my bad day today, perhaps. everyone is feeling depressed today (excluding mad jeris -.-) cries and more cries. i can comfort them, yes, but i cant comfort myself? ihate all these that is happening now. not the friday 13, right? no its not, den why is everything bad happening today? i dono lah.

phoebe, dont worry k? she will be fine tmr hopefully. who noes is just false alarm? yups. dont too sad yah? (:

hmmmm. yup. just leave me alone for today. i will be fine tmr, i think.

had abit of gastric just now. morning din eat cos i cant eat in the morning. unless u wan to see me puke. recess din eat cos i dont eat during recess de. after sch rush home, and i dropped dead till tuition start. like roar? after tuition is alr 6. so like.. can imagine right? LOL. den my mum haven cook dinner yet, so eat chocolate and sweets to fill my stomach -.- LOL!

had PE today, ran 5 rounds. 3 slow jogs, warm ups, den one run, den push ups, den another run and den soccer. cows. mr chua say must eat breakfast if not we everytime will feel sick after running. not don want to eat lei... is i really cant eat -.- LOL. den by the end of PE, my head spinning le. -.- wadeva craps lah. den went to the canteen and signed up for the courses guides had for us. LOL. yup. joined 3 courses in total i think. yup (:

then during math.. really really cant cope with math now. sighhh. like i dono wad on earth mass cheok is teaching la. even when my tuition teacher explain to me, i still very confuse about it lah. esp Amath. sighhhhhh.... my grades this year sure will drop terribly de. sigh. )=

den rained lor. rahhs. aiyah. i dono wad crap im typing now. so tata. end here le. i hate being so weak. )= feel so helpless can? )= oh and andy replied me? and im not so exicted abt his reply from now onwards. rahhs him lah! i knew he will be SOOOOOOO KPO if he noe abt it lah. den no he is lecturing me and wadnots de. say wad, i zi you fen cun jiu hao, must focus in studies and wadnots de... cant he just ... urmm.... trust me or smth? that im sensible enough to do wad is right, and not do wad is wrong? lol? yah hhaa. (aiyah, jie, see wad u had done la. seeeee!! rahhs!!!!) shall end here le. toodles~

very sian now ah.. played maple for 4hours +? yah. sian sian sian. i finally lvled. and completed some of the quests. but still have alot of quests haven complete ah!! rahhs! =(

den feel so sian lah. dont feel like training le.. so.. yah lor. wahhhh!

sians... ok lah.. i dono wad to blog le. )=

finally its over. no more rehearsals, no more long draggy fridays (: had Guides' Thinking Day today, and woke up at 6.30am. prepared everything, tied my hair (urgh, i dont like tying plaits la) had diarroeh trice (or twice? i dont remember, i only remember me going in and out of the toilet alot of times) :( bad stomach~ dono wad i ate wrongly either. den went to pick jeris and cy up. jeris was urber late lah, but we wasnt the latest to reach school, so thank goodness (: lol. just felt disappointed can. like.. u everytime pangseh one lor.

then after that went up the bus, and went to indoor stadium. saw my pri sch fren when we're going down the stairs, wanted to say hi, but i wonder if she would remember me. LOL! settled down, and we had our rehearsal. went on quite smoothly, just abit chaotic at the back LOL. yup, and i saw ms goh there, jeris din. LOL. den ms goh saw us, den was like.. stoning there. LOL lah! hahaha! den we had lunch. our usual takeaway from ms teo -- rice with.. blah, depends lol. finished everything den went back to our seats. i was so bored that i started sms-ing my guides frens LOL!! and i had 'fun' finding them -.- LOL! then after that songs and songs and more songs, finally mrs nathan came. *finally~!* and we started of with some speech and few songs, and then perfomance! =D yup yup! =D but i abit ran overshot lah, cos i dono when to stop. =x den jeris suddenly kneel down, den im like.. wah! den go backwards abit den kneel down also lol.

den after that is prize presentation for PNA silver. lol haix.. we could get 2bronze for both coys lah, dono why take silver ): den heard some bad news.. hope it isnt true ba. yup

den after that had taps and mrs nathan left. lol. den stayed there for awhile. and we left the place, board the bus, and de bus dropped us at j8 lol. yup.

stomach not feeling too good now, sighhh wad did i eat ah? =/

ok so im back to update my blog (: wanted to update yesterday, but i typed half way and my mum stopped me. =/ so here it is, yesterday's and today's entry. lol

22/2/07
jeris came to my hse yesterday den when she was going home tt time, she wanted to go to the toilet. after going to the toilet, she got stalled by my mum and "stuffed" apple into her mouth. and she came back with apple in her mouth and she said "celia, look at wad u did to me!" LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. so funny. LOL.

ok back to the point LOL. had guides thinking day in school, and it was rather weird la =/ i dono, like.. lol? haix.. nvm. lol. (and i forget wad happen ytd le LOL)

23/2/07
yup today had geog test, den me and jeris was "chionging" geog. but she gave up after tt -.- i decided to give up too, since like.. the teacher wasnt here. we thought the teacher wont come, but after one period, she appeared, den me n jeris was like, OH NO! den glance through the notes/textbook, but.. it did not help ): sighh. im flucking another test. )= sigh. i don like the feelings of flunking a test la. wah! =( there are 4 ques in total, and i left the last 2 ques blank cos i've totally NO idea how to ans them. first two question i anyhow to since like... i dono lah sighhhh.

den after that during recess, i suddenly very high, but after that i low again -.- den math.. ms cheok drag the lesson la, den like we're soooo late for chapel le. den when we go into the hall, dono who go say "u're late" den i was like, as if i dono we're late liddat -.- lalala, den after that have come 'course' for E-learning thing during the march holidays de. den after that, wanted to change for guides de but jacelyn say no need as we're the wavers den we need to wear polo tee for tmr performance. so yup, so nice to not to change la. haha. yup.

then guides was very very slack la, since i got the total defence silver badge le. yup. den i only remember wad it was today when someone asked for the date. roar? =/ wah!! ): then after that we're suppose to have rehearsal de, but suddenly rain, so it was cancelled.

tmr is the performance, lets hope that everything will go smoothly tmr. (: yup, jiayou! =D haha.

school today and is super sian can. really dont feel like going to school today de ):

first lesson was chem, and we got back our results. haix... my results are slipping terribly lah. )= sighh. i never felt like i belong to 3love can. im too stupid to be in there lah. bah! then had math, teacher never come. slack outside for one period and finally de relieve teacher came. went in and slack again -.-

then had free period, and.. i was.. slacking again =.= LOL! yup. den after that after recess, before going down for chinese... hehehehehe! ok nvm.. some mad things happened. LOL. (= and our chinese teacher din come too. we were rejoicing when his blue blue fren came down to open the door lor. LOL! =DD we were playing murderer and dectective den gradually.. the boys joined us to play truth or dare. so funny lah! we made someone to act gay infront of his blue blue fren, and we were laughing like crazy lah. lol. and we made wan jun to go pull out the computer plug, den his blue blue fren gave a weird face. LOL! then after that... when the lesson end, we had one last dare.. to .. i dono. LOL! i was already packing my things le lol.

den had SS, and we were to do some group thing lah. and we were sort of rushing cos we spent too much time on designing. but not as nice lah cos rushing ma. lol. yup. then after that.. went down for physics and... hehehehe!!! =DDDD LOL. ok nth lol. went to the lab to do SPA skill. supposely to be a 1 and 1/2 hour experiment, but we completed everything within 45mins, den ms teo was like.. rushing us la. -.- but.. our measurements were all wrong lah. grr wadeva.

then after that had guides rehearsal tmr, and i was seriously dead tired by then. ): my drill sucks can. ): sighhh.. yup. tmr my doom day -.- cos i really cant do a proper drill, or just do a simple 90 degree bang. roar! sighhh..

ok wadeva. shall end here. still have project to complete and have to re-sew my badges (sewed wrongly the other time). ROAR!

haix... today really dont feel well ah. like whole day feel so.. restless and uncomfortable. like.. i dono how to say, den suddenly 贫血. wlao. feel so damn giddy lah. haix... roar!

another slack-at-home day for me. SIAN AH! really! i need to get out of this house lah, before another arguement/quarrel arise. )= haix...

have to go back to school tmr le, and wad... i haven finish my homework yet. RAHHS! am still working on my physics homework (2 frigging thick worksheets). ah, headache ah! still have math homework. roar!

im feeling too sick to do anything now can. =/ and my parents dont even noe im sick. aiyah, forget it lah, they will never noe that im sick unless i tell them. so.. wadever lah. hack, maybe i look un-sick to others too. ok wadeva crap. i dono wad im typing now.

bye, going to chiong my homework. )=

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ah i forgot something.

happy birthday XIEZHI!
happy belated birthday JIAEN!

haha, seem like i really not into jstar stuff le. ah well. LOL.

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oh guess wad time i slept last night? =x

at a very early 3am zzzz

was trying to fix my wretch blog, but well, guess i made it more messy ba? rahhs! =( nvm forget it. more time den do lol haha

yup, suppose to go out with jies today de, but von couldn make it due to some unforeseen circumstances. yup. LOL. haha. well, so joanna went out with her cousin instead, while me and von are rotting at home. -.- sian ah!

was listening to songs from last night till like.. just now? and kinda got emo cos of some songs. but, well.. HAHAH. im high now! lol. == hehhee.

yup, hanakimi's showing in another 1hr or so, must watch! LOL. =D shall end of with a :


http://img63.imageshack.us/img63/1377/vote4andypsdfr6.jpg

and so im back after a "tiring" day lol. tiring because im sleepy =x

so i woke up at 8, den went out den go to my mum's mother hse. yea. den go there nothing to do, and start popping junk food into my mouth again =x i noe according to my throat's condition, i should resist the temptation of eating all these heaty stuff, but.. well, its CNY, we should enjoy~ lol! ok lol craps. den after that, we left. den force to go temple. damn lah, the smoke and everything, make me have breathing difficulty lah. ROAR! like, my throat already so pain, den breathe in den make it more pain, den my nose also v itchy. grrrrr. forget it

den after that go my dad's side. WHEE! haha, had a mini breakfast cos i din really it. den after that nothing much to do, so went to the room and.. SLEEP! haha, den my cousin (nicholas) came in, den say wad i "stole" his bed -.- wadeva! nvm lucky got extra mattress there, den we both slept. den after that amanda came in and squeeze with me. den nvm lor, she still keep disturbing me by laughing and making weird noises, fake snore, and wadsoever crap u can think of -.- lol. den after that... oh den after tt nick went out, den amanda moved to the mattress, den we both slept peacefully. LOL, till someone came, and we woke up. haha. den my aunt from US called, talked for a long time. yup.

and after tt we went to my grandma's brother house. den they were playing blackjack. i din join in, cos i feel so moodless then. probably because i feel super sick that time lah, den somethings made me feel unhappy, but i still have to put up a false front. i kept saying nothing is wrong and im ok, im just tired or wadsoever crap, but in the inside i felt like crying. ROAR. dono why also lah. just.. moodswings? hmm yah

den after that we left and i was suppose to follow my cousins for some i dono wad. decided not as i really don have de mood to go out le. so followed my grandparents and uncle home. went to my grandparent's house for dinner, watched the kua nian wan hui part II, and last part of harry potter. den my grandpa's brother is coming soon, and me n my uncle ran away first. not say we dont like my grandpa's brother la, is just that.. hmm i dono how to say.. yup. den went we reached 1st floor, we saw them at the lift A there (we at lift B), den we went up 2nd floor, den up to 3rd floor, and finally down back to 1st floor. LOL. omg, feel so bad la lol. den here im back! hehe

yup. hmmmm think my uncle dont feel quite happy today ba? hmm cos of some misunderstanding on sunday? have no idea wad happen, but heard from my cousins that something happened. ohwells.. hope everything will be fine ba. hahaha. yup!

oh and any friends wanna come my house for new year? hehe. yup.

(better hope that tmr i wont be feeling emo or down or moodless. if not i will SURELY break down when i watch hanakimi, cos tmr's one is quite sad and heartwretching la. yup. so hope i will be hyper tmr? yea haha)

after stuffing all the junk food i could see into my mouth, i shall now presume im now/going to be sick -.- yay? lol. but, being sick at a wrong timing? hmmmm... my throat hurts sooooo much now, sighhh?

wanted to stay up last night, but only manage to stay up till 1+ )= i was capable of staying up till 3, 4 + last time lei. gah. but better not lah, later my body screwed up again -.- and im feeling sleepy now *yawn! haha, ok lah, i needa go out soon, den after that for a movie with my cousins!! hope we wont be watching that jack neo show ba? =x cos.. HEHEHE. why should i say? lol ok craps. lol

shall end here, check back for edits ba. LOL. (think will have edit la lol)

just had tuition and my brain is gonna bust with those f(x) = blah blah blah soon. im still confuse about it lah, but nvm, practice makes perfect? lol yeah. tuition on a new year eve morning, how great can it be? LOL.

yup, think i gonna grow fat and have sore throat soon, if i continue eating new year goodies at this rate. seriously, i kept my mouth busy during tuition lah, i kept stuffing bak kua into my mouth when im doing f(x) = .... lol.

hmmmm, new year eve... and my relative are coming over for renuion dinner later to night, and that only means one thing. I NEED TO PACK MY ROOM ASAP! okay, my room is super messy now because of one reason -- im lazy. thats it. and baby david will be coming over, hence.. he'll be using my bed. omg. i feel so lazy at the thought of packing my room lah. )= any free "maids" willing to help me clear up my room? lol. ok im just joking. hehe.

and i need to clear ALL my JSTAR magazines and other magazines aside, before my relative see them, if not they will start to say im obsess with idols stuff, not concentrating on studies and whatsnot. then they will start to compare me to my cousins, and then start lecturing me. aiyah, they forever suaning me lah, thats why i never liked going out with them. AND, im not that obsess over idols stuff this year le, i stopped buying albums and stuffs le, i stop attending events (except SOUL's? ok i will try to curb can. LOL) yah. so is like a way great improvement/achievement compared to last year and last last year. yup. LOL.

so yeah. thats it bah, needa go clear my room + living room le, since i used the living room for tuition just now. its filled with papers and more papers with the f(x) = ... equations. and my amath textbook of course -.- haha, okie. shall end here!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

toodles!

HI! lol. ok abit high and tired now lol. hehe

firstly, the most important notice to ALL andy's fans! go to http://203.142.18.38/profiles.html and vote for andy!!! =D MUST VOTE!

step 1: click on the link
step 2: scroll down and find andy's face
step 3: click on andy's face
step 4: click "vote for me"
step 5: fill in with your name and email address
step 6: click "submit your vote" and you're done!

YEAH! and if you are lucky enough, you get to go to the finals! (: YUP! lol. hehehe. VOTE FOR ANDY AH!!!!!!! =DDD

okay, yup, end of advertising. (: LOL. and wad did i do today? let me see... OH. yup. went to school and.. von don wanna lend me that "hammer-like" thingy )= wah! =( nvm haha, xi guan jiu hao lol. den had geog. quite fun since jeris is in my class (: HEHE. lol. den went to hall for cny celebration, den went for that KCP idol thingy. omg i tell you. but anw, thank goodness we were not into the final. HAHA (: den after that had recess. den.. go up the hall for the 2nd part of the cny celebration. and hor, he v scary lor. suddenly appear. but.. hehe ok lah, i din notice so suddenly saw him infront den tio shock lor. hahahaha yea. den people kept throwing sweets and chocolates around, like so frigging irritating lah. GRR. den go find ms teo ask her wad time is guides, den she say cancelled le. =DDDD WHEE SO NICE LAH hhaha. but still needa stay back for the project thing. but for a while only. yup.

and so im back. yup. tired now ah~ cos lack of sleep zzzz =( (you also must sleep early hor!) yup. VOTE FOR ANDY shall end here for now lol.

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forgot to blog about this. is for all andy's fans too. lol

1st party
when: 3March(saturday)
venue: malay street, bugis junction
time: 2-4pm

please take note: The CLEO Eligible Bachelors are trying to set a Singapore record for The Most Number of People On a Bed, and they need help. Finally, a legit reason to snuggle up with the boys! Successfully make it onto the bed without falling off!

2nd party
when: 10March(saturday)
venue: vivo city, central atrium(ground level)
time:2-5pm

3rd party
when: 16March(friday)
venue: power house @ St.James Power Station
time: 730 till late


ok, with regards to the first party. im definitely going, BUT! i wont vote for any of them. cos if im not wrong, the way of voting is to squeeze into the bed with them? if that's so, I WONT VOTE. cos to me.. is like... so omg? further more.. hmm ok nvm lol i don want to make him sad? yea

as for the 2nd party. i might go, or might not go. it all depends on mr andy lee -.- if he allows us to follow him to the chalet after that event, den i'll go. if not, im sure gonna go to the chalet early to book room for me and my friends. haha yup

and as for the 3rd party.. see first. see if we can enter first, if we can enter, den we'll go, if not i wont waste my time on the trip LOL. yup.

there. that's all for the upcoming events (: i think. hehe. HANAKIMI showing in another 1hr time, must watch! =D hahaha

hmmm dont really feel well today. sleepy and tired too. house flooding, so bad that i had triple stomach pain (stomach muscle, that one and abit of gastric). haix. but forget it la. then after that thot will merge, but in the end never.. haix, )= i want leh =( then after that went sungei buloh. suppose to get pple to do surveys. den we at first still ok de, den after tt pple all missing, den we walked this super ulu pathway. SOOOOO scary lah, cos me n daphne heard things, ddono if its real or... u noe la. 0.0 omg. den after that no one there, we 2 alone. den got this bird suddenly fly past, wlao scary lah!! den we walked till quite far then uturn. then suddenly rain, den we no choice walked under de rain lo. yea. den after tt went back to school. slept on the bus. yah.

so.. shall end here. v tired now. i don wanna perform tmr!!!!! haix )= i hate the stage so much la!!

HELLO! haha, am on cloud nine today (or am i just imagining iam? ok crap lol) firstly..





i dono why, i kinda enjoyed today. (= like first time it was so "meaningful" lol. hahaha! yep, thanks jie for the chocolate and cookies! =D haha, i ate the cookies infront of the computer (sound familiar? =x LOL!) yep! and thanks for that letter, i love the bear (:

yup, and had SS test today, which was still OK. though i had a clear idea of wad to answer, i had NO idea how to phrase my answer. ah faint lah! x( eek lol. yeah

and lastly, still... 恭祝天下有情人综成眷属 (: HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! =D

ok. maybe i just feel tired today, hence my super moody mood? lol. i dono. reached sch urber early and stoned, then had that survey course thingy. den after that assembly? lol. talking abt v-day (: hehe.

then after that recess, and i went mad? lol i dono. den forward to after sch, went j8 and bought more stuff. CNY bag and bottom (= new bag! and a pair of pants. wanted to get skirt de.. but as u noe, i don wear skirt, i only wear skirt-PANTS. lol yeah hahaha!!

yup, den had lunch and i zoooooommmed! all the way back home. im VERY late for tuition le lah. from 4 postpone to 4.30 den to 5. faints. so yeah. den reach home, i was v tired, den had tuition. i was so dead tired that i couldn think properly. -.- lol den finally tuition over le. so here im lol?

and so, i finally cut/trimmed my hair. my dad woke me up urber early just to go to the hair salon, and in the end, it is because my parents wanna go somewhere else zzzz. den came home (since it was too early for my appointment -.-) check my mail, and andy replied me (= hmmm, and then slack a while, and go for hair cut/trim le. yup lol. reached there, trimmed and went to the pet shop. AWWWW I WANT A HAMSTER LAH! but better not, since.. hahaha, nvm lol.

then after that came back, and helped jies yihlin cy and jeris (and myself!) to register for the andy bday bash thingy. yup. and since my dad promised (ah! i forget to write an IOU, or voice recording of it before he break his promise again. and come out with this "promises are meant to be broken" stupid logic. ah nvm) to allow me to come home before 11pm that day, i shall like... leave the place only at 10pm? (see my friends first lah haha) yup.

then wad did i do today? oh.. i "quarreled" with my cousin? ok not really quarrel lah, is like.. she keep forcing me to go over to my grandma house for dinner when I DO NOT WANT TO STEP OUT OF HOUSE. cant she just absorb that stupid fact in. GRR. then she keep forcing me that i wanna slam the phone down without saying bye lah. (not the first time anyway xD)

then... oh den i did nothing? since i seriously have no mood to do anything today. no mood to eat, no mood to sleep, no mood to use the comp, no mood to watch tv, no mood to go out. ok just so moodless lah.

den.. hmm yalor.. shall end here lah. no mood to blog too -.- have to reach sch by 7.30 tmr )= and my dad wants me to reach sch by 6.45 liddat? omg, can i faint? i need my beauty sleep badly~! )= sighhh and im going to slack in school alone for like.. 45mins? oh man.. haix.

ok no double edit for previous post, if not it'll look super messy. yup. guessed my mood is totally ruined le lah. sighh. jeris cy, sorry for just now, really very tired and plus.. feel sad also lah. yah. but still, i did went mad with u girls ah. LOL! haha yeah.

so i left home at 4.15, and i missed my bus. so i reached bishan at only 4.45+? lol. opps hehehe. then we went up to the open plaze. and i kept OMG-ing lah. like, gosh! i noe little piggy got a large fan base, but i couldnt imagine that it was THAT big. GOSH! then we went to the first floor, the place where buses always stop? yeah and little piggy's bus din stop there ): nvm, one glance is good enough le haha.

then after that i went to ice lemon tee to buy my cny shirt. yep. (: quite satisfied with it, hahaha. yeah, den went to find jeris at hangten. (ok pardon me, i dono how to spell =x) we saw her mama there, den we asked her where is jeris. den she pointed to the changing room, den just nice jeris came out, den we both quickly sqart down. lol. our reaction abit too late lah, cos jeris saw us. haha, den we went up to the 2nd floor, den boom. we stoned there -.- and we saw wenching and some other pple. den after tt when we going to the mrt station that time, we saw amanda chia and jodie. yup haha. den we went to douby ghuat cos they want to go to PCbunk. when we reached douby ghuat, we were abit lost lah. hahah. but in the end we managed to find the place. haha. then we go in, den walked out again. then go in den go out again. den we went in and then jeris finally asked de exchange de card for angbao thing. lol. me n cy find that counter boy familiar lah, but dono where we saw him. haha. den after tt, went out, den go in again -.- cos is cy's turn to exchange. and jeris wanna exchange for a mage one too. lol yea.

den after that, we went to plaza sing, den went into the arcade. we wanted to play 'that' machine de, but wait too long le till i lost interest in it. haha yah. i was tired too lah. den we din play anything and went to had dinner at bk. v funny lah, they keep making me laugh when im drinking can. lol. den finally finish drinking then go home le, actually wanna go orchard de, but forget it, we 3 de legs v painful. so yah lor. then in the train they keep laughing lah, den make me go mad also -.- den keep laughing all the way to tpy -.- lol. cy alighted at the same station as me too, cos she wanna go her grandma house. yeah.

so yup. end of my story? LOL. ohh haven. i haven say the sad sad part yet. ok here it goes: my dad called me when i was outside. den he asked me if i can don go for the south korea trip. den i say cannot. then he say is my mum ask him to raise the $$ to go de, den he cant raise in time. den ask me to drop the idea. WLAO. like i really want to go lah. I REALLY REALLY WANT LAH!!!!!!!! sigh. how? i nearly broke down at the mrt station lah. I WANT TO GO LAH. sighhh............ nvm, den got term and condition IF he don want me to go south korea. that is.......... let me go out the WHOLE day that day. YES! hahahahhahahaha. (: no one is gonna object me to go to andy's bday celebration le. YAY! hahahahha.













haix... i still wanna go south korea lah. ):

Updates from Andy's YG

Andy's B'day Bash!
Date: 10th March 2007
Venue: Aloha Loyang Sea View Bungalow Unit B10
Time: 5pm - 10pm(Main event starts @ 6pm, registration is from 5pm-6pm)

yes, his birthday celebration. i wish to go, and i want to go, but i cant go )= so... JIES! if u're going, HELP ME AH! )= help me pass phone to him. can please? )=

gah. GEK LAH! between South Korea and this, which should i choose? (ok, must see my parents let me go southkorea first. HAHA) haix HOW?! i want to see andy!! but... i want to see 'him' too

sighh. i think.. i shall see first. haha.

hmm yeah. that's a good news cum bad news. lol. going to have tuition soon le. lazy to call jeris. hehe, so hope jeris will chance upon this? -- today meet at 2.30 can? cos my tuition either ends at 1 or 1.30. yeah depend. can can? reply asap (via sms or call, can call during my tuition de as u noe how GOOD my tuition teacher is LOL HAHA)

yep. end here bah. little piggy today!! =D haha

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The triangular theory of love characterizes love in an interpersonal relationship on three different scales: intimacy, passion, and commitment. Different stages and types of love can be explained as different combinations of these three elements; for example, the relative emphasis of each component changes over time as an adult romantic relationship develops. According to the author of the theory, psychologist Robert Sternberg, a relationship based on a single element is less likely to survive than one based on two or more.

1. Liking in this case is not used in a trivial sense. Sternberg says that this intimate liking characterizes true friendships, in which a person feels a bondedness, a warmth, and a closeness with another but not intense passion or long-term commitment.

2.Infatuated love is often what is felt as "love at first sight". But without the intimacy and the commitment components of love, infatuated love may disappear suddenly.

3.Empty love: Sometimes, a stronger love deteriorates into empty love, in which the commitment remains, but the intimacy and passion have died. In cultures in which arranged marriages are common, relationships often begin as empty love.

4.Romantic love: Romantic lovers are bonded emotionally (as in liking) and physically through passionate arousal.

5.Companionate love is often found in marriages in which the passion has gone out of the relationship, but a deep affection and commitment remain. Companionate love is generally a personal relation you build with somebody you share your life with, but with no sexual or physical desire. It is stronger than friendship because of the extra element of commitment. The love ideally shared between family members is a form of companionate love, as is the love between deep friends or those who spend a lot of time together in any asexual but friendly relationship.

6.Fatuous love can be exemplified by a whirlwind courtship and marriage in which a commitment is motivated largely by passion, without the stabilizing influence of intimacy.

7.Consummate love is the complete form of love, representing the ideal relationship toward which many people strive but which apparently few achieve. Sternberg cautions that maintaining a consummate love may be even harder than achieving it. He stresses the importance of translating the components of love into action. "Without expression," he warns, "even the greatest of loves can die". Consummate love may not be permanent. For example, if passion is lost over time, it may change into companionate love.

haha got the above from yihan gor's blog. found it interesting.. so rip it off lo =x LOL. hehe. chimology to me, cos currently i v sleepy ah! then just now tuition we din do anything, slacking only lol. haha. then after tt going out to meet jeris n cy. hope cy wont be late bah, cos i really don like to wait for someone for VERY long de. yeah. think i will back for double edit today ba? dono see first hahaha.

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not a really pleasant day for me today.. woke up with a bad stomach, den had diarrhoea twice. one at home (and becos of that, my dad speed to school. wlao! i hate pple who speed lah!!) and second time is in school, before geog. but this is still consider ok, haha.

then after that was normal till after chapel. cos we get to go to south korea, and mr lim asked those interested to go forward to get the form and fill in etc. then for a moment, it seems like mr lim's autograph session. LOL! i captured the funny scene in my phone. LOL, shall upload when i have the mood to do so lol.

then after that we went to de locker there and put our bags, and ... something freaking unpleasant happened. like.. you know.. { i decided to delete this part. feel so bad & guilty scolding her here la. yah } (ok i shall not resort to vulgarities. i need to curb my temper)

then after that guides.. we were taught the Thinking Day Song and World Song.. yeah, and.. ok nvm. then we had drill. quite a short one, cos is a rehearsal for Thinking Day (in school de) lol yeah, and ms teo came to give a super long i dono wad, that i feel SO pek chek lah. then finally we had perf rehearsal... under the hot sun! sighhh and we needa kneel on the floor which is frigging HOT lah. in the end i squat -.- LOL. we had rehearsal twice and left le. yup

yeah. im really tired now. felt like i can.... cry any moment lah. -.- but thankfully, its de end of the week. (: yup. shall end here bah. (i don feel like eating dinner.. sighh how?)

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oh dear. i feel like im back to that emo celia again. gah! did something stupid just now. 0.o ok nvm
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haha, a rather nice day for me today (: whee! lol. hahaha, so yep, merge with 4peace (should me lah, unless i rmb wrongly) for CME lesson today. den we were playing this "make someone laugh" game -.- is like, ms tay choose one for each class, den tt person is suppose to find someone and make him/her laugh. yup. lucky no one pick me ah, cos i laugh quite easily. LOL!

yah, den after that when we were waiting for cherie, omgosh. i saw BLAH lah. ok i shall be nice and not reveal LOL. then after that walked to j8 with jeris cy cherie and daphne. jeris left when she reached breadtalk, and cherie left when the mrt reached tpy. haha me n cy is like so nice to follow daphne to go make her IC lah. haha. and the person at the "counter" (where we take our queue number) is like so funny lah hahahah!! our convo goes like this:

me: ah so cool! i want to make my ic too!
her: hahaha. its good to be young
me: hahahahaha *smile*
her: when u reach my age, you will want to be 15 again

and i was HAHAHA-ing all the way lah LOL. yup, den we practically went mad there lah. keep laughing non stop. LOL then after that, we went to newton since daphne wanna meet her "gor". lol yeah. den while waiting, we went to 7-11 to get our "lunch" lol. just a cup of big gulp (we mixed all the drinks they have there and it tastes so... so 100+ LOL!) and sandwich. yup thats my lunch. then we wait for daphne's gor.. den he nv turn up, so we left le. den i was joking with cy that if i ever see andy here, i will throw my shoe at him. den she continue say wad, den de shoe will fly back to u. LOL lah. so crappy lah haha. den keep laughing non stop LOL. hahaha. oh and something happened. like OMG lah! i need the toilet IMMEDIATELY! but damn, don have ): lucky i brought my "secret weapon" with me, everyday. LOL! (: yup. haha.

yeah, den now back home and my grandma brought dinner for me. oh no. im full le lei. =x eek

haha, actually.. thanks jies for 'teaching' me how not to think too much. it actually worked! just that i really must be REALLY busy every seconds, cos once i start thinking too much, i just cant find de mood to do my things le. lol

hmm had SS open book test and Physics test. SS one was a SUPER last minute one lah, but luckily it was open book. due to "shortage of time", i rushed through my answers and cut every short = short answers. and in the end, we were given extra 5min, and tt 5 mins, i can write alot of other things la. GAH! nvm nvm. physics was much worser. good thing i din study, cos seriously nothing came out from the book/notes -.- but my scalar and vector diagram )= sighhh i dono how to draw, there goes my 10 marks. 10 MARKS MIND YOU. sighhh. then plus the last question. god im screwing up almost all the tests lah. chemistry test is next, hope i wont screw it. gah!

yeah. and.. im pretty hot tempered these days.. i dono why. usually when my mum scold me for no reason, i wont argue back de, but i dono why. i keep arguing back lah. den like. wlao. she very unreasonable can le lah. grrr

just came back from school and am feeling terrible / horrible now. luckily i noe my way home, or rather, got used to the way home, if not ah, i not sure where i will be now. cos i was practically allowing my legs to bring me wherever it wanted to go, and my brain was completely shut off. thanks to the briefing, plus lecture, now then come back, den tmr still got chem test, Amath, compo and compre homework to complete. actucally compo can tmr den finish de, but tmr got chinese test den needa stay back, den plus wed got ss + physics test, so tmr sure no time. ah wadeva lah, dono wad im saying now. and i concluded something.. for today. SHE SUCKS BIG TIMES! (ok i have no idea who is she, but she just really... gets onto my nerve la) hmm yeah..

oh jeris.. i like it to be loved cannot ah? LOL. hehe

sometime i wished i was still a little kid, a 3 year old one if possible. (: like what people says, kids are naive. they have nothing to worry about, nothing to be angry with, nothing to be stress at, and nothing to be tired with. yes, many things going through my mind, and im scared. i should take joanna's advice, "not to devote too much". yes i should, but think again.. easier said then done.

i've many things that i wanna vent here. but the first step to learn how to keep things to myself is not to vent anything here. so yah.

shall get back to pss2 finals lol. hehe

(ps joanna u good lah! can see jt! @#$%^@#*! lol)

yeah, just had tuition, and i want to sleep. *yawn. im tired lah, not enough of sleep, perhaps? =/ couldnt get to sleep last night.. with some things going through my mind. read yingying's blog, and i sort of agree with her -- "sometimes keeping things to oneself maybe a better solution." yeah. maybe i should learn how to keep things to myself instead of "sharing"/booming it to someone.

hmmmm... occasions.. CNY, valentines, birthdays etc. sighh. (why am i that busy when during our special day?! haix, i hate this!)

gah! im feeling so.... so i dono wad now. like im back to that emo me again. ARGH! i don want. nvm, i shall go find something to.. urm.. cheer me up? err.. yah haha. AH I WANT TO SEE SW'S PERFORMANCE LATER LAH! )= i cant go. sighhh cos of some reasons. and im yearning to go out with you can? )=

came back from rehearsal (long ago) le. hehe. reached school at 9+ going to 10am today, and i abit tio shocked lah. cos i din hear ms teo saying that we'll be having south division rehearsal in kcp before going to MGS for rehearsal with the other divisions. =X opps, hehe, i wasnt paying attention lah hehe. lol yup, den today rehearsal lor, and i dont like to be the first one. although we have a shorter distance to run when exiting, but a LONGGG distance to run when entering. -.- gah! and we're only given 2 sets of i-dono-wad-tt-is-called to run lah. like we must chiong lor. -.- wadeva lol.

den after rehearsal, we had lunch, and.. it wasnt tt nice lah, but my hungry stomach.. so no choice lo? i also dont like to waste food lol. hehe. yup. then went to MGS. we had rehearsal again, and ms alsagoff wasnt there. then we thought she wasnt coming, den when the last division was abt to finish performing, she came. den we need to rehears another time. and i really like that fancy drill by i dono wad sch =X they use rainie's qing zhu to do drill and is damn nice lah. haha. (= yup lol.

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URGH! i screwed my blog up! and all my links are gone, tag me if i missed ur link out =X opps. yep, and i changed blogskin (: monokuro boo. hehe. hope is alright lah. yup. dead tired now. till then (:
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hmmm then after that asked mrs tang to drop us ard J8 (actually is felicia ask de) den she asked those who wanna drop at J8 quickly go down. in the end ah, EVERYONE went down except jacelyn, daphne, the 2 boys, mrs tang (and of course the drive -.-) LOL! haha, yup. so like.. so dots lah haha. den went to KFC for dinner. yeah and then came back lo. yup. shall end here bah, pretty exhausted now.

came back home from guides at 7.47pm. feel like some walking corspe now. =.= we had captain ball for games, den went up to comp lab 1 for course work. yup. after which, we went down and we still had time. hense we started doing drills out of boredom. and i learnt something new today. ^_^ *BEAMS!* hehe, first was the super fun marching, i dono wad's tt called. another one is 180 degrees turn when u're marching. lol. yeah. haha. (=

after that went to have snacks, and had rehearsal. this time round we change our positions, from horizontal to diagonal. den the wavers got wad we're suppose to do, hense we were released first. (: put the waves back into the staff room and went home. that is when i had this sharp pain coming from my knee cap de behind. ouch lah! really v pain lah, and i was half limbing half walking home -.-

then after that when i was at my house void deck, i saw this black cute kitten with a golden latch. i was like, felt SO DUPER sad for the kitten lah, and i dono wad to do. either the kitten lost its owner, or its owner abandoned it. AHH! i really dono wad to do! should i go back and find it, and den i dono..? or should i.. i dono lah! wah!!! i pity the kitten lah, it is really v cute lah. ):

hmm sigh.. gotta go back to school for rehearsal at 10am tmr, den after which to MGS for rehearsal with south division. yup. hope everything goes well tmr (:

and i also hope that everything is well for andy as well. i have a feeling that something happened to andy's ____ yah. i dono, im guessing only. cos i learnt how to take up hints from their tags, and his tag is like so damn obvious lah. but anyhow, hope that it isnt like wad im thinking of. yup! (: