read through some of my past post

i felt that i changed.

ever since that incident, i totally lost the will to be nice to people even if they're nasty to me.

i tried changing my attitute and behaviour because of him. & now..



i shall be nice once again! (= 'cos i believe i can do it since i could do it last time.

jeris, im sorry too. can we revive our 无聊疯笑组 ma (can add in cy toooo? =x or we make a new grp for the 3 of us?) ? i don't wish to continue this avoid-me-when-u-see-him thing. 'cos frankly speaking, i hate it, totally. i don't see why i should be the one giving way, why should i be the one giving in to his selfishness.



k, is there anything wrong with the picture in my blog? =x i cant see the banner for some reason. =(



oh and i bought my prepaid card le. $10.50 crap! im hard on cash now. ordered 1 top and 1 bottom from taiwan side, mommy's sponsering.

okay, i've been negleting my blogger site for way too long. *busy wiping off the dust*

haha, im too used to blogging in LiveJournal. hahaha, all because of their cutecute mood icons (if thats what you call 'em. HAHA)

yups.

changed my skin to this simple & neat skin. i've a sudden urge to change my taste & all, so i've ventured out of EMO BLACK, into BRIGHT COLOURS like white. :D ok its sound a little to exaggerating. but, thats me.

however, my wardrobe is still BLACK, 'cos i look nicer in black ! :D HAHAHA

yups. my friendster is in greyish colour now. it looks nice (: hehe


oh the most important thing for today.......

I HAD FONDUE.

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AND ITS SOOOO HEAVENLY. i felt like i was floating for a moment. beyond words. :D HAHAHHAHAHHA

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i feel so happy today. hehe.

had all the papers back except for Social Studies and English.

as for now..

Amath - 32/40 (A1)
Emath - 29/40 (A2)
Chem - 32.5/50 (B3)
Physics - 33/50 (B3)
Chinese - 60/100 (B4)
Geog elective - 15/25 (B4)

omgoodness. majority is either B3 or B4. sigh. my results are really slipping. how am i gonna pass elective geog?? my usual class tests are all failing marks lo. haix. my combine humanities ah.. ):

finally opened up my blogger site, after so long. LOL. :D

yup. end here. till i've smth nicer to blog. haha yup.

MOTIVATIONS?!

oh my mama, i need motivations!

motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations motivations

MOTIVATIONS

geog is tomorrow. for god's sake, TOMORROW. i cant get a screw thing into my sososo pathetic brain!

help!

of all times, now? why now? thanks to you, i could not get to sleep last night, waking up at every hour. HA. thanks alot eh (note de sacarsm) thanks for making me feel so restless now to study. i did not very appreciate it that, though =/

okay, perhaps i should take a break now :D (i am! i'm blogging now, thats my term of a "break") i shall really really really chiong tonight.

forest, you BETTER get into my brain by TONIGHT! diffuse, osmosis, run, jump, crawl, walk or any other way, you just better get in! roar!

WRONG MEDICINE?

i really wonder if i ate the wrong medicine yesterday. lol. something made me take the blame and i do not wish to quarrel further. he had hit my soft spot. roars.

but wadever. i shall be a good girl and NOT quarrel with him regarding it, but if he ever steps onto my toes AGAIN, i'll not hesistate to be mean, and i mean it.

watching some HK show regarding fashion design now. lol! so no link haha!

hmmmm. shall stop here ba. :D

A NEW BEGINNING!

i've put the past entries, those unpleasant/posts that make me think twice ones, into draft alr. :D i shall start afresh! im completely sure that i've put the past behind me :D perhaps i should be thankful for what lawrence had said. he woke me up. hmmm

like what people always say, old one don't go, new one won't come. but im not awaiting for a new one (: im happy with the life im leading now. & i've told joanna that i'll only start again if i can handle it myself, without bothering my jies or my friends. yups.

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haha, 3 papers down alr! one more paper tomorrow and i would have completed 50% of the common test! :D

jiayous! :D