hehe, secretly using the computer now, cos not suppose to use on weekdays, but hack. LOL! first lesson was chem today, and the homeroom wasnt open. den i was telling daphne that scarly he din come sia, den after that a relief teacher pop out. im like, omg too much of a coincidence le ba? LOL!

then after that had Emath test. die le la, i screwed the whole thing up la. like my answer was right, and i go and change it for i dono wad reason. there goes my marks )= haix

then... after that we were preparing Gloria's gift + card, hehe a rather last minute one. opps. today is Gloria's last day in school, and i soooo gonna miss her lah!! x( she's a really nice girl, hehe. (= den after that we sort of "vandalised" our school blouse with messages to Gloria, and i offered to give her my tie (= so like, full set of uniform excluding the skirt, cos she have de skirt ah, lol.

den after that our SS end at 1.40 cos we need to have lunch before going to sugei buloh. den instead of eating, me and daphne were like looking for people who have not write any message on the shirt. so dots la lol. den went to find ms tay, den just nice come back need to go up the bus le. lol.

ok lah, the trip was quite fun lah, cos i was high-ing all the way. LOL! took many photos, and we were really VERYYYYYY shock to find snake skin on the path way. cos ms teo saw it, den she say is snake skin, den we were like, all jump aside and scream -.- LOL. den something v funny happen. cos me and jacelyn were recording the sounds of the crikets (i dono how to spell) den we called ms teo to walk softly. den after we record finish, we forget to tell ms teo, den she ask us if we record finish le ma, den we say yah. den she "blame" us for not telling her as it made her behave like a thief. LOL lah!!! lol, den i keep laughing non stop after that. LOL!!!!! yup

took a class photo with Gloria too (= haha, yup. thats all for today bah, yeah. hehe

hmmm... something is wrong with my body clock lah, woke up at around 7am today, and i was already wide awake. i was like, wth.. and i forced myself back to sleep -.-

at 10am, my mum woke me up for tuition, and i couldnt wake up. gosh~ but still woke up la. and i kept yawning during tuition. *oppsie, hehe. den finally tuition end, den went to play maple. HEHE. the previous night i played till 1+am, den i couldnt bear to stop, but... sighhh later my mum come out and still finds me infront of the comp, i guess she will ban me from the comp till i learn to sleep earlier sia -.- so no choice, stopped at 1+am. LOL!

ok back to today. yup, and i level-ed! WHEE! lol.

yup, and jie is sick la. omg, hope she'll get well soon. yup! (to jie: if ur fever is back, remember wad i said. "drink cold water, cure ur fever first" LOL!) he is "sick" too, wah! feel so... wah? baaa!!

yeah, shall end here for today bah (: cya!

went for dental appointment in the morning, den after that went to meet jacelyn and cy for lunch. we thought it was still early, hence we took our time to eat, in the end.. we were like going to be late. den finally jeris reached ==

me and jeris were practically half running from j8 to school la. and those 2 were strolling behind == ah wadeva lol. then when we reached, just nice need to go up the bus le. LOL

den when we reached MGS, we find a spot to sit and slacked == den after that they organised all the schools into the division we are in. and for goodness sake, we din even hear ms alsagoff calling KCP to sit in 2 rows (or isit 4 rows?) in the end we kena scolding -.- nvm. den after that ms teo came to tell us that not all the wavers can do de rehersal, cos the place is toooo small, so in the end only 1 waver go up. LOL.

then after that, while killing time, ms alsagoff "taught" us how to sing -.- den we sang once for her, and she said wad "and its all wrong" we were laughing away la == de way she taught really make me rmb how she taught us back in school. LOL. yup.

then after that, ms alsagoff called us to assemble, den we were all like, oh no. oh no, what did we do wrong again. == den in the end, she is like introducing herself to de sec1s == LOL! den say wad hair must be clip up etc de. yah

den finally our bus came.. board the bus and went back to school. me jeris and cy walked to j8 and had our dinner. yup!

thats all for today bah? yah haha.

wont really blog what happen this few days as i don remember wad actually happen. LOL. hehe.

yup as for today.. guides.. we had songs session, den after that we had badge test. terrible can, those that i studied for, nothing came out. or can i say, i din even study, just glance through the book? LOL! yup, den in the end we were like discussing de answers instead of doing our own LOL!

yup, den after that slack lor. den everybody like, go toilet go canteen, den leave me alone there. aiyah nvm la, cos just nice i needa be alone tt time too. yup, cos..... i see the rain, den make me think of someone. ok v dots i noe lol. den after tt jeris and cy came to accompany me, den guides assemble. ms teo gave out badges, and she finally gave me my crime prevention badge. haha, den i got cook badge too. (: i totally forgot i did cook badge lei, LOL.

den after that had rehersal for thinking day. den de wave really abit lame la. but no choice, since i sign up le, den cnt take back le, since i do it for CIP and entertainer's badge. LOL. haha. yup. tmr going back to school, den go MGS for rehersal again. yup (:

cya!

is today a world emo day for virgorians? i really wonder. my virgo frens are all feeling SO SUPER emo today, including me. von, justis, mandy, suqi, peiyi.. and jeris too? i dono her since she don share her feelings. sigh. but like wad jt say, we will pick our self up soon ? (: yah.

sigh, ok for me.. not so soon bah. VERY emo today. sighhh. jie, i accompany u to emo bah, v nice condition to cry our hearts out == )=

hmmm wei wei an lao shi's horoscope book is really accurate sometime. (though i din read the book, but von told me abt my horoscope from wei wei an's horoscope book lol) virgos tend to have moodswings most of the time this year. and we're rather unlucky this year too. SIGH! true.. very true. i've been feeling rather moodless + emo this few days lah. dont feel like doing anything today, den i suddenly blast at my friend, den after that moodless again, den after that high. omg, this isnt a good sign lor.

emo... cant help it. i cant do anything till that feeling go away by itself. hmm dono la, see first.

so vonjie, don worry lah, u not the only one feeling emo and emotional. yup.

but now.. my mood is high de == ok nvm. shall blog in my another blog le. LOL. (=

yup so went for SOUL's last gathering today.

met von joanna yihlin and yunning on the train today. and actually all of us very sleepy de, den joanna made all of us high == LOL. den we keep laughing de. lol. den we wanted to catch de shuttle bus one, but we missed it, so in the end we couldnt find which bus to take, we decided to take taxi in. LOL.

den when we reach there, we were looking for bangalow 3. (i dono how to spell LOL) den when we reached there, justis came out to welcome us in? LOL. den we slack outside, den go in, haha. the place really v big sia. haha. den we settled down, seperate those cookies and den went to hear SOUL's speech. their reason for disbanding, and they showed us their past videos of them in rehersals and audition. omg, like so huai nian la. gaaa~ den u can see that they abit yi yi bu se and sad today thru their eyes la. )=

den after that, we went around giving out their cookies and their cards (= den yalor. den after that i came out with this super lame idea. ask them to do shi lian pai. == LOL! but we decided to ask them to do 5 lian pai can le. yup! den justis de abit.... niang la. HAHA. opps but cute also == lol. den after that, we went to ask them to do recording for us. den andy.. his one very sad la. make me wanna cry le lor )= justis wrote instead cos he cant say out (and smth happen la, we felt soooooo bad lor WAHH!! ) but justis said he was ok. the more he say he is ok, de more we feel guilty can. sighh, nvm he ok den good lo lol. den... something i fear most, happened.

i broke down infront of justis. omg. so... paiseh la. wah!! but i alr hold back for quite some time le, den got limit one. so yalor. den after that pass the phone to andy and justis since cy wanna talk to them.. and after that.. we talked to andy cos my parents coming to fetch us le. den talk talk talk, den we slowly walked to the reception (awww, so nice of andy to accompany us out le. really, like he can entertain his fans, but he followed us out instead. justis followed another bunch of fans out too LOL) den yups. andy went in to find justis, but he wasn there, den andy suddenly pop out, scared me yihlin n von lor HAHA. den we wind down de window and say bye to him. wah!! den saw justis infront, den we shout for justis too, den say bye HAHA, think he kena tio shock bah, LOL!!

yah. thank justis and andy.. for ur ______ ( censored words, only those we saw noe LOL) really thanks alot. and thanks andy for accompaning us HAHA. yups. AND THEY SHOULDN NOE ABT IT LAH!!!!!!! wah )= die le, andy sure very kpo one (opps hehes.)

had been consoling myself with things like "disbanding is no big deal", "it always happens, no surprise", "isnt that good? now u can put ur focus completely on your studies" and etc. yes, it did worked well for the past few days. until someone (and im not pin pointing who) said some really hurting words. i turned emo after those hurting sentences. like.. who the hell are you to give such statements?! sighhh...

i dono. i scared i'll break down tomorrow infront of them. haisss. i wish i can just hide in one corner and cry my heart out. sigh.. aiyah. i dono la. ==

sigh, things were not going smoothly for me ever since yesterday. (oh before i start my grumblings etc, i wanna say tt i like de new timetable ONLY on thursdays (: LOL ) ok here it goes:

i was in the bus home ytd, den von suddenly sms me a "no more soul le" im like, huh what thing? sms wrong person har? den she replied a "soul disband" im like, WTH!!?? im like, shocked can, den i almost miss my stop la. wlao, i almost cried la, den reach home, talk to her for a while, den i din cry (for a moment i thought i wasnt a human being ==) den i called cy and tell her, den i suddenly burst out crying la. (and i was happy tt i cried? LOL cos prove tt im you xue/xie you lei de ren LOL) den talk till my show start. yup

den after tt talk on the phone den kena scolded. (actually before tt kena scolded le la) den im like, wt lah. den don let me talk on de phone. WLAO. is like, sigh. den i was so pissed and sad tt i cried to sleep la. ==

den woke up, i thought it would be a rather nice day (since i woke up w/o stomach ache) den reach school, i realised i forget to bring my file to sch. ALL MY HOMEWORK INSIDE LAH!! den my notes and everything, like f la. wlao, den my mood abit ruin le lor. den after tt got chem, needa go lab, den i thought it would be fun. it was fun lah, but experiment failed. sigh, fine lah. den after tt no time for recess. den after tt got math, den i was damn stressed up lah. den nvm leh, after chapel got this 'project briefing' thingy. den like, chapel end so damn late lah, den the 'briefing' thingy took SOOOOOOOO long. no time for lunch, den chiong for guides le. den no time to change sch skirt to guides skirt, den tio punished for those who were not wearing de proper half u. den need to run around de parade square in a certain timing, den smth happened which i don wish to say. just feel like... im so failure lah. everything also cnt do well. sigh. den after tt outdoor cooking, den fire keep going out. den after tt go home le.

aiya. very suey today can le lah. BAA

don wish to say le. bye

change of blogskin and song!

wheee! i changed my blogskin le, and im rather satisfied with this. (= just that i forgot to set the resolution properly, hence turn out liddat. but nah, is okay, LOL! i simply like de simple colours (light red, black, white) =D simplicity is nice! lol. (okay lah, i noe i abit bhb, self praising my own work piece == lol. quote from mandy "self praise equals to no praise" LOL)

oh and i changed my blog song too! hahaha! rip off from joanna's blog de. a song that ishi used for de J/K pop dance lesson which i went. lol. abit in love with the song le. HAHA. (=

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oh oh OH!! i made a new blogskin out of boredom and overflowing inspiration! =D



i totally <3 this skin! =D haha, but not planning to change to this skin as its white, and.. i only use black backgrouds (for the entry box) cos of .. urm.. some personal reason (: LOL. yup! if u want it just tell me, and i'll try to make de code asap (: haha.

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yup. shall end here bah, check back for updates. LOL.

moodswings happen only for a short while right? why do i still feel like how i felt yesterday? sighh. i dono, but im scared. scared of something... i know it will happen, but i dont want it to happen. maybe i took the wrong step, right at the beginning. or maybe, i was too desperate at that point of time. sigh, i dono. (nothing happened lah.. just.. u noe.. i dono lah!!)

hmmm, maybe i shouldnt think too much. just let nature take its course. and when the times come, i should be able to take it lightly? (grr, if i take it lightly when it comes, im not a normal being ah ==) aiya i dono what im talking about now lah. sigh

just came back home. (ok not true, haha) had games day for guides today, and i can say.. it was fun. (= but cos we're tired, we decided to go slow for treasure hunt. im dead beat lah. im really tired.. physically. and.. mentally as well i think. think tt "celia's logic" is going on fine in school only. and i'll explode when i reach home. sigh, like im accumulating anger or wadsoever tt is from sch lor ==

haix, i really feel very tired now, shall not blog le bye

hoho found this in youtube (actually is a SOUL fan tell us de lol)

More Than Words (not full version)


Jiu Shi Wo (almost full version, lol?)


omg, looking at Jiu Shi Wo's video, i feel like dancing again =X oh man. BAA. see first lah haha.

oh and!!! there'll be a SOUL gathering SOOOOONNN!! =D lol

Date: Sunday, January 21st, 2007
Time: Door opens 430pm & Main Event starts at 530pm
Venue: ALOHA LOYANG RESORT, Garden Bungalow 3

go to http://geocities.com/from_da_soul/"> team FDS for more details. (=

ah still dono can go mah )= will try to work hard for it then, means intensive studying from now on =D i dont mind though, since i dono why, i enjoy studying now too == lame lah i noe HAHA

hmm yep, thats all for now bah, check back for edits LOL

well, maybe it was easy for me to say "try to be positive, and you'll be" . well, it did work for the first 2 day of school. im starting to feel tired trying to positive/happy when im not. easier said then done, i should have known it. nah, nevermind, shall try for another 1 week, and decide if i lose my bet with joanna (did we even bet on it? lol) sigh, a change of thinking, is not as easy as it seems.

well, its saturday, and im practically rotting at home. nothing to do, nothing to eat, nothing to drink (okay, not very true, cos i just finished one packet of mango juice =D ), nothing to entertain me. well.. starting to feel if im tired of using computer. =/ lol. was reflecting on what ms tay said on thursday. maybe.. i do need to cut down my time on the computer and tv, and spent my time wisely on studies. hmmmm.. have no idea what im blabbering about now, but im sure i wont use the comp on weekdays (friday is exceptional).

baa, better stop here, before all the nonsensical stuff appears. xD bye~

had CCA day today. spent for like about 2hours in the hall listening to some super boring stuffs. GAAA. den after that went to set up our booth and etc, went for recess and waited for those sec1s to come.

when they finally came, we tried to pursuade them to join, all ignore me one. wad the lah. den after that, going to end that time, i finally manage to get some to join, ok lah, not my own effort only, got my frens efforts too. =D den like, super bored and super tired too lah. then after that we went home lo.

reached home, din even change or wad, i fell asleep immediately. hees, really v tired. then woke up, do my homework, and got so stress over it lah. baaa, Amath is difficult =X BAAAAAAAAAAAAAA nvm practice make perfect. haha. baa end here bah (=

i still miss him though i saw him the whole day today )=

okay, maybe like what andy said, im someone with special power == thats why when im online, he is online too (cos he replied my message) so dots la lol. ok drop this.

haven been able to come online yesterday, cos my mum pulled the wire out == zzzz even if she dont pull it out, doubt i'll come online too, cos im DEAD tired. baaa

dono why, but im enjoying school LOL. haha trying out my new "celia's logic" and up to now, its going fine LOL. trying to till the end of this year (or maybe half a year, see first lol) cos von told me that virgo this year tend to get emotional easily, den must control my own feelings, so im trying now with this new logic i came out with LOL. (liddat den the stupid april incident wont happen, i hope wont, cos i love him alot)

hmm yah.

well, see first la, i cannot think too much too, yeps. (=

ok back to where i was.. hmmm feel high since de countdown. my highness also partially thanks to von la. LOL. yeps. hahahaha!!! nvm, i abit out of mind now. end here bah (=

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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i changed de song in my blog. from fei lun hai's chao xi huan ni to Westlife's More Than Words. love this song loads, ever since SOUL sang it ytd during countdown perf. lol. enjoy~

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yesterday met von at bishan breadtalk there, then was chatting w cy while waiting. i crap alot ah lol. then when von finally came, we went to NTUC to buy chocolate for them. my usual chocolate LOL. then after that went to i-forget-wad-stall to buy our dinner, den we wanted to eat tt time, yihlin came. lol. she went to buy her food, den me n von started eating. we were sitting on this block-like thingy while eating, cos we don wanna eat jian lao fan again LOL. then finish eating, we went to NTUC again. haha yup. den went to interchange. sit 52 all the way to mdc. the 3 of us sit behind ma, den we all sit le, den feel uncomfortable, like wanna puke liddat. lol. den after tt we walked to radiogate, and got one soul fans there le. den slowly ah, taxi by taxi came, and more SOUL fans came. i was like peng.

den finally got one taxi stop, den i was doing my things mah, so din see who. den yihlin say is a girl. den red hair de. i was like, my first impression of red hair is ishi. den girl?! den i looked up, really IS ishi ah. lol. den me n von was like, HUH GIRL?! ishi lei, where got girl? lol!!! den got one fan approached him, and i was waiting for him to cross de road == den he so long also don wanna cross, so went over instead, den passed him de pix and chocolate. our convo v funny de (to me la)

joanna (on the line): u got guts den tell von to pass de phone to him lor (i think is liddat)
yihlin: NA! *pass de phone to ishi. LOL
ishi: wei?
joanna: (i dono what she say)
ishi: wo shi ishi ah.
joanna: (dono what she say again)
ishi: oh (pass back de phone again)
me: eh, zhe ge gei ni de (pass de chocolate and de pix)
ishi: oh xie xie
me: zhe ge pix shi hua gei ni de
ishi: oh! ni hua de oh? (like v curious tone liddat)
me: eh, ke shi hua de bu bi dian hua li de ren hao kan jiu shi le. (referring to joanna LOL)
ishi: oh. (take a peek at the pix den say...) hmph!

wlao. i was like, i draw for u de, u still hmph me. BAAA la ==

den asked him when is de rest coming, den he say coming le.

den passed my phone to him cos joyce and peiyi wanna talk to him. lol. den we wait and wait, den i saw a VERY VERY familiar car. (the car that drove awi andy and jt to mdc the other time). this time round, got alfred also. when i saw de car, i was like, oh oh oh oh OH!! lol. den all the fans rushed there. den i talked to jt 1st. den awi was like asking, ishi haven come ah? we were like, NEH! ishi de other side of the road ah. lol.

den jt ask us why we not over there. den we were like.. cos not interested in those perf ah. den he say got the brazilian dance (den he dance abit) den we were like. 0.0! lol. pass de phone to jt cos joyce wanna talk to him. den talk le, den i tell him the lame joke. den he was like, oh ok. den i add in say that i thought of it this morning cos not enough sleep, den he laugh till like ... hoho? lol. hahaha! den after tt yihlin pass de phone to jt and joanna was on the line. den after tt jt de face abit black. oh no. den nvm, den pass de phone back to him again cos peiyi wanna talk to him. den talk finish le. den pass back de phone. while he was talking on the phone, i went to find andy. den pass him that whole stack of pictures and chocolate, and told him to spilt in up himself. den go back jt there. haha

den after tt called cy, den pass de phone to andy. den convo also v funny de.

me: andy, cy yao gen ni shuo hua, ke shi wo zhi dao ta mei you dong xi yao jiang de
andy: wei. wo zhi dao ni mei you dong xi yao jiang
cy: (i dono what she say)
andy: yin wei zhe ge youling shuo de ah.
i was like, 0.0 wei andy lee. ni gang cai jiang shen me
andy: (hee smile den continue.) na wo jiu xian jiang lo, happy new year!
andy: na ni zai downtown le oh?
me: ru guo ta you qu de hua, jiu hui zai zhe li le.
andy: na ni wei shen me mei lai
me: zuo gong (den keep saying tt lol)
andy: mama bu rang oh. na bu shi ni de cuo.
andy: na ni xian zai zai zuo shen me (cheeky tt kind ==)
me: zuo gong la. ==
andy: na wo ba dian hua jiao huan gei ta le lo?
andy: bye bye

yah haha. den ask him where de pix n chocolate? den he say inside. den told him don fold de paper cos is pix lai de. den he say oh. den told him to split it up later, den he ask only de chocolate or? eh, both the chocolate and pix. den he say orh ok.

yup. den after tt, when they leaving tt time, went to jt there and say jiayou to him, den he was like, huh? orh ok!

den we walked before the van go. den waved to dem. only one person waved back, but dono who ==.

den we went out and took a taxi to novena mrt there. den sit till bedok. in the mrt, yihlin dono say what, i forgot le, den me n von is like stare at yihlin, den we say wad, jt today v shuai lor. den yihlin is like..... okok lol. den we talk abt jt de hairstyle, cos really v nice on him. haha! den take taxi to downtowneast. cos we running out of time le. den we keep crapping on de taxi la. den after tt, we rushed to the venue, den joyce they all call us go in, but we say nvm, we stay at the side can le. den after one performance, it was SOUL's! den we were all chao high de.

their first song was wo de mai ke feng, den followed by For You, den jiu shi wo, den More than Word and finally Rise Up. shuang ah, we all chao high lor. den me n yihlin shout for andy, he no responce, shout for jt, he heard it immediately. lol == den almost all de songs we shout for jt == lol. haah yup, after de perf, me n von go toilet, den we saw two soul fan also wanna go toilet, den go tgt lor. den after tt we went to cheers buy drink, not me n von la cos we din bring out wallets out. den went back lor. den after tt we went out again, den call yihlin come out also. den we went to the foodcourt drink nia, and draw lol. den after tt, when we wanna get back in, very difficult ah!! baaaaaaaa!! in the end we stayed outside and zi high LOL! den when soul came out, me n yihlin keep shouting == den they went back to de room take their bags, den come out, den pose for us to take pix, REALLY VERY KE AI AH!! lol. den me n yihlin screamed == wondering if for a moment, soul feel like they're ju xing or smth lol. den take finish, they came down, den when they coming down tt time, yihlin accidentally hit von w her hand, cos yihlin wanna wave to jt de, isit? den jt saw le, was like, wave le den 0.0!! liddat lol. den de security guards keep pushing pple. lucky not me, cos i v guai de== ok lame lol. joking haha. den andy like blur blur liddat sia. den awi like chao high also LOL!!

den they sit de van and left, den me von n yihlin wait for my parents to come, den look at de videos we took while waiting lol. den we in the car keep singing "dan ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui, ni xiang bu xiang zhao ge ren lai pei" den we keep editing de lyrics. for yihlin is, wo hui xiang qi le joanna. == den me is wo hui xiang qi cy's house (cos just nice pass by cy hse ma lol) hahaha, yup, den drop them off, den went home le. bath and tag ygs and SLEEP. haha

yup, thats all bah, yesterday was a v memorable day ah =D lol