos im having some .. urm.. "hanakimi marathon"? LOL yeah, watched hanakimi after tuition till now. now still watching, just taking a break (lol no lah, cos it is loading yup LOL.) hehe. nice nice nice! hope there is a part II =(

hmm yeah. camwhored a little today cos im dead bored.

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abit zi lian lah, but who cares. LOL. when im in de mood to take pix, den i'll take de (hint hint lol) =DD yup =D

yeah. school holidays is ending soon, and i dread going back =( but.. hmmm ohwells.. can see him ma.. so i should be anticipating it instead? ... -.- hmmm ah no point grumbling lol.

yep. wanna go trim my hair ah.. hmm see first ba lol. (:

oh and i heard that andy is teaching dance at studio wu now. hoho i wanna go learn!! but too bad, he is teaching hiphop... im more interested in J/K pop! WAHAHAHA xD~ i dont care i wanna learn j/k pop!! but after O's perhaps. yup. lol. (:

yup! i leveled twice today -- should be consider as twice ba? 0o yup. hehes.

since i cant figure out yet, i shall just remove those post and save as draft first. (: *ROAR!

yuppie. probably......... hehehe. ok i dono wad im saying now. gtg sleep le (: nights! =D zzzzz

yup so went to andy's bday bash today (: quite enjoyable i must say, i mean the last few parts lah ahha.

was suppose to meet jeris at 2.30 at tpy mrt station, in the end she 3pm den turn up -.- cos her bus came late. LOL. den we rushed down to pasir ris, and when we reach pasir ris, it was only like, 3.30?? yup lol. reached there and then we saw a bus, and we thot it was de shuttle bus, we rush towards it and then, no its not, its for those army. -.- den we turn our heads, and we really saw the shuttle bus, rush there, but too late. den nvm lo, we tried flagging for taxis, and i tell u, singapore taxi services is really VERY bad lah. we waited till like, 4+ and no taxi is in sight, except for those hired and on call ones. like so RAHHS! nvm lo, den the shuttle bus finally came and me and jeris were like, going crazy le lor.

den after that when we reach the chalet, they don let us in, say wad registration starts at 5pm. im like, wth. fine lo, den we wait outside. and!! ME AND JERIS WERE THE FIRST TO REACH THERE BESIDES THOSE ORGANISERS LAH!!! den after that when the door finally opened, the 3rd batch of fans went in first, den we blur blur let lor. den wth! THEY TOOK OUR ROOM LAH!!!!!!!!!!!! the rest of the rooms were out of bounds cos is meant for the trio and the organisers. im like, walao!!! me and jeris were feeling so unfair lor! then we quite moodless lah.

den after that jt andy and awi finally came, den we went out to see them, AND! yvonne was with them, im like, roar? 00!! omg lo. cos it so happen that von and her frens took de same mrt with the trio. den dono why, the trio took jt's car, den von they all took cab, and her cab is right infront of jt's car. im like, OMG! 00!!

den the trio were busy so we slack by ourself. my mood quite bad le lah, cos of cy. like she was the one who say she wanna talk to andy de, den let her talk tt time she say later. den later i ask her, she say busy. im like, wth lah, forget it im not helping u le. den jeris keep saying dont i feel bad asking and wad crap de. like wad, is i willingly wanna do, i feel bad or not no need u to care ma. wlao, i dono lo. i feel so crap lah, like at the moment i really wanna scram home lor. sigh

den after that went to find andy, pass him the present, and ask him to open and see. den he see, den he say orh ok thx. LOL. den he still offer us handshake and say happy belated bday. im like, 00!! ok, i noe u like tt phrase, but no need to say tt everytime u see us right -.- LOL. den crap abit w him. den he hor, my god, really can faint. cos i was hugging the pillar ma, den he say wad, why u keep hugging the pillar? it look like him ah? him.. wad's his name again ah? urm... den he guess de name out, den im like, andy lee, u was a bash, or a kick? u ownself decide -.- rahhs lo. ROAR lol. den after tt he noe jeris' de too. den he ask jeris wad's her one called. den she say celia. im like, 00! ok nvm u win. den andy say i one foot step 3 boats - him, jeris and de pillar, i was like, pillar?! ................................... okie. -.- den we went off le. eat our mini dinner den yup. den andy cut cake. den he was giving a short speech, den cut, den eat. LOL. yup. den jeris gtg le, den keep asking andy to come. den jeris take pix le, den i also wanna take, den he say, eh liddat y'all 2 de ... wont jealous ah? den im like, ANDY LEE! take photo still ask so much ques for wad?! blah lo. den take le, den asked him abt it le lor. den he ask me, this kind of matter why must ask until so shen mi? ... den im like ...


ah? err $2 can le la. (cos i dont dare to ask for more le =x) den he say say $2 ah? orh ok lor (his kou qi is like, $2 only wad, so scared for wad tt kind -.-) den give me, den jeris say bye, den say bye to jt and awi den see her off. den yihlin asked jt where he stay, den he say east side. den i told him, i noe east side, everyone noes lor. den he look at me and point at me and say, u noe right?? den i give a 00!!?? face. den he say, oh u dono nvm. den im like -.- LOL. yup.
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den yihlin n jeris left, den left w me and von. den we went to jt there, den i hear him talk really can sleep lo, cos i was v tired le, and plus i din really communicate w them this time round. yah. den after tt go kitchen there, den awi came to join us, den we started our chinese lesson w awi -.- LOL. we keep correcting his chinese la, den keep laughing, cos in his memory, all de words are di 4 sheng. -.- LOL. den awi also tried to get pple to eat cos left alot of curry puff. so when pple come he will say "curry puff?" den we were like, u pro at selling curry puff le la. LOL! den andy walk pass, den von fren say, awi ur job. den awi said in those very sian tone "curry puff?" to andy. den andy is like, huh huh huh? den walk away. LOL so funny lah! hahaha!! den when awi was trying to say tomato ketchup in chinese, he say as fang jian (in english means room) .. den andy just nice came and join us for a while, den he was like, staring at awi in those weird weird face. like thinking to himself, "since when room become liddat??" den andy told awi, huh? this is a room? den we all started laughing till all of us stomach ache lo. really v funny lor! HAHAHAH.

den after tt wanna ask andy if he like de gift, den i stand there wait, cos he talking to other fans, den he saw me, den he ask me what? den im like, huh nth, cont talking. cos my ques not v impt la. den after tt von n me decided to go home le, so we took our bags, say bye to awi, den go wear shoe. den i saw andy, den shout to him tt we're going home le, so he put his things in the room and came den send us off to de door. i asked andy if he like de gift, den he say yup, and he will wear it. if pple dono what is his name, at least got a name to tell pple. im like.. orh ok LOL. den i told him tt actually me n jeris saw other things tt wanna buy for him de, den we finally bought tt cos we walked till giddy le. LOL. den he is like 0o? can walk till giddy de ah? LOL. yup. den we we said bye to jt too la. den he also send us off to de door LOL. yup. den actually can see tt andy and jt wanna send us out to de reception de, but .. so sad lo, not their chalet, so need to entertain fans too, so no choice lo. den jt gave us handshake say dono when will see us again. den im like, aiyo. don say till so.. so sad la. aiyo. den bye den we went out le.

saw a taxi when we left aloha, den took de taxi to pasir ris mrt station. den me n von were talking abt awi lo. so funny la, den we were talking till so happily till got 3 guys came in. dey were like drunk la? den von say, "oh no, they are drunk" den i got freaked out la. but still, we don care them and continued our convo. but i was really scared la, cos their actions really v drunk those kind lor. rahhs!! den when changing mrt that time, me and von quickly zoom out to the end of the train there, den phew! den continue talking again. by tt time we were v tired le. yup. den reached home at 11.48pm. wah so late LOL. but shuang la haha. yup

hmmm i feel v bad lo. like, i din really talked to them today. whole day kept my mouth shut, only sometimes will talk. cos like really v long nv see them le, den like, today dono how to talk or start a topic. den im like, ah forget it, keep quiet can le. yup. den when im quiet tt time, i looked stress????? jt just suddenly say dont stress to me. im like. huh will meh?? 0o? lol! yup.

oh and cy flew off le. she smsed me when i was in the mrt. say wad she is waiting inside le, but haven fly yet, but soon. den after tt chat w her via sms, den she say she flying le, bye. at tt time, i really wanna cry lor. really, i felt like crying. i really wanna go, esp w my frens. is like, sighhh. ok nvm i now very tired le. so tt it for today ba? yup

devil and angel is having a cold war now. why? cos i scotch taped their mouth le. -.- today is really a tiring day for me. cos i slept quite late last night. yeah.

amath test today, and it was horrible. should not have checked my work, cos the more i check, more different answers will surface, and when time is running out, i will start to panick, and result in super wrong answers. how great can it get? RAHHS!

holiday starts tmr, for sec3s and 2s. HAHA, camp in house. LOL. (= this means i get to sleep more! yeah! LOL.

yup. just now thot got show to watch de, in the end dont have, dont of them like logs lo. rahhs.

and he is damn cute today lah, HAHA (=

ok my mood really not good now. just dont come and disturb me today. best is to leave me alone.

went to sungei buloh today and i was really v tired. my friend's dad drove us there, finished 50 surveys by 2. slacked and talked to the counter boy. think he is really v bored that he have so much to talk about? lol. thats our source of entertainment -.- lol.

den after that came back, and started quarreling with my mum again. like so wth lah. all the f word, cb, and everything came out. told u my mood is really bad today le. (& i did try to control wor) i really feel so tired lah. i hate to put on a false front, i hate to just listen to my parents scolding me and i cant rebuke. everything burst out today, after accumulating for so long. and not just because my mum scold me den i scold back, is cos she ______ me. WTH CAN! that moment i really want to leave this freaking hell. leave and not come back again.

maybe also cos of ytd. something happened. and i dont wish to say. really DONT ever judge a book by its cover. he really.. i dono lah. i dont hate him, i just dislike him alot. for a particular reason.

shall elaborate on yesterday's entry bah. lol starting from... band concert?

went for band concert and jeris was crazying -.- really. then concert start and it was.. ok the starting was abit... i dono how to say, but 2nd half was really nice! =D lol YMCA! LOLOL!! fairytale (: haha, reminds me of someone... hehehe and then after it ends, we wanted to go to the locker to get our books and stuff, but they blocked the way, im like WAH! =( so in the end have to go back school to take my books for my tuition. den after that we left school, took mrt home. im not silly to take 56 home at night cos the alley is freaking scary at night, so deserted so quiet. it'll freak me out lah =x then after that on the way home, jie told me that her fren saw andy and jt and awi at the dance thingy. jt was the judge, and andy and awi went to watch. asked her fren if i could talk on the phone with anyone of them. haha

talked to andy and our convo is really 'silly' lol!
andy + me: hello? ni shi shui
me: URM... ah wo shi celia ah
andy: ohh wo shi andy lah.
me: ah ni you kan dao wo send ni de frenster message ma? na ge important de
andy: hao xiang you lei. wo hui jia cai qu kan.
me: orh ok. ming tian shi ni de sheng ri hor?
andy: en dui.
me: na zhu ni sheng ri kuai le!
andy: haha xie xie, ni hui lai hor?
me: huh? birthday celebration?
andy: en
me: en en yi ding hui qu de (:
andy: orh ok lo. na jiu zhe yang lo.
me: en, ok bye?
andy: bye bye
me: bye.

end of convo. lol. told u he was in the rush le. lol. den i asked him who he was because jt was there, den i dono if is jt or andy =x opps hehee. but anyway, thanks jie! =D and of course thanks caroline (liddat spell ma?) THANKS ALOT! =D lol

yup back to today. went back to school and had abit of quarrelling on the way. wadsoever lah. so crap can. i cant be bothered anyway. cos i shall try to be a happy celia from now on. TRY lah. hehe. then went back with jeris (my dad fetched us there) den we went to the locker. thought that guides were all in the zoo doing the rainforest trail (-.-) but when we go to the locker there, ms teo's homeroom de light was switched on. both of us sort of freaked out lah. 0o!!! ok i say first ah, i din pon guides hor. is i got tuition den cannot go de. yes, i cant afford to miss tuition again, i missed like dono how many due to the thinking day rehearsal can. roars! yup, so im a good girl, i dint pon hor. lol. yup

den after that went to mac buy breakfast and their service is really bad. ok probably cos of the quarrelling lah. my parents quarrelled from the time we left house until i reached home can, like wth, and they just dragged me into the quarrelling just liddat. so wth lah. then yah, i was getting impatient that i just said, "they think i alot of patience isit?!" and they came out with my food -.- lol? rushed home and my tuition teacher came -.-

den my tuition just end, abit not happy lah, cos... of the quarrelling? seriously, i dont like to be home. if i can, i wanna go out with my frens/someone till late at night or not go home lo. really. haix. lalala? i dono wad im saying now? hoho bye then? lol

anw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY!
hope that it'll be a fun-filled day for you today!
wo hui ting ni dao di de! (:

IGNITE D' AMORE today, and what more could i say? fantastic! yes. however, if it could be longer, it would be better. lol haha. probably it was those few words that really made my day, and hence a rather hyper celia today? and really, nothing can bring down my hyper mood today! =DD

was supposed to have geog presentation today, but is postponed till next term. (: oh thank goodness! (: but really thanks joanna's fren and that person for helping us though! yeps! =D yup, and those few words 'knocked' the door, and i was really happy =D

had chemistry, and mr kom showed us gruesome pictures of the victims in WWII -- after the bombs exploded in Japan. there are much gruesome pictures, but he did not want to show us, cos i think he knows that some of us are like, a little gross out? yup. never mention vapourised to me. its totally.. gruesome to me, and sad as well. yup

den recess and i was really very very hyper LOL. i got my ai de qi ji 3 le!!! thanks jie!!! =DDDD lol

yup! math, and its de first time i totally just switched off from her class. opps hehe. lol. i was doing my own thing la, hehe. since she is teaching stuff that i noe le. lol

yup. den guides, had korean culture n language course, and we get to try on those korean costume! i tried on 2, and i like de green and pink one! =D its so pretty lah. lol. camwhored (not really thou) with jeris since both of us are in a very hyper and happy mood lol

den me n jeris went to j8 for dinner. yup and changed and rushed back to school. waited for cy and jeris kept omg-ing. like so roaring can -.- LOL! yup. den concert was really nice, esp the 2nd half! =DDD yup! Y-M-C-A ! lol!!!

reached home at 10+ and i talked to andy!!!! =D ok its de same feeling of talking to them in person? but my 'dream' came true lol. yup. he really sound in a rush so i din talk much. convo of us will be kept as a secret. cos quite 'stupid' la lol!

yup shall end here ba. really tired now. haha yup.

so i thought i will be fine today. ho, it didnt turn out that nice anyway. luckily no one (only daphne) saw me ..... ****** bleah =P wont say. haha. yup. after that, when i stopped, i thought of somethings, and boom, everything is coming back again -.-

not that i want to think too much. is i cant control my brain ma. lala? hmm yah. den after that, my mood was so rotten that well... i had... ******* again.

hmmm, watched over the hedge during CME today, and it was so cute lah! =D probably, "laughter is the best medicine" is really true. (: felt better laughing out loud lah. yup (:

walked home under de rain (it wasnt really raining la, just small drizzle) yup & i wont fall sick de (: yup. -.- lol? k stop here ba, have to complete my homework le (:

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oh my. wads wrong with my memory these few days. after i said i wanted to do my homework, de next moment i forgot wad i was suppose to do. rush thru my homework at night and only realised that i haven completed de geog presentation. can faint la. thought jeris' diskette could work, and i heave a sigh of relief and in the end it could not. digged out all de disc i have and i couldnt save. both of us got sooooooooOOOOOOOO desperate that we practically went SOOOO completely mad. i came out with a crazy idea, and thought it was too crazy and i went around asking pple. =x and finally someone got a diskette. lets hope it works.

*PRAYING HARD!!*

oh and it.... WORKS!! omgosh... im overwhelmed with excitement (oh wadeva it is spelled as) ah, i love that person can! =D hahahaha! i swear that person is the sweetest person ever! =D haha! gosh, im overeacting. lol.

oh and reading the 2 amandas' blogs reminds me of wad happened yesterday. i was so frigging pissed + scared = i could cry lah. thankfully i dint lah. ohwells, yes her remarks were very harsh and insulting, and i do still have this little hatred toward her. but well, its a fact that we really gotta buck up especially in our languages. (chinese test: lowest mark -- 10+/100, highest mark -- 60+/100, many pple failed. how WONDERFUL -.-) its totally ... i dono wad to say. im speechless. rahhs! however, i strongly believe that she shouldnt just critises like that, and expect us to change for the better. she SHOULD noe how to really get us motivated instead of slapping us with some insulting words. i can only tell u that IT WONT WORK. -.- yes. and NEVER expect us to achieve the results u want us to get just because we're in 3love. we're not much of a diffrence from other classes, so get this right.

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my bad day today, perhaps. everyone is feeling depressed today (excluding mad jeris -.-) cries and more cries. i can comfort them, yes, but i cant comfort myself? ihate all these that is happening now. not the friday 13, right? no its not, den why is everything bad happening today? i dono lah.

phoebe, dont worry k? she will be fine tmr hopefully. who noes is just false alarm? yups. dont too sad yah? (:

hmmmm. yup. just leave me alone for today. i will be fine tmr, i think.

had abit of gastric just now. morning din eat cos i cant eat in the morning. unless u wan to see me puke. recess din eat cos i dont eat during recess de. after sch rush home, and i dropped dead till tuition start. like roar? after tuition is alr 6. so like.. can imagine right? LOL. den my mum haven cook dinner yet, so eat chocolate and sweets to fill my stomach -.- LOL!

had PE today, ran 5 rounds. 3 slow jogs, warm ups, den one run, den push ups, den another run and den soccer. cows. mr chua say must eat breakfast if not we everytime will feel sick after running. not don want to eat lei... is i really cant eat -.- LOL. den by the end of PE, my head spinning le. -.- wadeva craps lah. den went to the canteen and signed up for the courses guides had for us. LOL. yup. joined 3 courses in total i think. yup (:

then during math.. really really cant cope with math now. sighhh. like i dono wad on earth mass cheok is teaching la. even when my tuition teacher explain to me, i still very confuse about it lah. esp Amath. sighhhhhh.... my grades this year sure will drop terribly de. sigh. )=

den rained lor. rahhs. aiyah. i dono wad crap im typing now. so tata. end here le. i hate being so weak. )= feel so helpless can? )= oh and andy replied me? and im not so exicted abt his reply from now onwards. rahhs him lah! i knew he will be SOOOOOOO KPO if he noe abt it lah. den no he is lecturing me and wadnots de. say wad, i zi you fen cun jiu hao, must focus in studies and wadnots de... cant he just ... urmm.... trust me or smth? that im sensible enough to do wad is right, and not do wad is wrong? lol? yah hhaa. (aiyah, jie, see wad u had done la. seeeee!! rahhs!!!!) shall end here le. toodles~

very sian now ah.. played maple for 4hours +? yah. sian sian sian. i finally lvled. and completed some of the quests. but still have alot of quests haven complete ah!! rahhs! =(

den feel so sian lah. dont feel like training le.. so.. yah lor. wahhhh!

sians... ok lah.. i dono wad to blog le. )=

finally its over. no more rehearsals, no more long draggy fridays (: had Guides' Thinking Day today, and woke up at 6.30am. prepared everything, tied my hair (urgh, i dont like tying plaits la) had diarroeh trice (or twice? i dont remember, i only remember me going in and out of the toilet alot of times) :( bad stomach~ dono wad i ate wrongly either. den went to pick jeris and cy up. jeris was urber late lah, but we wasnt the latest to reach school, so thank goodness (: lol. just felt disappointed can. like.. u everytime pangseh one lor.

then after that went up the bus, and went to indoor stadium. saw my pri sch fren when we're going down the stairs, wanted to say hi, but i wonder if she would remember me. LOL! settled down, and we had our rehearsal. went on quite smoothly, just abit chaotic at the back LOL. yup, and i saw ms goh there, jeris din. LOL. den ms goh saw us, den was like.. stoning there. LOL lah! hahaha! den we had lunch. our usual takeaway from ms teo -- rice with.. blah, depends lol. finished everything den went back to our seats. i was so bored that i started sms-ing my guides frens LOL!! and i had 'fun' finding them -.- LOL! then after that songs and songs and more songs, finally mrs nathan came. *finally~!* and we started of with some speech and few songs, and then perfomance! =D yup yup! =D but i abit ran overshot lah, cos i dono when to stop. =x den jeris suddenly kneel down, den im like.. wah! den go backwards abit den kneel down also lol.

den after that is prize presentation for PNA silver. lol haix.. we could get 2bronze for both coys lah, dono why take silver ): den heard some bad news.. hope it isnt true ba. yup

den after that had taps and mrs nathan left. lol. den stayed there for awhile. and we left the place, board the bus, and de bus dropped us at j8 lol. yup.

stomach not feeling too good now, sighhh wad did i eat ah? =/

ok so im back to update my blog (: wanted to update yesterday, but i typed half way and my mum stopped me. =/ so here it is, yesterday's and today's entry. lol

22/2/07
jeris came to my hse yesterday den when she was going home tt time, she wanted to go to the toilet. after going to the toilet, she got stalled by my mum and "stuffed" apple into her mouth. and she came back with apple in her mouth and she said "celia, look at wad u did to me!" LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. so funny. LOL.

ok back to the point LOL. had guides thinking day in school, and it was rather weird la =/ i dono, like.. lol? haix.. nvm. lol. (and i forget wad happen ytd le LOL)

23/2/07
yup today had geog test, den me and jeris was "chionging" geog. but she gave up after tt -.- i decided to give up too, since like.. the teacher wasnt here. we thought the teacher wont come, but after one period, she appeared, den me n jeris was like, OH NO! den glance through the notes/textbook, but.. it did not help ): sighh. im flucking another test. )= sigh. i don like the feelings of flunking a test la. wah! =( there are 4 ques in total, and i left the last 2 ques blank cos i've totally NO idea how to ans them. first two question i anyhow to since like... i dono lah sighhhh.

den after that during recess, i suddenly very high, but after that i low again -.- den math.. ms cheok drag the lesson la, den like we're soooo late for chapel le. den when we go into the hall, dono who go say "u're late" den i was like, as if i dono we're late liddat -.- lalala, den after that have come 'course' for E-learning thing during the march holidays de. den after that, wanted to change for guides de but jacelyn say no need as we're the wavers den we need to wear polo tee for tmr performance. so yup, so nice to not to change la. haha. yup.

then guides was very very slack la, since i got the total defence silver badge le. yup. den i only remember wad it was today when someone asked for the date. roar? =/ wah!! ): then after that we're suppose to have rehearsal de, but suddenly rain, so it was cancelled.

tmr is the performance, lets hope that everything will go smoothly tmr. (: yup, jiayou! =D haha.

school today and is super sian can. really dont feel like going to school today de ):

first lesson was chem, and we got back our results. haix... my results are slipping terribly lah. )= sighh. i never felt like i belong to 3love can. im too stupid to be in there lah. bah! then had math, teacher never come. slack outside for one period and finally de relieve teacher came. went in and slack again -.-

then had free period, and.. i was.. slacking again =.= LOL! yup. den after that after recess, before going down for chinese... hehehehehe! ok nvm.. some mad things happened. LOL. (= and our chinese teacher din come too. we were rejoicing when his blue blue fren came down to open the door lor. LOL! =DD we were playing murderer and dectective den gradually.. the boys joined us to play truth or dare. so funny lah! we made someone to act gay infront of his blue blue fren, and we were laughing like crazy lah. lol. and we made wan jun to go pull out the computer plug, den his blue blue fren gave a weird face. LOL! then after that... when the lesson end, we had one last dare.. to .. i dono. LOL! i was already packing my things le lol.

den had SS, and we were to do some group thing lah. and we were sort of rushing cos we spent too much time on designing. but not as nice lah cos rushing ma. lol. yup. then after that.. went down for physics and... hehehehe!!! =DDDD LOL. ok nth lol. went to the lab to do SPA skill. supposely to be a 1 and 1/2 hour experiment, but we completed everything within 45mins, den ms teo was like.. rushing us la. -.- but.. our measurements were all wrong lah. grr wadeva.

then after that had guides rehearsal tmr, and i was seriously dead tired by then. ): my drill sucks can. ): sighhh.. yup. tmr my doom day -.- cos i really cant do a proper drill, or just do a simple 90 degree bang. roar! sighhh..

ok wadeva. shall end here. still have project to complete and have to re-sew my badges (sewed wrongly the other time). ROAR!

haix... today really dont feel well ah. like whole day feel so.. restless and uncomfortable. like.. i dono how to say, den suddenly 贫血. wlao. feel so damn giddy lah. haix... roar!

another slack-at-home day for me. SIAN AH! really! i need to get out of this house lah, before another arguement/quarrel arise. )= haix...

have to go back to school tmr le, and wad... i haven finish my homework yet. RAHHS! am still working on my physics homework (2 frigging thick worksheets). ah, headache ah! still have math homework. roar!

im feeling too sick to do anything now can. =/ and my parents dont even noe im sick. aiyah, forget it lah, they will never noe that im sick unless i tell them. so.. wadever lah. hack, maybe i look un-sick to others too. ok wadeva crap. i dono wad im typing now.

bye, going to chiong my homework. )=

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ah i forgot something.

happy birthday XIEZHI!
happy belated birthday JIAEN!

haha, seem like i really not into jstar stuff le. ah well. LOL.

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oh guess wad time i slept last night? =x

at a very early 3am zzzz

was trying to fix my wretch blog, but well, guess i made it more messy ba? rahhs! =( nvm forget it. more time den do lol haha

yup, suppose to go out with jies today de, but von couldn make it due to some unforeseen circumstances. yup. LOL. haha. well, so joanna went out with her cousin instead, while me and von are rotting at home. -.- sian ah!

was listening to songs from last night till like.. just now? and kinda got emo cos of some songs. but, well.. HAHAH. im high now! lol. == hehhee.

yup, hanakimi's showing in another 1hr or so, must watch! LOL. =D shall end of with a :


http://img63.imageshack.us/img63/1377/vote4andypsdfr6.jpg

and so im back after a "tiring" day lol. tiring because im sleepy =x

so i woke up at 8, den went out den go to my mum's mother hse. yea. den go there nothing to do, and start popping junk food into my mouth again =x i noe according to my throat's condition, i should resist the temptation of eating all these heaty stuff, but.. well, its CNY, we should enjoy~ lol! ok lol craps. den after that, we left. den force to go temple. damn lah, the smoke and everything, make me have breathing difficulty lah. ROAR! like, my throat already so pain, den breathe in den make it more pain, den my nose also v itchy. grrrrr. forget it

den after that go my dad's side. WHEE! haha, had a mini breakfast cos i din really it. den after that nothing much to do, so went to the room and.. SLEEP! haha, den my cousin (nicholas) came in, den say wad i "stole" his bed -.- wadeva! nvm lucky got extra mattress there, den we both slept. den after that amanda came in and squeeze with me. den nvm lor, she still keep disturbing me by laughing and making weird noises, fake snore, and wadsoever crap u can think of -.- lol. den after that... oh den after tt nick went out, den amanda moved to the mattress, den we both slept peacefully. LOL, till someone came, and we woke up. haha. den my aunt from US called, talked for a long time. yup.

and after tt we went to my grandma's brother house. den they were playing blackjack. i din join in, cos i feel so moodless then. probably because i feel super sick that time lah, den somethings made me feel unhappy, but i still have to put up a false front. i kept saying nothing is wrong and im ok, im just tired or wadsoever crap, but in the inside i felt like crying. ROAR. dono why also lah. just.. moodswings? hmm yah

den after that we left and i was suppose to follow my cousins for some i dono wad. decided not as i really don have de mood to go out le. so followed my grandparents and uncle home. went to my grandparent's house for dinner, watched the kua nian wan hui part II, and last part of harry potter. den my grandpa's brother is coming soon, and me n my uncle ran away first. not say we dont like my grandpa's brother la, is just that.. hmm i dono how to say.. yup. den went we reached 1st floor, we saw them at the lift A there (we at lift B), den we went up 2nd floor, den up to 3rd floor, and finally down back to 1st floor. LOL. omg, feel so bad la lol. den here im back! hehe

yup. hmmmm think my uncle dont feel quite happy today ba? hmm cos of some misunderstanding on sunday? have no idea wad happen, but heard from my cousins that something happened. ohwells.. hope everything will be fine ba. hahaha. yup!

oh and any friends wanna come my house for new year? hehe. yup.

(better hope that tmr i wont be feeling emo or down or moodless. if not i will SURELY break down when i watch hanakimi, cos tmr's one is quite sad and heartwretching la. yup. so hope i will be hyper tmr? yea haha)

after stuffing all the junk food i could see into my mouth, i shall now presume im now/going to be sick -.- yay? lol. but, being sick at a wrong timing? hmmmm... my throat hurts sooooo much now, sighhh?

wanted to stay up last night, but only manage to stay up till 1+ )= i was capable of staying up till 3, 4 + last time lei. gah. but better not lah, later my body screwed up again -.- and im feeling sleepy now *yawn! haha, ok lah, i needa go out soon, den after that for a movie with my cousins!! hope we wont be watching that jack neo show ba? =x cos.. HEHEHE. why should i say? lol ok craps. lol

shall end here, check back for edits ba. LOL. (think will have edit la lol)

just had tuition and my brain is gonna bust with those f(x) = blah blah blah soon. im still confuse about it lah, but nvm, practice makes perfect? lol yeah. tuition on a new year eve morning, how great can it be? LOL.

yup, think i gonna grow fat and have sore throat soon, if i continue eating new year goodies at this rate. seriously, i kept my mouth busy during tuition lah, i kept stuffing bak kua into my mouth when im doing f(x) = .... lol.

hmmmm, new year eve... and my relative are coming over for renuion dinner later to night, and that only means one thing. I NEED TO PACK MY ROOM ASAP! okay, my room is super messy now because of one reason -- im lazy. thats it. and baby david will be coming over, hence.. he'll be using my bed. omg. i feel so lazy at the thought of packing my room lah. )= any free "maids" willing to help me clear up my room? lol. ok im just joking. hehe.

and i need to clear ALL my JSTAR magazines and other magazines aside, before my relative see them, if not they will start to say im obsess with idols stuff, not concentrating on studies and whatsnot. then they will start to compare me to my cousins, and then start lecturing me. aiyah, they forever suaning me lah, thats why i never liked going out with them. AND, im not that obsess over idols stuff this year le, i stopped buying albums and stuffs le, i stop attending events (except SOUL's? ok i will try to curb can. LOL) yah. so is like a way great improvement/achievement compared to last year and last last year. yup. LOL.

so yeah. thats it bah, needa go clear my room + living room le, since i used the living room for tuition just now. its filled with papers and more papers with the f(x) = ... equations. and my amath textbook of course -.- haha, okie. shall end here!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

toodles!

HI! lol. ok abit high and tired now lol. hehe

firstly, the most important notice to ALL andy's fans! go to http://203.142.18.38/profiles.html and vote for andy!!! =D MUST VOTE!

step 1: click on the link
step 2: scroll down and find andy's face
step 3: click on andy's face
step 4: click "vote for me"
step 5: fill in with your name and email address
step 6: click "submit your vote" and you're done!

YEAH! and if you are lucky enough, you get to go to the finals! (: YUP! lol. hehehe. VOTE FOR ANDY AH!!!!!!! =DDD

okay, yup, end of advertising. (: LOL. and wad did i do today? let me see... OH. yup. went to school and.. von don wanna lend me that "hammer-like" thingy )= wah! =( nvm haha, xi guan jiu hao lol. den had geog. quite fun since jeris is in my class (: HEHE. lol. den went to hall for cny celebration, den went for that KCP idol thingy. omg i tell you. but anw, thank goodness we were not into the final. HAHA (: den after that had recess. den.. go up the hall for the 2nd part of the cny celebration. and hor, he v scary lor. suddenly appear. but.. hehe ok lah, i din notice so suddenly saw him infront den tio shock lor. hahahaha yea. den people kept throwing sweets and chocolates around, like so frigging irritating lah. GRR. den go find ms teo ask her wad time is guides, den she say cancelled le. =DDDD WHEE SO NICE LAH hhaha. but still needa stay back for the project thing. but for a while only. yup.

and so im back. yup. tired now ah~ cos lack of sleep zzzz =( (you also must sleep early hor!) yup. VOTE FOR ANDY shall end here for now lol.

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forgot to blog about this. is for all andy's fans too. lol

1st party
when: 3March(saturday)
venue: malay street, bugis junction
time: 2-4pm

please take note: The CLEO Eligible Bachelors are trying to set a Singapore record for The Most Number of People On a Bed, and they need help. Finally, a legit reason to snuggle up with the boys! Successfully make it onto the bed without falling off!

2nd party
when: 10March(saturday)
venue: vivo city, central atrium(ground level)
time:2-5pm

3rd party
when: 16March(friday)
venue: power house @ St.James Power Station
time: 730 till late


ok, with regards to the first party. im definitely going, BUT! i wont vote for any of them. cos if im not wrong, the way of voting is to squeeze into the bed with them? if that's so, I WONT VOTE. cos to me.. is like... so omg? further more.. hmm ok nvm lol i don want to make him sad? yea

as for the 2nd party. i might go, or might not go. it all depends on mr andy lee -.- if he allows us to follow him to the chalet after that event, den i'll go. if not, im sure gonna go to the chalet early to book room for me and my friends. haha yup

and as for the 3rd party.. see first. see if we can enter first, if we can enter, den we'll go, if not i wont waste my time on the trip LOL. yup.

there. that's all for the upcoming events (: i think. hehe. HANAKIMI showing in another 1hr time, must watch! =D hahaha

hmmm dont really feel well today. sleepy and tired too. house flooding, so bad that i had triple stomach pain (stomach muscle, that one and abit of gastric). haix. but forget it la. then after that thot will merge, but in the end never.. haix, )= i want leh =( then after that went sungei buloh. suppose to get pple to do surveys. den we at first still ok de, den after tt pple all missing, den we walked this super ulu pathway. SOOOOO scary lah, cos me n daphne heard things, ddono if its real or... u noe la. 0.0 omg. den after that no one there, we 2 alone. den got this bird suddenly fly past, wlao scary lah!! den we walked till quite far then uturn. then suddenly rain, den we no choice walked under de rain lo. yea. den after tt went back to school. slept on the bus. yah.

so.. shall end here. v tired now. i don wanna perform tmr!!!!! haix )= i hate the stage so much la!!

HELLO! haha, am on cloud nine today (or am i just imagining iam? ok crap lol) firstly..





i dono why, i kinda enjoyed today. (= like first time it was so "meaningful" lol. hahaha! yep, thanks jie for the chocolate and cookies! =D haha, i ate the cookies infront of the computer (sound familiar? =x LOL!) yep! and thanks for that letter, i love the bear (:

yup, and had SS test today, which was still OK. though i had a clear idea of wad to answer, i had NO idea how to phrase my answer. ah faint lah! x( eek lol. yeah

and lastly, still... 恭祝天下有情人综成眷属 (: HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! =D

ok. maybe i just feel tired today, hence my super moody mood? lol. i dono. reached sch urber early and stoned, then had that survey course thingy. den after that assembly? lol. talking abt v-day (: hehe.

then after that recess, and i went mad? lol i dono. den forward to after sch, went j8 and bought more stuff. CNY bag and bottom (= new bag! and a pair of pants. wanted to get skirt de.. but as u noe, i don wear skirt, i only wear skirt-PANTS. lol yeah hahaha!!

yup, den had lunch and i zoooooommmed! all the way back home. im VERY late for tuition le lah. from 4 postpone to 4.30 den to 5. faints. so yeah. den reach home, i was v tired, den had tuition. i was so dead tired that i couldn think properly. -.- lol den finally tuition over le. so here im lol?

and so, i finally cut/trimmed my hair. my dad woke me up urber early just to go to the hair salon, and in the end, it is because my parents wanna go somewhere else zzzz. den came home (since it was too early for my appointment -.-) check my mail, and andy replied me (= hmmm, and then slack a while, and go for hair cut/trim le. yup lol. reached there, trimmed and went to the pet shop. AWWWW I WANT A HAMSTER LAH! but better not, since.. hahaha, nvm lol.

then after that came back, and helped jies yihlin cy and jeris (and myself!) to register for the andy bday bash thingy. yup. and since my dad promised (ah! i forget to write an IOU, or voice recording of it before he break his promise again. and come out with this "promises are meant to be broken" stupid logic. ah nvm) to allow me to come home before 11pm that day, i shall like... leave the place only at 10pm? (see my friends first lah haha) yup.

then wad did i do today? oh.. i "quarreled" with my cousin? ok not really quarrel lah, is like.. she keep forcing me to go over to my grandma house for dinner when I DO NOT WANT TO STEP OUT OF HOUSE. cant she just absorb that stupid fact in. GRR. then she keep forcing me that i wanna slam the phone down without saying bye lah. (not the first time anyway xD)

then... oh den i did nothing? since i seriously have no mood to do anything today. no mood to eat, no mood to sleep, no mood to use the comp, no mood to watch tv, no mood to go out. ok just so moodless lah.

den.. hmm yalor.. shall end here lah. no mood to blog too -.- have to reach sch by 7.30 tmr )= and my dad wants me to reach sch by 6.45 liddat? omg, can i faint? i need my beauty sleep badly~! )= sighhh and im going to slack in school alone for like.. 45mins? oh man.. haix.

ok no double edit for previous post, if not it'll look super messy. yup. guessed my mood is totally ruined le lah. sighh. jeris cy, sorry for just now, really very tired and plus.. feel sad also lah. yah. but still, i did went mad with u girls ah. LOL! haha yeah.

so i left home at 4.15, and i missed my bus. so i reached bishan at only 4.45+? lol. opps hehehe. then we went up to the open plaze. and i kept OMG-ing lah. like, gosh! i noe little piggy got a large fan base, but i couldnt imagine that it was THAT big. GOSH! then we went to the first floor, the place where buses always stop? yeah and little piggy's bus din stop there ): nvm, one glance is good enough le haha.

then after that i went to ice lemon tee to buy my cny shirt. yep. (: quite satisfied with it, hahaha. yeah, den went to find jeris at hangten. (ok pardon me, i dono how to spell =x) we saw her mama there, den we asked her where is jeris. den she pointed to the changing room, den just nice jeris came out, den we both quickly sqart down. lol. our reaction abit too late lah, cos jeris saw us. haha, den we went up to the 2nd floor, den boom. we stoned there -.- and we saw wenching and some other pple. den after tt when we going to the mrt station that time, we saw amanda chia and jodie. yup haha. den we went to douby ghuat cos they want to go to PCbunk. when we reached douby ghuat, we were abit lost lah. hahah. but in the end we managed to find the place. haha. then we go in, den walked out again. then go in den go out again. den we went in and then jeris finally asked de exchange de card for angbao thing. lol. me n cy find that counter boy familiar lah, but dono where we saw him. haha. den after tt, went out, den go in again -.- cos is cy's turn to exchange. and jeris wanna exchange for a mage one too. lol yea.

den after that, we went to plaza sing, den went into the arcade. we wanted to play 'that' machine de, but wait too long le till i lost interest in it. haha yah. i was tired too lah. den we din play anything and went to had dinner at bk. v funny lah, they keep making me laugh when im drinking can. lol. den finally finish drinking then go home le, actually wanna go orchard de, but forget it, we 3 de legs v painful. so yah lor. then in the train they keep laughing lah, den make me go mad also -.- den keep laughing all the way to tpy -.- lol. cy alighted at the same station as me too, cos she wanna go her grandma house. yeah.

so yup. end of my story? LOL. ohh haven. i haven say the sad sad part yet. ok here it goes: my dad called me when i was outside. den he asked me if i can don go for the south korea trip. den i say cannot. then he say is my mum ask him to raise the $$ to go de, den he cant raise in time. den ask me to drop the idea. WLAO. like i really want to go lah. I REALLY REALLY WANT LAH!!!!!!!! sigh. how? i nearly broke down at the mrt station lah. I WANT TO GO LAH. sighhh............ nvm, den got term and condition IF he don want me to go south korea. that is.......... let me go out the WHOLE day that day. YES! hahahahhahahaha. (: no one is gonna object me to go to andy's bday celebration le. YAY! hahahahha.













haix... i still wanna go south korea lah. ):

Updates from Andy's YG

Andy's B'day Bash!
Date: 10th March 2007
Venue: Aloha Loyang Sea View Bungalow Unit B10
Time: 5pm - 10pm(Main event starts @ 6pm, registration is from 5pm-6pm)

yes, his birthday celebration. i wish to go, and i want to go, but i cant go )= so... JIES! if u're going, HELP ME AH! )= help me pass phone to him. can please? )=

gah. GEK LAH! between South Korea and this, which should i choose? (ok, must see my parents let me go southkorea first. HAHA) haix HOW?! i want to see andy!! but... i want to see 'him' too

sighh. i think.. i shall see first. haha.

hmm yeah. that's a good news cum bad news. lol. going to have tuition soon le. lazy to call jeris. hehe, so hope jeris will chance upon this? -- today meet at 2.30 can? cos my tuition either ends at 1 or 1.30. yeah depend. can can? reply asap (via sms or call, can call during my tuition de as u noe how GOOD my tuition teacher is LOL HAHA)

yep. end here bah. little piggy today!! =D haha

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The triangular theory of love characterizes love in an interpersonal relationship on three different scales: intimacy, passion, and commitment. Different stages and types of love can be explained as different combinations of these three elements; for example, the relative emphasis of each component changes over time as an adult romantic relationship develops. According to the author of the theory, psychologist Robert Sternberg, a relationship based on a single element is less likely to survive than one based on two or more.

1. Liking in this case is not used in a trivial sense. Sternberg says that this intimate liking characterizes true friendships, in which a person feels a bondedness, a warmth, and a closeness with another but not intense passion or long-term commitment.

2.Infatuated love is often what is felt as "love at first sight". But without the intimacy and the commitment components of love, infatuated love may disappear suddenly.

3.Empty love: Sometimes, a stronger love deteriorates into empty love, in which the commitment remains, but the intimacy and passion have died. In cultures in which arranged marriages are common, relationships often begin as empty love.

4.Romantic love: Romantic lovers are bonded emotionally (as in liking) and physically through passionate arousal.

5.Companionate love is often found in marriages in which the passion has gone out of the relationship, but a deep affection and commitment remain. Companionate love is generally a personal relation you build with somebody you share your life with, but with no sexual or physical desire. It is stronger than friendship because of the extra element of commitment. The love ideally shared between family members is a form of companionate love, as is the love between deep friends or those who spend a lot of time together in any asexual but friendly relationship.

6.Fatuous love can be exemplified by a whirlwind courtship and marriage in which a commitment is motivated largely by passion, without the stabilizing influence of intimacy.

7.Consummate love is the complete form of love, representing the ideal relationship toward which many people strive but which apparently few achieve. Sternberg cautions that maintaining a consummate love may be even harder than achieving it. He stresses the importance of translating the components of love into action. "Without expression," he warns, "even the greatest of loves can die". Consummate love may not be permanent. For example, if passion is lost over time, it may change into companionate love.

haha got the above from yihan gor's blog. found it interesting.. so rip it off lo =x LOL. hehe. chimology to me, cos currently i v sleepy ah! then just now tuition we din do anything, slacking only lol. haha. then after tt going out to meet jeris n cy. hope cy wont be late bah, cos i really don like to wait for someone for VERY long de. yeah. think i will back for double edit today ba? dono see first hahaha.

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not a really pleasant day for me today.. woke up with a bad stomach, den had diarrhoea twice. one at home (and becos of that, my dad speed to school. wlao! i hate pple who speed lah!!) and second time is in school, before geog. but this is still consider ok, haha.

then after that was normal till after chapel. cos we get to go to south korea, and mr lim asked those interested to go forward to get the form and fill in etc. then for a moment, it seems like mr lim's autograph session. LOL! i captured the funny scene in my phone. LOL, shall upload when i have the mood to do so lol.

then after that we went to de locker there and put our bags, and ... something freaking unpleasant happened. like.. you know.. { i decided to delete this part. feel so bad & guilty scolding her here la. yah } (ok i shall not resort to vulgarities. i need to curb my temper)

then after that guides.. we were taught the Thinking Day Song and World Song.. yeah, and.. ok nvm. then we had drill. quite a short one, cos is a rehearsal for Thinking Day (in school de) lol yeah, and ms teo came to give a super long i dono wad, that i feel SO pek chek lah. then finally we had perf rehearsal... under the hot sun! sighhh and we needa kneel on the floor which is frigging HOT lah. in the end i squat -.- LOL. we had rehearsal twice and left le. yup

yeah. im really tired now. felt like i can.... cry any moment lah. -.- but thankfully, its de end of the week. (: yup. shall end here bah. (i don feel like eating dinner.. sighh how?)

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oh dear. i feel like im back to that emo celia again. gah! did something stupid just now. 0.o ok nvm
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haha, a rather nice day for me today (: whee! lol. hahaha, so yep, merge with 4peace (should me lah, unless i rmb wrongly) for CME lesson today. den we were playing this "make someone laugh" game -.- is like, ms tay choose one for each class, den tt person is suppose to find someone and make him/her laugh. yup. lucky no one pick me ah, cos i laugh quite easily. LOL!

yah, den after that when we were waiting for cherie, omgosh. i saw BLAH lah. ok i shall be nice and not reveal LOL. then after that walked to j8 with jeris cy cherie and daphne. jeris left when she reached breadtalk, and cherie left when the mrt reached tpy. haha me n cy is like so nice to follow daphne to go make her IC lah. haha. and the person at the "counter" (where we take our queue number) is like so funny lah hahahah!! our convo goes like this:

me: ah so cool! i want to make my ic too!
her: hahaha. its good to be young
me: hahahahaha *smile*
her: when u reach my age, you will want to be 15 again

and i was HAHAHA-ing all the way lah LOL. yup, den we practically went mad there lah. keep laughing non stop. LOL then after that, we went to newton since daphne wanna meet her "gor". lol yeah. den while waiting, we went to 7-11 to get our "lunch" lol. just a cup of big gulp (we mixed all the drinks they have there and it tastes so... so 100+ LOL!) and sandwich. yup thats my lunch. then we wait for daphne's gor.. den he nv turn up, so we left le. den i was joking with cy that if i ever see andy here, i will throw my shoe at him. den she continue say wad, den de shoe will fly back to u. LOL lah. so crappy lah haha. den keep laughing non stop LOL. hahaha. oh and something happened. like OMG lah! i need the toilet IMMEDIATELY! but damn, don have ): lucky i brought my "secret weapon" with me, everyday. LOL! (: yup. haha.

yeah, den now back home and my grandma brought dinner for me. oh no. im full le lei. =x eek

haha, actually.. thanks jies for 'teaching' me how not to think too much. it actually worked! just that i really must be REALLY busy every seconds, cos once i start thinking too much, i just cant find de mood to do my things le. lol

hmm had SS open book test and Physics test. SS one was a SUPER last minute one lah, but luckily it was open book. due to "shortage of time", i rushed through my answers and cut every short = short answers. and in the end, we were given extra 5min, and tt 5 mins, i can write alot of other things la. GAH! nvm nvm. physics was much worser. good thing i din study, cos seriously nothing came out from the book/notes -.- but my scalar and vector diagram )= sighhh i dono how to draw, there goes my 10 marks. 10 MARKS MIND YOU. sighhh. then plus the last question. god im screwing up almost all the tests lah. chemistry test is next, hope i wont screw it. gah!

yeah. and.. im pretty hot tempered these days.. i dono why. usually when my mum scold me for no reason, i wont argue back de, but i dono why. i keep arguing back lah. den like. wlao. she very unreasonable can le lah. grrr

just came back from school and am feeling terrible / horrible now. luckily i noe my way home, or rather, got used to the way home, if not ah, i not sure where i will be now. cos i was practically allowing my legs to bring me wherever it wanted to go, and my brain was completely shut off. thanks to the briefing, plus lecture, now then come back, den tmr still got chem test, Amath, compo and compre homework to complete. actucally compo can tmr den finish de, but tmr got chinese test den needa stay back, den plus wed got ss + physics test, so tmr sure no time. ah wadeva lah, dono wad im saying now. and i concluded something.. for today. SHE SUCKS BIG TIMES! (ok i have no idea who is she, but she just really... gets onto my nerve la) hmm yeah..

oh jeris.. i like it to be loved cannot ah? LOL. hehe

sometime i wished i was still a little kid, a 3 year old one if possible. (: like what people says, kids are naive. they have nothing to worry about, nothing to be angry with, nothing to be stress at, and nothing to be tired with. yes, many things going through my mind, and im scared. i should take joanna's advice, "not to devote too much". yes i should, but think again.. easier said then done.

i've many things that i wanna vent here. but the first step to learn how to keep things to myself is not to vent anything here. so yah.

shall get back to pss2 finals lol. hehe

(ps joanna u good lah! can see jt! @#$%^@#*! lol)

yeah, just had tuition, and i want to sleep. *yawn. im tired lah, not enough of sleep, perhaps? =/ couldnt get to sleep last night.. with some things going through my mind. read yingying's blog, and i sort of agree with her -- "sometimes keeping things to oneself maybe a better solution." yeah. maybe i should learn how to keep things to myself instead of "sharing"/booming it to someone.

hmmmm... occasions.. CNY, valentines, birthdays etc. sighh. (why am i that busy when during our special day?! haix, i hate this!)

gah! im feeling so.... so i dono wad now. like im back to that emo me again. ARGH! i don want. nvm, i shall go find something to.. urm.. cheer me up? err.. yah haha. AH I WANT TO SEE SW'S PERFORMANCE LATER LAH! )= i cant go. sighhh cos of some reasons. and im yearning to go out with you can? )=

came back from rehearsal (long ago) le. hehe. reached school at 9+ going to 10am today, and i abit tio shocked lah. cos i din hear ms teo saying that we'll be having south division rehearsal in kcp before going to MGS for rehearsal with the other divisions. =X opps, hehe, i wasnt paying attention lah hehe. lol yup, den today rehearsal lor, and i dont like to be the first one. although we have a shorter distance to run when exiting, but a LONGGG distance to run when entering. -.- gah! and we're only given 2 sets of i-dono-wad-tt-is-called to run lah. like we must chiong lor. -.- wadeva lol.

den after rehearsal, we had lunch, and.. it wasnt tt nice lah, but my hungry stomach.. so no choice lo? i also dont like to waste food lol. hehe. yup. then went to MGS. we had rehearsal again, and ms alsagoff wasnt there. then we thought she wasnt coming, den when the last division was abt to finish performing, she came. den we need to rehears another time. and i really like that fancy drill by i dono wad sch =X they use rainie's qing zhu to do drill and is damn nice lah. haha. (= yup lol.

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URGH! i screwed my blog up! and all my links are gone, tag me if i missed ur link out =X opps. yep, and i changed blogskin (: monokuro boo. hehe. hope is alright lah. yup. dead tired now. till then (:
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hmmm then after that asked mrs tang to drop us ard J8 (actually is felicia ask de) den she asked those who wanna drop at J8 quickly go down. in the end ah, EVERYONE went down except jacelyn, daphne, the 2 boys, mrs tang (and of course the drive -.-) LOL! haha, yup. so like.. so dots lah haha. den went to KFC for dinner. yeah and then came back lo. yup. shall end here bah, pretty exhausted now.

came back home from guides at 7.47pm. feel like some walking corspe now. =.= we had captain ball for games, den went up to comp lab 1 for course work. yup. after which, we went down and we still had time. hense we started doing drills out of boredom. and i learnt something new today. ^_^ *BEAMS!* hehe, first was the super fun marching, i dono wad's tt called. another one is 180 degrees turn when u're marching. lol. yeah. haha. (=

after that went to have snacks, and had rehearsal. this time round we change our positions, from horizontal to diagonal. den the wavers got wad we're suppose to do, hense we were released first. (: put the waves back into the staff room and went home. that is when i had this sharp pain coming from my knee cap de behind. ouch lah! really v pain lah, and i was half limbing half walking home -.-

then after that when i was at my house void deck, i saw this black cute kitten with a golden latch. i was like, felt SO DUPER sad for the kitten lah, and i dono wad to do. either the kitten lost its owner, or its owner abandoned it. AHH! i really dono wad to do! should i go back and find it, and den i dono..? or should i.. i dono lah! wah!!! i pity the kitten lah, it is really v cute lah. ):

hmm sigh.. gotta go back to school for rehearsal at 10am tmr, den after which to MGS for rehearsal with south division. yup. hope everything goes well tmr (:

and i also hope that everything is well for andy as well. i have a feeling that something happened to andy's ____ yah. i dono, im guessing only. cos i learnt how to take up hints from their tags, and his tag is like so damn obvious lah. but anyhow, hope that it isnt like wad im thinking of. yup! (:

hehe, secretly using the computer now, cos not suppose to use on weekdays, but hack. LOL! first lesson was chem today, and the homeroom wasnt open. den i was telling daphne that scarly he din come sia, den after that a relief teacher pop out. im like, omg too much of a coincidence le ba? LOL!

then after that had Emath test. die le la, i screwed the whole thing up la. like my answer was right, and i go and change it for i dono wad reason. there goes my marks )= haix

then... after that we were preparing Gloria's gift + card, hehe a rather last minute one. opps. today is Gloria's last day in school, and i soooo gonna miss her lah!! x( she's a really nice girl, hehe. (= den after that we sort of "vandalised" our school blouse with messages to Gloria, and i offered to give her my tie (= so like, full set of uniform excluding the skirt, cos she have de skirt ah, lol.

den after that our SS end at 1.40 cos we need to have lunch before going to sugei buloh. den instead of eating, me and daphne were like looking for people who have not write any message on the shirt. so dots la lol. den went to find ms tay, den just nice come back need to go up the bus le. lol.

ok lah, the trip was quite fun lah, cos i was high-ing all the way. LOL! took many photos, and we were really VERYYYYYY shock to find snake skin on the path way. cos ms teo saw it, den she say is snake skin, den we were like, all jump aside and scream -.- LOL. den something v funny happen. cos me and jacelyn were recording the sounds of the crikets (i dono how to spell) den we called ms teo to walk softly. den after we record finish, we forget to tell ms teo, den she ask us if we record finish le ma, den we say yah. den she "blame" us for not telling her as it made her behave like a thief. LOL lah!!! lol, den i keep laughing non stop after that. LOL!!!!! yup

took a class photo with Gloria too (= haha, yup. thats all for today bah, yeah. hehe

hmmm... something is wrong with my body clock lah, woke up at around 7am today, and i was already wide awake. i was like, wth.. and i forced myself back to sleep -.-

at 10am, my mum woke me up for tuition, and i couldnt wake up. gosh~ but still woke up la. and i kept yawning during tuition. *oppsie, hehe. den finally tuition end, den went to play maple. HEHE. the previous night i played till 1+am, den i couldnt bear to stop, but... sighhh later my mum come out and still finds me infront of the comp, i guess she will ban me from the comp till i learn to sleep earlier sia -.- so no choice, stopped at 1+am. LOL!

ok back to today. yup, and i level-ed! WHEE! lol.

yup, and jie is sick la. omg, hope she'll get well soon. yup! (to jie: if ur fever is back, remember wad i said. "drink cold water, cure ur fever first" LOL!) he is "sick" too, wah! feel so... wah? baaa!!

yeah, shall end here for today bah (: cya!

went for dental appointment in the morning, den after that went to meet jacelyn and cy for lunch. we thought it was still early, hence we took our time to eat, in the end.. we were like going to be late. den finally jeris reached ==

me and jeris were practically half running from j8 to school la. and those 2 were strolling behind == ah wadeva lol. then when we reached, just nice need to go up the bus le. LOL

den when we reached MGS, we find a spot to sit and slacked == den after that they organised all the schools into the division we are in. and for goodness sake, we din even hear ms alsagoff calling KCP to sit in 2 rows (or isit 4 rows?) in the end we kena scolding -.- nvm. den after that ms teo came to tell us that not all the wavers can do de rehersal, cos the place is toooo small, so in the end only 1 waver go up. LOL.

then after that, while killing time, ms alsagoff "taught" us how to sing -.- den we sang once for her, and she said wad "and its all wrong" we were laughing away la == de way she taught really make me rmb how she taught us back in school. LOL. yup.

then after that, ms alsagoff called us to assemble, den we were all like, oh no. oh no, what did we do wrong again. == den in the end, she is like introducing herself to de sec1s == LOL! den say wad hair must be clip up etc de. yah

den finally our bus came.. board the bus and went back to school. me jeris and cy walked to j8 and had our dinner. yup!

thats all for today bah? yah haha.

wont really blog what happen this few days as i don remember wad actually happen. LOL. hehe.

yup as for today.. guides.. we had songs session, den after that we had badge test. terrible can, those that i studied for, nothing came out. or can i say, i din even study, just glance through the book? LOL! yup, den in the end we were like discussing de answers instead of doing our own LOL!

yup, den after that slack lor. den everybody like, go toilet go canteen, den leave me alone there. aiyah nvm la, cos just nice i needa be alone tt time too. yup, cos..... i see the rain, den make me think of someone. ok v dots i noe lol. den after tt jeris and cy came to accompany me, den guides assemble. ms teo gave out badges, and she finally gave me my crime prevention badge. haha, den i got cook badge too. (: i totally forgot i did cook badge lei, LOL.

den after that had rehersal for thinking day. den de wave really abit lame la. but no choice, since i sign up le, den cnt take back le, since i do it for CIP and entertainer's badge. LOL. haha. yup. tmr going back to school, den go MGS for rehersal again. yup (:

cya!

is today a world emo day for virgorians? i really wonder. my virgo frens are all feeling SO SUPER emo today, including me. von, justis, mandy, suqi, peiyi.. and jeris too? i dono her since she don share her feelings. sigh. but like wad jt say, we will pick our self up soon ? (: yah.

sigh, ok for me.. not so soon bah. VERY emo today. sighhh. jie, i accompany u to emo bah, v nice condition to cry our hearts out == )=

hmmm wei wei an lao shi's horoscope book is really accurate sometime. (though i din read the book, but von told me abt my horoscope from wei wei an's horoscope book lol) virgos tend to have moodswings most of the time this year. and we're rather unlucky this year too. SIGH! true.. very true. i've been feeling rather moodless + emo this few days lah. dont feel like doing anything today, den i suddenly blast at my friend, den after that moodless again, den after that high. omg, this isnt a good sign lor.

emo... cant help it. i cant do anything till that feeling go away by itself. hmm dono la, see first.

so vonjie, don worry lah, u not the only one feeling emo and emotional. yup.

but now.. my mood is high de == ok nvm. shall blog in my another blog le. LOL. (=

yup so went for SOUL's last gathering today.

met von joanna yihlin and yunning on the train today. and actually all of us very sleepy de, den joanna made all of us high == LOL. den we keep laughing de. lol. den we wanted to catch de shuttle bus one, but we missed it, so in the end we couldnt find which bus to take, we decided to take taxi in. LOL.

den when we reach there, we were looking for bangalow 3. (i dono how to spell LOL) den when we reached there, justis came out to welcome us in? LOL. den we slack outside, den go in, haha. the place really v big sia. haha. den we settled down, seperate those cookies and den went to hear SOUL's speech. their reason for disbanding, and they showed us their past videos of them in rehersals and audition. omg, like so huai nian la. gaaa~ den u can see that they abit yi yi bu se and sad today thru their eyes la. )=

den after that, we went around giving out their cookies and their cards (= den yalor. den after that i came out with this super lame idea. ask them to do shi lian pai. == LOL! but we decided to ask them to do 5 lian pai can le. yup! den justis de abit.... niang la. HAHA. opps but cute also == lol. den after that, we went to ask them to do recording for us. den andy.. his one very sad la. make me wanna cry le lor )= justis wrote instead cos he cant say out (and smth happen la, we felt soooooo bad lor WAHH!! ) but justis said he was ok. the more he say he is ok, de more we feel guilty can. sighh, nvm he ok den good lo lol. den... something i fear most, happened.

i broke down infront of justis. omg. so... paiseh la. wah!! but i alr hold back for quite some time le, den got limit one. so yalor. den after that pass the phone to andy and justis since cy wanna talk to them.. and after that.. we talked to andy cos my parents coming to fetch us le. den talk talk talk, den we slowly walked to the reception (awww, so nice of andy to accompany us out le. really, like he can entertain his fans, but he followed us out instead. justis followed another bunch of fans out too LOL) den yups. andy went in to find justis, but he wasn there, den andy suddenly pop out, scared me yihlin n von lor HAHA. den we wind down de window and say bye to him. wah!! den saw justis infront, den we shout for justis too, den say bye HAHA, think he kena tio shock bah, LOL!!

yah. thank justis and andy.. for ur ______ ( censored words, only those we saw noe LOL) really thanks alot. and thanks andy for accompaning us HAHA. yups. AND THEY SHOULDN NOE ABT IT LAH!!!!!!! wah )= die le, andy sure very kpo one (opps hehes.)

had been consoling myself with things like "disbanding is no big deal", "it always happens, no surprise", "isnt that good? now u can put ur focus completely on your studies" and etc. yes, it did worked well for the past few days. until someone (and im not pin pointing who) said some really hurting words. i turned emo after those hurting sentences. like.. who the hell are you to give such statements?! sighhh...

i dono. i scared i'll break down tomorrow infront of them. haisss. i wish i can just hide in one corner and cry my heart out. sigh.. aiyah. i dono la. ==

sigh, things were not going smoothly for me ever since yesterday. (oh before i start my grumblings etc, i wanna say tt i like de new timetable ONLY on thursdays (: LOL ) ok here it goes:

i was in the bus home ytd, den von suddenly sms me a "no more soul le" im like, huh what thing? sms wrong person har? den she replied a "soul disband" im like, WTH!!?? im like, shocked can, den i almost miss my stop la. wlao, i almost cried la, den reach home, talk to her for a while, den i din cry (for a moment i thought i wasnt a human being ==) den i called cy and tell her, den i suddenly burst out crying la. (and i was happy tt i cried? LOL cos prove tt im you xue/xie you lei de ren LOL) den talk till my show start. yup

den after tt talk on the phone den kena scolded. (actually before tt kena scolded le la) den im like, wt lah. den don let me talk on de phone. WLAO. is like, sigh. den i was so pissed and sad tt i cried to sleep la. ==

den woke up, i thought it would be a rather nice day (since i woke up w/o stomach ache) den reach school, i realised i forget to bring my file to sch. ALL MY HOMEWORK INSIDE LAH!! den my notes and everything, like f la. wlao, den my mood abit ruin le lor. den after tt got chem, needa go lab, den i thought it would be fun. it was fun lah, but experiment failed. sigh, fine lah. den after tt no time for recess. den after tt got math, den i was damn stressed up lah. den nvm leh, after chapel got this 'project briefing' thingy. den like, chapel end so damn late lah, den the 'briefing' thingy took SOOOOOOOO long. no time for lunch, den chiong for guides le. den no time to change sch skirt to guides skirt, den tio punished for those who were not wearing de proper half u. den need to run around de parade square in a certain timing, den smth happened which i don wish to say. just feel like... im so failure lah. everything also cnt do well. sigh. den after tt outdoor cooking, den fire keep going out. den after tt go home le.

aiya. very suey today can le lah. BAA

don wish to say le. bye

change of blogskin and song!

wheee! i changed my blogskin le, and im rather satisfied with this. (= just that i forgot to set the resolution properly, hence turn out liddat. but nah, is okay, LOL! i simply like de simple colours (light red, black, white) =D simplicity is nice! lol. (okay lah, i noe i abit bhb, self praising my own work piece == lol. quote from mandy "self praise equals to no praise" LOL)

oh and i changed my blog song too! hahaha! rip off from joanna's blog de. a song that ishi used for de J/K pop dance lesson which i went. lol. abit in love with the song le. HAHA. (=

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oh oh OH!! i made a new blogskin out of boredom and overflowing inspiration! =D



i totally <3 this skin! =D haha, but not planning to change to this skin as its white, and.. i only use black backgrouds (for the entry box) cos of .. urm.. some personal reason (: LOL. yup! if u want it just tell me, and i'll try to make de code asap (: haha.

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yup. shall end here bah, check back for updates. LOL.

moodswings happen only for a short while right? why do i still feel like how i felt yesterday? sighh. i dono, but im scared. scared of something... i know it will happen, but i dont want it to happen. maybe i took the wrong step, right at the beginning. or maybe, i was too desperate at that point of time. sigh, i dono. (nothing happened lah.. just.. u noe.. i dono lah!!)

hmmm, maybe i shouldnt think too much. just let nature take its course. and when the times come, i should be able to take it lightly? (grr, if i take it lightly when it comes, im not a normal being ah ==) aiya i dono what im talking about now lah. sigh

just came back home. (ok not true, haha) had games day for guides today, and i can say.. it was fun. (= but cos we're tired, we decided to go slow for treasure hunt. im dead beat lah. im really tired.. physically. and.. mentally as well i think. think tt "celia's logic" is going on fine in school only. and i'll explode when i reach home. sigh, like im accumulating anger or wadsoever tt is from sch lor ==

haix, i really feel very tired now, shall not blog le bye

hoho found this in youtube (actually is a SOUL fan tell us de lol)

More Than Words (not full version)


Jiu Shi Wo (almost full version, lol?)


omg, looking at Jiu Shi Wo's video, i feel like dancing again =X oh man. BAA. see first lah haha.

oh and!!! there'll be a SOUL gathering SOOOOONNN!! =D lol

Date: Sunday, January 21st, 2007
Time: Door opens 430pm & Main Event starts at 530pm
Venue: ALOHA LOYANG RESORT, Garden Bungalow 3

go to http://geocities.com/from_da_soul/"> team FDS for more details. (=

ah still dono can go mah )= will try to work hard for it then, means intensive studying from now on =D i dont mind though, since i dono why, i enjoy studying now too == lame lah i noe HAHA

hmm yep, thats all for now bah, check back for edits LOL

well, maybe it was easy for me to say "try to be positive, and you'll be" . well, it did work for the first 2 day of school. im starting to feel tired trying to positive/happy when im not. easier said then done, i should have known it. nah, nevermind, shall try for another 1 week, and decide if i lose my bet with joanna (did we even bet on it? lol) sigh, a change of thinking, is not as easy as it seems.

well, its saturday, and im practically rotting at home. nothing to do, nothing to eat, nothing to drink (okay, not very true, cos i just finished one packet of mango juice =D ), nothing to entertain me. well.. starting to feel if im tired of using computer. =/ lol. was reflecting on what ms tay said on thursday. maybe.. i do need to cut down my time on the computer and tv, and spent my time wisely on studies. hmmmm.. have no idea what im blabbering about now, but im sure i wont use the comp on weekdays (friday is exceptional).

baa, better stop here, before all the nonsensical stuff appears. xD bye~

had CCA day today. spent for like about 2hours in the hall listening to some super boring stuffs. GAAA. den after that went to set up our booth and etc, went for recess and waited for those sec1s to come.

when they finally came, we tried to pursuade them to join, all ignore me one. wad the lah. den after that, going to end that time, i finally manage to get some to join, ok lah, not my own effort only, got my frens efforts too. =D den like, super bored and super tired too lah. then after that we went home lo.

reached home, din even change or wad, i fell asleep immediately. hees, really v tired. then woke up, do my homework, and got so stress over it lah. baaa, Amath is difficult =X BAAAAAAAAAAAAAA nvm practice make perfect. haha. baa end here bah (=

i still miss him though i saw him the whole day today )=

okay, maybe like what andy said, im someone with special power == thats why when im online, he is online too (cos he replied my message) so dots la lol. ok drop this.

haven been able to come online yesterday, cos my mum pulled the wire out == zzzz even if she dont pull it out, doubt i'll come online too, cos im DEAD tired. baaa

dono why, but im enjoying school LOL. haha trying out my new "celia's logic" and up to now, its going fine LOL. trying to till the end of this year (or maybe half a year, see first lol) cos von told me that virgo this year tend to get emotional easily, den must control my own feelings, so im trying now with this new logic i came out with LOL. (liddat den the stupid april incident wont happen, i hope wont, cos i love him alot)

hmm yah.

well, see first la, i cannot think too much too, yeps. (=

ok back to where i was.. hmmm feel high since de countdown. my highness also partially thanks to von la. LOL. yeps. hahahaha!!! nvm, i abit out of mind now. end here bah (=

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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i changed de song in my blog. from fei lun hai's chao xi huan ni to Westlife's More Than Words. love this song loads, ever since SOUL sang it ytd during countdown perf. lol. enjoy~

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yesterday met von at bishan breadtalk there, then was chatting w cy while waiting. i crap alot ah lol. then when von finally came, we went to NTUC to buy chocolate for them. my usual chocolate LOL. then after that went to i-forget-wad-stall to buy our dinner, den we wanted to eat tt time, yihlin came. lol. she went to buy her food, den me n von started eating. we were sitting on this block-like thingy while eating, cos we don wanna eat jian lao fan again LOL. then finish eating, we went to NTUC again. haha yup. den went to interchange. sit 52 all the way to mdc. the 3 of us sit behind ma, den we all sit le, den feel uncomfortable, like wanna puke liddat. lol. den after tt we walked to radiogate, and got one soul fans there le. den slowly ah, taxi by taxi came, and more SOUL fans came. i was like peng.

den finally got one taxi stop, den i was doing my things mah, so din see who. den yihlin say is a girl. den red hair de. i was like, my first impression of red hair is ishi. den girl?! den i looked up, really IS ishi ah. lol. den me n von was like, HUH GIRL?! ishi lei, where got girl? lol!!! den got one fan approached him, and i was waiting for him to cross de road == den he so long also don wanna cross, so went over instead, den passed him de pix and chocolate. our convo v funny de (to me la)

joanna (on the line): u got guts den tell von to pass de phone to him lor (i think is liddat)
yihlin: NA! *pass de phone to ishi. LOL
ishi: wei?
joanna: (i dono what she say)
ishi: wo shi ishi ah.
joanna: (dono what she say again)
ishi: oh (pass back de phone again)
me: eh, zhe ge gei ni de (pass de chocolate and de pix)
ishi: oh xie xie
me: zhe ge pix shi hua gei ni de
ishi: oh! ni hua de oh? (like v curious tone liddat)
me: eh, ke shi hua de bu bi dian hua li de ren hao kan jiu shi le. (referring to joanna LOL)
ishi: oh. (take a peek at the pix den say...) hmph!

wlao. i was like, i draw for u de, u still hmph me. BAAA la ==

den asked him when is de rest coming, den he say coming le.

den passed my phone to him cos joyce and peiyi wanna talk to him. lol. den we wait and wait, den i saw a VERY VERY familiar car. (the car that drove awi andy and jt to mdc the other time). this time round, got alfred also. when i saw de car, i was like, oh oh oh oh OH!! lol. den all the fans rushed there. den i talked to jt 1st. den awi was like asking, ishi haven come ah? we were like, NEH! ishi de other side of the road ah. lol.

den jt ask us why we not over there. den we were like.. cos not interested in those perf ah. den he say got the brazilian dance (den he dance abit) den we were like. 0.0! lol. pass de phone to jt cos joyce wanna talk to him. den talk le, den i tell him the lame joke. den he was like, oh ok. den i add in say that i thought of it this morning cos not enough sleep, den he laugh till like ... hoho? lol. hahaha! den after tt yihlin pass de phone to jt and joanna was on the line. den after tt jt de face abit black. oh no. den nvm, den pass de phone back to him again cos peiyi wanna talk to him. den talk finish le. den pass back de phone. while he was talking on the phone, i went to find andy. den pass him that whole stack of pictures and chocolate, and told him to spilt in up himself. den go back jt there. haha

den after tt called cy, den pass de phone to andy. den convo also v funny de.

me: andy, cy yao gen ni shuo hua, ke shi wo zhi dao ta mei you dong xi yao jiang de
andy: wei. wo zhi dao ni mei you dong xi yao jiang
cy: (i dono what she say)
andy: yin wei zhe ge youling shuo de ah.
i was like, 0.0 wei andy lee. ni gang cai jiang shen me
andy: (hee smile den continue.) na wo jiu xian jiang lo, happy new year!
andy: na ni zai downtown le oh?
me: ru guo ta you qu de hua, jiu hui zai zhe li le.
andy: na ni wei shen me mei lai
me: zuo gong (den keep saying tt lol)
andy: mama bu rang oh. na bu shi ni de cuo.
andy: na ni xian zai zai zuo shen me (cheeky tt kind ==)
me: zuo gong la. ==
andy: na wo ba dian hua jiao huan gei ta le lo?
andy: bye bye

yah haha. den ask him where de pix n chocolate? den he say inside. den told him don fold de paper cos is pix lai de. den he say oh. den told him to split it up later, den he ask only de chocolate or? eh, both the chocolate and pix. den he say orh ok.

yup. den after tt, when they leaving tt time, went to jt there and say jiayou to him, den he was like, huh? orh ok!

den we walked before the van go. den waved to dem. only one person waved back, but dono who ==.

den we went out and took a taxi to novena mrt there. den sit till bedok. in the mrt, yihlin dono say what, i forgot le, den me n von is like stare at yihlin, den we say wad, jt today v shuai lor. den yihlin is like..... okok lol. den we talk abt jt de hairstyle, cos really v nice on him. haha! den take taxi to downtowneast. cos we running out of time le. den we keep crapping on de taxi la. den after tt, we rushed to the venue, den joyce they all call us go in, but we say nvm, we stay at the side can le. den after one performance, it was SOUL's! den we were all chao high de.

their first song was wo de mai ke feng, den followed by For You, den jiu shi wo, den More than Word and finally Rise Up. shuang ah, we all chao high lor. den me n yihlin shout for andy, he no responce, shout for jt, he heard it immediately. lol == den almost all de songs we shout for jt == lol. haah yup, after de perf, me n von go toilet, den we saw two soul fan also wanna go toilet, den go tgt lor. den after tt we went to cheers buy drink, not me n von la cos we din bring out wallets out. den went back lor. den after tt we went out again, den call yihlin come out also. den we went to the foodcourt drink nia, and draw lol. den after tt, when we wanna get back in, very difficult ah!! baaaaaaaa!! in the end we stayed outside and zi high LOL! den when soul came out, me n yihlin keep shouting == den they went back to de room take their bags, den come out, den pose for us to take pix, REALLY VERY KE AI AH!! lol. den me n yihlin screamed == wondering if for a moment, soul feel like they're ju xing or smth lol. den take finish, they came down, den when they coming down tt time, yihlin accidentally hit von w her hand, cos yihlin wanna wave to jt de, isit? den jt saw le, was like, wave le den 0.0!! liddat lol. den de security guards keep pushing pple. lucky not me, cos i v guai de== ok lame lol. joking haha. den andy like blur blur liddat sia. den awi like chao high also LOL!!

den they sit de van and left, den me von n yihlin wait for my parents to come, den look at de videos we took while waiting lol. den we in the car keep singing "dan ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui, ni xiang bu xiang zhao ge ren lai pei" den we keep editing de lyrics. for yihlin is, wo hui xiang qi le joanna. == den me is wo hui xiang qi cy's house (cos just nice pass by cy hse ma lol) hahaha, yup, den drop them off, den went home le. bath and tag ygs and SLEEP. haha

yup, thats all bah, yesterday was a v memorable day ah =D lol