today is a HYPER good day!!! HAHAS!! crosscountry was fine too. although there was a slight drizzle. i got quite pissed off by the sec 1s. is like, macritchie is not as muddy as last yr ler, and they keep complaining, behind me. keep EEE-ing, yucking etc. oh pls, u sec1s haven seen macritchie in a MUCH worser condition yet can. and we din complain tt time too, so wad for complain so much?? haiyo.

dendenden, after that, we walk back to j8. we took the longer way back, so we took 1/2 hr to reach j8. when we 1st step in, saw lester. ... jeris went mad. lols. wadeva. i not interested also. hahas!! then call von, den von say she at food junction eating. she saw yin wei too, from CSS DE!! WE RAN UP TO FOOD JUNCTION LAH!! den we saw yin wei. but we too scared to ask for signature. den keep pacing ard him. :x VERY EMBARRASING LAH. lols but i think he noe we existed, just nv bother? lols? when he finally came out, jeris was like, ERMX!! then he turned ard, den i asked, are u frm css?? (lame ques i noe, but to comfirm ar) den he said, i think so. lols? hahas!! den we asked him to sign. den he asked his fren, oh my gawd wad m i suppose to sign? LOLS?!! hahas!! den he sign finish ler, we asked him if he noe zy sch ending time. obviously he dunno.

oh yah! did i say i shall stop going crazy about zhiyang?? okie, i take my my words. SERIOUS!! we rushed to hwi outside. we waited like siao, till leg also ache ler. den finally saw two boys, den ask if they noe zy mah? then yes they do! but not frens i think?? lols? i dunno. den alot ppl say (also not alot lah) can go inside wait. den we go in wait at his class study table there. omg!! so awkward lar. den do science tuition homework while waiting, den his frens all came. den we left and hide behind a pillar. den after a while, we went back to the study table, den wanna see of zy there mah, den his fren say he coming ler!! omg!! den we saw him, we ran away. god, i dun even noe wad we are doing can. den he like, dun go away lah? or something? then he came, we retreat even more. by then ar, all my ache tiredness all faded away ler!! HAHAs!! den he say he needa run, den do the running actions. omg so cute can!! GAA!!! den let him sign auto book and mags, gave him the things, but forget the keychain. )): so 可惜. nvm next time den give lor. den xueer wanna talk to zy on the phone, den i told zy tt xueer wanna talk to him. den zy was like, xueer?? oh okie! like he thought i dunno xueer like tt. lols!! SO CUTE!! den when he on the phone, he say HI! in v active manner. OMG! CUTE LAH!! I M GONNA PRESERVE MY MARKER AND HANDPHONE AND BOOKS LER!! den after tt, when take pix w him. he so cute!!! he keep saying anymore anymore, thank you after he sign something? cuz he rushing for time. SORRY. REALLY SORRY!! den we like walk the same direction as him. just sit different bus only. GOD!! OH! his frens are mad, but friendly!! hahas!! they say.. ok i forget wad. then zy say, thank you thank you. then jeris take pix of him tt time, he say not a pleasant place to take. then when he nt noticing, jeris took pix of him, den when he saw, he said 那么快就拍完了阿?

to zhiyang: sorry for ermx, the sudden pop into ur sch. and my 手忙脚乱-ness. i seriously carn think tt time. SORRY REALLY SORRY!! but, i quite enjoy myself, althou is only a few minutes?? U ROCKS MY WORLD!!

omg!! I M MAD, i noe. i just carn control my own emotion. do u noe how long i nv seen zhiyang ler ma? i m satisfied now, i dun ask for more ler. ((:

CHEERS PEOPLE!!

(oh yah, did i say that he is talkative too?? lols? i just realised he is, althou i m too, at certain situation lols)

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i finally can hear the song in zhiyang blog. even the computer likes me today. lols!! hahas!! gosh, the song is nice! ((: LOLS!!
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I LOVE NCY FOREVA!!!!!!!!!!

extracted this from xueer's blog. ((: so decided to repost this. hahas!!

my ex is: myself!! ((:
maybe i should: concentrade more on my studies den other stuff. 0.o
i love: MR NCY (obviously), TAIWAN BOYBANDS!! (just refer to the positive list lah ((: )
i don't understand: why must there be exams?!?!
people say i'm: ... mad. cuz i always laugh for no reasons. hahas!!
love is: EVERYWHERE in this world, just that u believe in love or not. hahas
somewhere, someone is: thinking of me!! HAHAS!! (i noe i thick skin lols)
i'll always: daydream day and night. lols
i think the current US president: hahas!! not my business, but! he shd erase the mindset of wars frm his brains.
when i wake up in the morning: i will sleep a little more, HAHAS!!
i get annoyed when: people are so freakingly irritating me
my dog is: CUTE! hahaS!! my toy dog, that is. lols
my cat is: hmm, i dun hv a cat. >.<
kisses are the best when: u experience love. lols
tomorrow: would be a better day for everyone!! ((:
i have low tolerance for people who: waste my time on them
people who should do this: anyone who wants to do!! ((:

hahas!! fun fun fun!! lols

gaa, today is a boring day. nothing interesting at all. art sucks. not not sucks. just that i carn draw that shell out!! how i draw, it still doesn look like a shell. the problem is, when the teacher collect all our drawings, she said, "this drawing not bad" (refering to mine) MY GOD!! NOT BAD?!! is REALLY BAD CAN!! grr. lols. i m mean, i noe. kekes.

mr ng is mad today. seriously, he is mad. during CME, there is a presentation of showing kindness to animals. then mr ng says all the negative things, so funny lor. we laugh like siao lor. hahas!!

den stayed back for math remedial, to go thru the math paper. hahas!! i din even pay any attention, cuz i completed all the corrections ler. plus, only one stupid careless mistake. hahas.

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wth-!! SOME STUPID PEOPLE IMPERSONATE ME!!! HELL LAH!! i m getting pissed off can!!!!!! idoitic person!!! USE MY NAME AND ASK ZY FOR HP NO FOR WAD?!?!?!!!? COWARD!!! and i DARE to say u are a COWARD!! dunno how to use ur own name ar. go to hell lah!!! RAWRR- CHILDISH PEOPLE!!

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kae. nothing to blog ler. bye! ((:

i m SO dead, even in the morning can. 2.4km (ok i m stupid enough to try to bold the 2.4, apparently not) run. I was doing quite well in the beginning, and that is cuz i hv the energy to imagine ZHIYANG (MR NCY) infront of me encouraging me, which is so lame, to most you out there. hahas. yah, i din stop in the beginning, only when ying wen fell down, oh my goodness gracious. are you alright?? my gosh. it look painful leh. careful lah.

and i m seriously became history, thank to history. my result is super pathetic can. 33 / 50 urgh! nvm expected it, when i lost 7 marks behind. BLEH.

having cross country this fri, and i nv felt so super enthu lor. lols, jeris me n cy, ok me n jeris, we accidentally left cy out, SORRY. we just went mad upon cross country, and for a cetain reason. -blink blink- MR NCY, prepare to get a shock on fri wor. HAHAHAS!! i will try to get yiyuan to inform u lols. hahas!!

and today lit. my god. i tio shock lor. i was staring at the screen, and the direction i m staring at, is JUST NICE his direction. then he turn back slightly and look straight at me. i was like -blink blink- huh? and stare back, den continue on the screen. MY GOD! my heart skip a beat lor!! OMG!! URGH!! CELIA SOH STOP THINKING OF HIM LAH!!

grr. chill. lols. i m mad. fitness test is coming. i m dying. can i drill a hole and hide there till fitness is over?? i HATE fitness test. LOLS!!

(oh gee!! i m currently chatting with.. 2 guys on msn. kekes. not ordinary people, like those stupid ppl who added me, but they are frm superband!! i mean, rustynail frm superband!! KEKES!! lols)

okie. i gtg. CHEERS PEOPLE!! ((:

hahas!! thanks to whoeva who invented MSN, serious. msn allow us to know that certain kind of people exist. hahas, lols no kidding. one more kind of person shd certainly perish as well. hahas, they are the imposters. my experience with on of them:

me: hi who are u?
imposter: hi, i m sam.
-blink blink. -sam? shaowei? 56 de shaowei?!?!
me: huh? sam? which sam?
imposter: shi shang zui qiang de bian fu xia, wang shao wei.
*OMG!! SHAOWEI?!?!?! REALLY?!!?!?
me: oh! then why u can type english and han yu pin yin leh?!
imposter: because my com just arrive and is frm usa. then no chinese words.
me: oh. den why ur english so good leh?
imposter: because zax and jason taught me. and if dunno english, how to sing english songs?
me: ... oh okie.

*and the convo goes on and on and on

but hahas!! he is fake lah! can tell lor! and recently, imposters start to impose as xiezhi and renfu as well. hurhur!! SO FUNNY! izit so nice to impose other people?!?!! ESP MY IDOLS?! i wun fall into their traps lah. there is this saying "once bitten twice shy" yah. i m like that. lols

and there is another type of person, who certainly MUST perish. IS A MUST!!! that is those despo people. i believe many of us here came across this kinda person, and my experience is a funny one. lols. my convo with him:

me: hi who are u?
despo guy: hi, u wan ***?
me: huh?
despo guy: u wan ***?
me: uhem, are u too bored or something?
despo guy: u wan ***?
me: wadeva. how many innocent gals are ur prey le?
despo guy: 0. but i watch porns so i noe how
me: how old are u?
despo guy: 14.

WTH!!! at a tender age of 14 asking this kinda question and watch porns!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! WTH WTH WTH!!

*continue

me: UHEM! 14. byebye!!!!

*and poof, i block him! YUCKS!! MY GOD!! i m kind enough to entertain him lah. MY GOD CAN!! i think in his vocabulary, he only noe the word ***. HEY PEOPLE, YOUNGSTER, TEENAGERS, WAKE UP!! DUN BE SO DESPO LAH!! study!! STUDY IS THE MOST IMPT THING NOW!! urgh, those people. oh. blogger censored the word, s e x. which is those *** above. hahas!! in actual fact, i censored it myself. lols. lame.

oh, talking about studies. HAHAHAS! I M ON CLOUD 999 TODAY!!! HAHAHAS!! lols. yes i m mad, i m crazy, wadeva u refer me to. okae, i m not boasting, or proud. i m just MERELY expressing my emotion, my happiness. lols. cuz my class is split into 2grps for D&T, and my grp got back our common test paper. is no surprise if benjamin did really well for the test, cuz he always does. but!! the highest is actually me. hey! i was shocked lah!! 45 / 50. i thought that benjamin would be the highest. and i wanted to say that the sun would rise frm the west, but decided not, cuz it definitely wun. lols. BUT! THIS IS THE 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE THAT I GOT THE HIGHEST LAH! CAN U BELIEVE IT?! and to think that most of my ans are just guesses, which meant i seriously do not noe the ans. but alas! i got it right! okae, this prove that common sense works fairly well in exams too. lols!! ahh!! i m JUST TOO HAPPY!! lols!!

hahahas!!! okae. enough madness. u noe in my chinese compo, or rather chinese letter writing (just homework, not any test), and the title is, wad did u do during the weekends, (refering to the good friday, the following sat n sun) i wrote about going for 2moro a/s on sat. and i was emphasing it with GREAT details. i said wad, is a cannot-miss a/s, cuz is my idol. guess wad? my teacher asked, who is ur idol? can tell me? OMG! i carn believe she asked that. i emphasized with great details again, i said "they are ke ai shuang bao tai xiong di, 2moro - guo yan jun, guo yan fu. i was so ji dong when writing this lor!! hahas!! then sun, i wrote about the charity show, and how excited i was, and wad is a must go!! cuz got ZHIYANG, 2moro and shanwei!!! hahas!! omg. i was so mad today. hahahas!!

hahahs!! and yeah. i think i made up my mind? i shall not be too crazy over zhiyang now. shall just let him be my idol, my motivation. haix. moveover he is just a normal human being who has something that not most of us have -- fame. i was so envious when my frens gotta take pix and close up with zhiyang. but being envious doesn help, it doesn help me to get close up with him. so just let it be. haix. can i just drop this stupid habit of mine easily? i dunno but i shall try. ((:

sigh! why am i so problematic? my problem is ALREADY solved, but it came back again. can anyone tell me wad is love. a proper defination, and a proper way of describing the feeling of love. i am seriously lost. i hope i can make my feelings clear. sigh! help me anyone. i just need to noe wad is love. thats all, and i m not asking much.

bye.

ok. some people here in this world actually exist. i mean, absurb people. they should perish man, they are just wasting our time on entertaining them. bo liao right? well, i came across this guy, or gal, i dunno, in msn. how on earth did that person get my email, i have TOTALLY no clue. ok nvm. he or she add, and not going online for dunno how many zillion days. finally, this person came online. our convo: (quite a short one actually)
me: hi, who are u?
...
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*SILENCE FOR 10 MINUTES*
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absurb person: am
*BOOM absurb person went offline.
lame ehh?! serious, i was going, wth wth wth for good whole 5 min. hey! pls lah, i dun mind u people out there adding me kae, JUST ANS MY QUESTION PROPERLY CAN!! i carn tolerate this kinda attitute okae. i made my statement clear.

oh yah. some other people out there should perish too. i went to bishan j8 just now with jeris to shop for mother's day gift. after shopping and have my dinner, we made our way to the mrt station. i board the mrt. (obviously) and there is this guy. i think he hav hearing problem or eyesight problem ar. he answered his call, and he put loud speaker, PLUS putting his hp extremely close to his ear. his hp was BOOMING into his ear lor. he spoke seriously loud too. as if the other party couldn hear what he is talking about. okae, he isn speaking, he is SCREAMING into the phone. everyone on the mrt train was staring at him, and he just carn be bothered and continue screaming in the mrt as if the whole carriage is his. how inconsiderate can he get ehh. GET A LIFE PEOPLE!! be considerate lah. carn he see many people who are on the train are so exhausted and sleeping on the mrt, and just scream into the phone?! VOICE POLLUTION LAH!! gosh. i seem agitated ehh? hurhur. i seriously carn stand this kinda person.

OH!! yeah, got my mum hr mother's day gift ler. nice packaging and product selling at a reasonable price. hahas. i hope my mum will like the gift i chose ehh. before i left the house, she told me dunno how many upteen time not to waste my money on her. in the end, HAHAHAS!! i still got her something with my money. LOLS! ahh. school is tomorrow. and i just remembered that there is meet the parent session tomorrow. kae! and i carn contact jeris now. i gotta meet her before i enter the school. okae forget it. i shall think of ways to contact her then. lalala.

2 more papers to go, and i will be done with common test! hahas!! oh yah! that reminds me. mr ncy wished everyone of us out here who is having mye good luck. yea! how sweet ehh. hehes.

yeah, i believe many schools out there haven started their mye or in the progress. thus,

i wish everyone the

BEST OF LUCK!

jiayou!! yeah. gtg. bye people. NIGHTS!

[ps!! if u see brown colours with lines thingy, is suppose to be black wor!!]

hahhas!!! ok i mad le, so start to make all these le lor. made one wallpaper for myself, really proud of it cuz it is SUPER de DIFFICULT to make lah. considering that i m not using photoshop. esp that the wallapaper have this notepad thingy, and those rings are super difficult to draw and add lah. lols. i wanna my photoshop soon!! i want to make better pictures and soon, my own du jia blog skin!! waa!! I M CRAVING FOR PHOTOSHOP!!!

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sigh. i nv felt so... desperate. ok, i hav this kinda feeling, but is LONG TIME AGO. haix. i really wanna see zhiyang in person AGAIN lah. seriously, i m going crazy every minute. i m listening to his song every sec can. i noe i m kinda mad le. haix.

if too smal go to http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a305/tonyrawks/fioblog.jpg and see.

ok i m mad, i noe, but look! ZHIYANG TAGGED!! okie, not my bloggie, obviously, but at fiona's blog, which is NO surprise. ahh wadeva. AHAHA!! just wanna show u ppl only. lols

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hahas, gtg le, going to meet jeris later. cya

September babies
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

hahas. found this in xueer's bloggie. but is not exactly true lah hur. dats why i bold those false statements, in my opinion lah. firstly, i m brave and fearless? are u kidding me or is my eyes playing a trick on me? i m scared of practically EVERYTHING can. lols. i m adventurous? i dun think i m. lols. i like to stare infront of the comp only. lols. ermx. enjoy to make love. HUH? wad is this suppose to mean? good memory. LALALA! my memory is like, BAD lah. i can even forget to watch my shows, forget wad i wanna say, forget about wad i did a moment ago. UHEM! Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. wad is this?? maybe when i haf my mr right den i would understand hur. lols. thats a long wait. lols

ok nvm. not everything is true la, but to some others it might be true lols. ahh craps!!



a mother day card i made. i noe not nice lah hur. i m only proud with the background thats all. i din say i m good in designing and stuff like that ehh. i m super bad at all these, unlike ZHIYANG, fiona, xueer, caho, amanda, tengwan and many others, like the 5566jstar forum graphic makers. okae. i made my statement clear le. so yea

took a test. quite true ba. can go try. http://www.personality100.com/?partnerid=GGC4&linkid=7656231_252180501_1961916441&userid=&domain=pagead2.googlesyndication.com&counted=true
lalalas. lols.

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ole! did this ermx, "poster" cuz i m just plain bored can. hahas!! well, is for my tuition teacher. lols! she is crazy about leehom becuz zy sang the 一首简单的歌.. hahas!! ok, i AM now CREDITING people who helped me with this "poster" indirectly kae.

thanks to:
ZHIYANG -- i took some of his ideas from those pictures he made. :x
xueer -- for the splash thingy at the bottom, i just re-colour the splash thing only

[ i din use photoshop, i used paint ]

... lols. tell me, am i a virgo, or a cancer? HAHAS!

Celia, you're a Cancer!
The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're a CANCER. Just like a crab - the symbol of Cancer - you've got that hard outer shell that masks a soft and vulnerable interior. Safety counts for you, so at the first sign of a threatening situation, you'll often retreat into your comfort zone. As a water sign, a Cancer is extremely intuitive and sensitive. In fact, some believe that people born under this sign have psychic powers. (hoho really?? i dun see my mama with psychic power. ahaha!!) You are fragile and crave love and security. However, as a Cancer, you remain a little enigmatic. Mysterious and moody, complex and unpredictable -- that's what some people call you. But even if you're hard to understand, you crave emotional content and happen to be the most loyal sign in the zodiac.

lalala! this is 100% REALLY true, no false statements, except the psychic power thingy. "crave love and security", ahaha! this is true, serious, but depends on the situation. BUTBUTBUT! hey! despite all these, i m still a VIRGO! lols. this is fun! go try it! hahahas.
http://web.tickle.com/tests/standard/astrology_makeover.jsp?test=astrology_makeover

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okae. till then, then. bye. ((:

ok. this morning, woke up early for guides. on the bus, jacelyn say we are suppose to be there by 8.30, cuz the time was printed wrongly in the consent form. so ended up reaching guides HQ at 9.30am. ok nvm. then go there, 1st thing happen, kena scolded by ms alsagoff again. this ALWAYS happen can. use to it le. only wun scold when her mood is good la, that is. HA! once in a year la. say my hair messy, i look at my own reflection, ask dunno how many people, all say not messy ar. my god. she everytime come and blame me de la, correct also blame la. forget it. then go guides HQ to help out in the brownies commisioner thingy. quite fun la. then after that, go j8 window-shopping! WHEEX!!! I FOUND BOTH THE BILLABONG PENCIL CASE AND ORANGE SHOELACE THAT ZHIYANG WANTS!!! ZHIYANG!! if u DO see this, TAKE NOTE AR!! pencil box is at 77th street, i think, kinda forget le. then shoelace is at icelemontee. HEHES! can go purchase le. but din see the price. then finally!! i found a mother day gift le. imagine looking from 4th to 1st floor. den back to 2nd floor. lols. nvm. just finally found it and i m glad. gonna buy that 2ml.

hahas, then reach home. and wth. i was called back to guides HQ with my full u, cuz got taiwan trip interview. wasn a little prepared can. last minute somemore. freak la. i screwed up everything. ok nvm, i hack care, can go or not, depends on my luck. but seriously speaking, i dun feel like going now, just dun hv the mood to go la. hur. i think i rather go for the taiwan trip that is organised at the end of the yr. can go wif von somemore. so better bahhs. yepyep.

then reach home, changed, can go for dinner at crystal jade. bought icecream on the way home. NICE. MANGO ICECREAM! wahahahaha!! i love mango, seriously! then came home, then use com lor. hahas.

PS PS PS PS PS . FYI! ZHIYANG VISTED XUEER BLOG! luck u, xueer. SO GOOD LA U!! waa!! hope i was u... can take pix with him somemore, i one also dun hv. )):

till then.

yeah! today is literature and D&T. both were okay, just not sure if can score well mah. cuz literature 1 question is 25 marks, and my ans for the 1st question din even filled up 1/2 a pg. :x but my ans for 2nd question was surprisingly long, my ans filled almost the whole pg, only left with 5lines. hahahas! i din noe i can think of so many ideas. D&T i couldn ans ques 2, which is "name 2 products that has mechemical in it to help it function and name the mechemical" something like that. I DUNNO THE NAMES!!! i wrote computer and calculator. BUT I DUNNO THE NAMES!! ekk!! 2 marks gone. another is the design specification of the camera. i wrote must have string so that to secure the position of the camera when taking pix. (i dunno how to phrase it) and must have good appearance. OH YAH! is hardwood the same as solid wood?? lols. and many others lah. but i think i secure the 14 marks le, cuz of the drawing thingy. hope so, but not as difficult lah. hahas!!

i can hv my computer for the whole week le! next next wed then resume common test. dun diao me, though i noe is lame. LOLS.

hahahas!! i m going mad. currently obsess with mango juice ((: am drink peel fresh mango juice now. lols. m also obsess with chenxiang! he rocks!! hehes. lols. ok i go watch the magician of love now. i yet to dl episode 9, 10, 11 hehes.

bye!

ok i shall try to break caho's record of the longest and crapest blog entry, hahahas and i conclude i HATE exams they are make me mad wahahaha can go ask cy how mad i went especially when i am sms-ing and i am screwing up my common test urgh gosh help me i wanna pass ok lets talk about yesterday i had chinese and geog and chinese was ok except for the
comprehension andandand geography was ok too just that i screwed up the mapwork and the last few questions, or rather, the whole of last page and today oh gee i am screwing up everything i had english and history today which IS A TOTAL DISASTER but english was ok lah is just the HISTORY and i am gonna flunk it ok first multiple choice which is suppose to be easy right but i got 2 mistakes and fill in the blanks, 1 mistake and source base plus structured i just totally write craps like how i am writing now and i wrote things that just came into my mind which meant that i dunno if i wrote out of point or wrote irrelavant stuff and i totally seriously think that i am gonna fluck history which i hope i wont as i seriously tried to keep my sleepy eyes open and keep my brain awake yesterday just for history so i carn fail if not i am disappointing my own brain and eyes so cannot fail so yah and zhiyang changed his blogskin again which is totally SO cool which really rocks and i love the texture and OH i must not forget to include this renfu is returning back to taiwan today and there will be a wan quan HAPPY just for him oh sheesh i wanna go can taiwan fans you guys people are lucky and you better go to take my place and enjoy all you can singapore fans dont even have this priviledge kae and yeah i nidda study but not now i gotta enjoy the computer before i study wahaha kidding la i gonna do my notes on the computer as i dun wanna break my fingers and hand while writing my notes lols urgh i wanna change blogskin again yes i noe i have been changing NON STOP but i want a du jia skin and a skin of my taste and i hope that skin would have the same feel as the forum amanda the skin lols okie is this long enough if not i can crap more wahhaha okie i shall crap more and type wadeva came into my mind so i dunno wad i m typing about lols so pardon me for my crapness and yea if u dun like this u can click the little [x] at the top right hand corner ok i aint forcing anyone to read my craps and this shows how mad i can get oh yea before i forget anyone watch the lotus lantern that is showing on ch 8 every weekday 7pm huh is a must watch as cheng xiang rocks lols ok i noe i m mad but he is simply so couragous in the show and i think he is frm hongkong lols ahh ok i shall stop my craps here as i think is long enough and i wanna save my fingers for my notes yea i m having literature and d&t 2ml wish i wont screw them up as well yea tsk tsk bye people will try to blog tomorrow then cya

gotta improve my english, so no singlish for today. ((:

we got back our math paper on factorisation and expansion today. i was expecting my class to pass with flying colours, cuz we usually do. and plus, that paper was ok. not so difficult, but not as easy. however, to my disappointment, more then half the class failed. no retest this time round. our class average is only 12.5 out of 25. which is a just pass mark. really, if some of us din scored over 20, our class average would be a fail le!! HAIX! 2LOVE, WE MUST JIAYOU ARH!! we cannot give up, we must not be complacent and contended just cuz our result were good for term 1.
message for the day: bu yao qing yan fang qi, fo zhe dui bu qi zi ji.

yah. well, i got 23 / 25 i could have gotten full mark, blame on my carelessness lahhs. )): just one wrong sign, and i got the whole ans wrong. aww. ok nvm, compared to others.

haix. common test is coming SOON, just another like, 5 more days. common test is like a BULLET train, i stress, BULLET. really, is really fast! i m really scared. i scared i will do badly. i dun wanna disappoint anyone who hold high hopes in me. i dun wanna disappoint myself as well. why do i lack confidence? i see other people out there, full of confidence, but me? nah, none, i m a coward. i need confidence, i need comfort! 0.o

i feel REALLY stressed! everything just *BOOM appear infront of me. troubles, problems, tests, exams, results. EVERYTHING. haix. )):

[ edit ] i can seriously say, am proud of my school. we had achievement day today, or in fact, every friday. today, prizes were given out to the shooting club members. why? because they did us proud, despite the fact that we had lousy gears and stuff like that. HOWEVER, they came back with a bronze i think. i kinda forget le. hehes. they defeated ZHIYANG'S SCHOOL, HCI and schools that are equipped with advance gears. WOOHOO! today is kcpss founder's day. 82 years le. kcpss went thru WWII. cool right? hahas. i wanna go to the founder's day celebration de! i wanna witness the opening ceremony of out heritage corner. haix. SADLY, sec 2s were not invited. lucky sec 3s and 1s. )): haix nvm. [ /edit ]

arh enuf troubles. bye.

okie. results time.

din plan to record it, but.. dunno, just have a strong urge to blog, so.. blog about results. which sucks totally anyway.

geography (which sucks big time) -- 13 / 20 )):

science -- 21/ 30

literature -- 15 / 20

had math test yesterday. and chinese the day before. i guess so. my short term memory is acting again. aww.

andandand, which isn something good. had pe ytd. guess wad. we did duck walk, standing board jump, push ups, sit ups, shuttle run, stretching.. which adds up to = MUSCLE ACHES! u noe, most people is having difficulty going up and down the stairs today lor. and during CME, we were asked to list out the challenges that kcpians face today, and the solution to them. i added "installing lift in school". is like. ok nvm. HAHAHAS!!!

hmm. did i do something wrong?? i dunno. is like, he is angry w me now. ok, is my perception, and my sixth sense which tells me. so yea. it aint accurate most of the time anyway LOLS! haix.

i got influence by my tuition teacher, believe it. she just wrote the yi shou jian dan de ge the lyrics out, and i started singing. ok it sucks. and oh! she likes zhiyang now! CHEERS! (((: ZHIYANG, U ROCKS BIG TIME!! hehes.

yea. thats it. bye then. ((:

ok. i should not be using com now. but ahh. i carn resist the temptation of using. so. let me brief quickly about wad happen ytd.

was online chatting, and my online fren told me that if i wanna tic for ytd charity show, go ask zyfc de manager for it. i did, n i successfully got 3 tix!! then went out at 3.30pm after fussing ard w my stuff. von jeris n me were suppose to meet at 4pm at bishan mrt station. BOTH OF THEM WERE LATE!!! ok nvm. then when they reached, we took a cab down to mediacorps reception. people were waiting there le. we sat at the steps there while waiting for zyfc manager to arrive. she was late too. we got the tix from her sister, I GUESS at 5.30pm. oh gosh. the gal who passed us the tix is seriously CHIO! her voice is SO sweet!! ok i shall not stress too much on this. then after that when to queue. apparently, zyfc the ppl are all split up. some here some there. we were sitting between fann wong's and sly's fc.

*skip to the starting. then the show start. then 2moro were out 1st!!! WE SCREAMED!!!!!!!!! omg! THEY SO SHUAI!!! then soon is shanwei, we screamed too!!!!!!! then zy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE SCREAMED LIKE HELL!! then 2moro performed 1st. they sang chu wen, edited version, with dance too. they said this was the 1st time the qing chang chu wen in front of audience. taiwan fans dun even hv the privelidge to enjoy them singing for them for the 1st time nia. so singapore fans are SO DARM lucky can!!

then next shanwei!! he said "yi xin yi de wei shan le. wo jiao zhang shan wei. wo zen neng bu lai ne??" for ur info, the charity show the "wei shan" is zhang shan wei de "shan" and "wei". hahahas!!! SO FUNNY!!then he was singing da sheng shuo ai ni. then shanwei fans joined in to sing the "da sheng shuo ai ni" de "shuo ai ni" only. den shanwei also got alot of hu dong and funny actions. HE IS SO CUTE LA!

then soon is the not so interesting part, n me jeris used the boards to cover our face and slept. not really sleep but rest. SOON!! IS CSS TURNS!!! WOOOT!!!

renfred sang da she tou. den dean sang jie tuo. den teresa sang love love love. finally zy sang yue liang dai biao shui de xin, and renfred, dean teresa joined in as well. thenthenthen!! RENFRED AND ZHIYANG LOOK UP AT US BEFORE HE DISAPPEAR IN SIGHT!!! zhiyang, he stared for quite long or so. omg!! SO HAPPY!!

then at the end, all the artiste came out. then saw 2moro and shanwei!! WHEEX!!! we rushed out to radio station there. cuz we wanna see 2moro the van drive out. and shanwei too la. but in the end, we didn. cuz 2moro and shanwei came out bu the tv station there. BOO!!! WE WANT TO SEE THEM!!!!!! urgh. then went to buy drinks and food. then we walk. we wanted to walk out to flag a taxi. then when walk walk walk, very quiet ma, den suddenly a dog barked. U NOE HOW SCARY THAT WAS?!?! then we walk till a dead end. thru out, jeris grap my sleeve. i was grapping my drink. and i keep saying i m scared. von was not sure how to get out too lor. SO SCARY CAN!!! then dead end, we turned back. when reaching to the crowd, a taxi came. we sit that taxi, 1st to jeris hse, den von's den mine.

OMG!! i not gonna go back SO late next time!! I M SCARED CAN!! IT IS DESERTED SOME MORE. omg. okok.

but. I LOVE THAT DAY!!! xian chang the feel and the home the feel is COMPLETELY different!!! WHEEX!!!

kae. nid to study le. bye.

k e a i s h u a n g b a o t a i x i o n g d i = 2 M O R O ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

they are so frigging cute KAE!!! OMG!! LOVE THEM NIA!!

ok process time.

woke up at 8am, just to go toilet. then, my dad thought i wake up le, den keep disturbing me, till i cannot sleep anymore le la. then went to play com at 9.45am. till around 1pm like tt. then pack my bag and dress up etc. then talk to cy on the phone, i keep rushing her la. lols. then around 1.45 leave house. reach tpy mrt station around 2pm. then went into the train, cy was there!! lols. then we talk talk talk. reach orchard le, we abit lost nia. we never come orchard so often ma. lols. oh yah, we reach there about 2.30 like tt. 1/2 hr earlier. then we were doing our letters and stuff. then finally, 2moro arrived!!! they came down by lift lor!!! SO COOL!! then we screamed!! yan jun got look down and like, stick to the glass like that. SO CUTE!!!

then they reach the stage, they started singing shabu shabu. surprisely, my memory suddenly came back!!! i actually remember all the song lyrics. just like *poof! lols. then started singing along, in my heart. hahahas. then we keep screaming la. then auto start.

we were "rehersing" wad to say to them nia. we actually wanted to ask if they rmb us cuz of the 1003 incident. and say jiayou to them de. but when we reach the stage ah. hahas. dun dare to say le. i wanted to say, bt dun dare, so i kinda smiling at them la. then we pass yanjun the letters. then yan jun ask "u all passing up homework ah?" in chinese. then i was just smiling, den dun dare ask him. then wanna ask yan fu de, but see his face ah, dun dare le.cuz yan fu face like sa jiao like that. then v weird. so left the stage like tt. aww!! i wanna ask de!! ok nvm. then after that they address to us, then bye bye le. then me n cy rush to the lift there. take the lift that is beside them. hahaha!! then keep staring at them. then we stuck at lvl 3 la! then they go up to lvl 4. then when they disappearing in sight, yan jun make this "take photo" sign. omg so cute can!! then in the lift ah, there are immatured adults! they dun grow up at all, i can say! when we about to reach lvl 4, there is this "woman", i wun call her woman, cuz she dun act mature, so i shall call her little gal, she said "i hope they are gone" then when reach lvl 4, they really gone, then she clap her hands. siao one la, i think she just escape frm woodbridge la. then we rush out, then people say, good quick rush. wth la. i never known adults are SO childish can. haix. immatured people. so wad we are childish as well!? how old are they, and how old are we!? so DUN compare can!! then we rush out of the lift, then go to their bus. omg, the bus shade v dark can?? can see them, only their shadow. then we saw either yan jun or ya fu doing fei wen! OMG!! SO .. UNBELIEVABLE!!

then we went back, and ate mac. HUNGRY! imagine eating 1 piece of bread and NO water since morning. hahas.

tomorrow! I M GOING!!! SUPPORT 2MORO, SHANWEI AND ZHIYANG!! WHEEX!!

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oh yah. ytd i smsed in to 933 when shanwei was on air. i asked if shanwei miss renfu ALOT ma? then shanwei surprisingly replied a LONG one. he said of cuz, we parther v long le, then now host wqyl v uncomfortable. then he smsed renfu 2 months ago, and renfu FINALLY replied him the day before ytd. then renfu asked "zui jing hao ma? ji shi lai shang hai? shang hai hao ma *then the number*" then shanwei nv reply him on purpose, as to take revendge la. lols. then in his mind, his ans was "i m fine, u nt here i better. if u are in shanghai, i wun go. *and referring to the number he said* not my business" omg so cute LOL!! then in wqyl, got 1 part they take renfu say he xiang nian who who who, nv say shanwei. LOL!! shanwei jealous arhhs? lols. den so funny la.

ok la. write v long le. den till then!! ((: LOVE 2MORO!!

OMG!! good news following one after another! WHEEX!!

#1 56 coming for concert! JUST NICE AFTER EXAMS!!!
#2 2moro and shanwei coming for charity show!!
#3 2moro a/s is TOMORROW at ORCHARD!!!
#4 shanwei a/s is on sunday at bukit pajang.
#5 my cousins went to HWI ytd!! ZHIYANG SCH LEHHS!!! ok, they went there for sport meet. but good la! can step into zy sch!! i wan also dun have la

OMG! I M LOVING IT!!! ---

sorry. i m going crazy lerhhs. for one reason or an0ther. i m GOING for 2moro's de a/s de!! cuz is near ma, in terms of mrt stops. lols.

LOVES.

About -- ME

answers could be found in my blog!! (except for qn 3, 4, 5) xP

1. who do i support in Campus Superstar??

Renfred Ng
Ng Chee Yang
Geraldine See
Teresa


2. In 5566, who do i like/love best NOW??

Jason
Sam
Zax
Tony


3. Who do i like best in 2moro in terms of character??

yanfu
yanjun
both
neither


4. what is the preferred colour of my blog skin

white
anything as long as the skin is nice
pale (eg. light pink, light blue etc)
black


5. what is my favourite cartoon character??

micky mouse (baby version)
winnie the POOH (baby version)
hello kitty
melody

thanks for your precious time. hehes. xP

trouble half-solved. lols.nevermind about the trouble thingy.

cy went to sch today (obviously) but left at the start of english lesson. ohh dun ask me why, i have totally no clue as well. ^^ well that isn the point. the thing is, mr ng asked us for cy home no, den we told him, then his expression was W-E-I-R-D! cause her hse no alot of 5 de. den we were like saying 5 alot of times lols.

ok guides today. games!! we played this game that is something like shi zi lu kou. but is english version. we went straight to thomson and bought the stuff. we had great difficulty looking for the checkpoint. but ahh wadeva. we still find it anw. LOLS! we were asked to touch and guess wad is in the box. all of us couldn guess. but jeris got it right. it was... FISH! OMG I THOUGHT IT WAS JELLY!! i was omg omg omg omg all the way la. oh freak. i hate touching... my own kind. (err get wad i meant. people call me fish. lame) dun laugh ah, although i noe u guys will. ok wadeva. eww!! I HATE FISHES NOW!! ok lame. then bought our last 5 items n rush back to school. we ate supper fast. we got the 3rd in the least spent money. so like, kinda good. lols. then taps and tata! home. wheex!!

sian nia. geog result isn good at all. means no outing 2ml. )): but ahh, i wan to go! but also dun wanna go. i carn make up my mind. and when i carn make up my mind, i carn ask my mum if i can go or not!! eek! help. (dun ask me to follow my heart, it doesn help)

yea. darm tierd now. still nid to drink soup when i ate MORE DEN ENOUGH today. rawrrr.

oh great. as wad my msn nick suggest, "troubles are coming". everyone, wish me the best of luck yea? prepare a proper funeral for me too. i m in deep great trouble. as big as pacific ocean, as high as mt. everest(duno how to spell la) as deep as the deepest hole. see, big trouble is coming. oh yah, thanks jeris for creating this big trouble for me yea. *sarcastic* oh freak. how m i gonna explain it to him?? HOW?!?!

urgh! i m confused now la!! how i wish someone is here for me to advise me. (if is zhiyang, wadeva he say i also will do de!!) lols. sorry. this is called depression as well. i miss BOTH renfu and zhiyang!!!

ok talking about renfu. he is officially dead, as suggested by amanda. he didn blog for 1 WHOLE PATHETIC WEEK!! u noe how bad it is when he didn blog for 1 week?? is VERY bad, if u do not noe. i m missing his entries lerhhs. sigh. 2 more days. can i go to the css session ma?? i m scared. pls bless me, i really wan to go!!!

yea. bye.

hello! today was so boring n fun. lols.

feel so sleepy in sch today lahhs. just cuz i stayed up 1/2 hr later ytd night. lame right? ok i noe that. only english, which i look forward to it lahhs! for one thing, we change teacher, frm ms choong to mrs gn (srry i forget how to spell :X) n i m EXTREMELY pleased with the change.

to some other people, they hate it, cause ms choong not teaching us le. hahas. she had been SO BAISES can? i mean like, jeris use my phone, she confiscate, those wannabes of SC use hp + MP3, wad she do "pls keep them. if not i will confiscate de next time" is like, WTH! she didn even give us warning den confiscate le, den them lehhs?! then we 3 didn pass up her homework, for like weeks? i admit, we are in the wrong, cuz nobody own homework so long de. but she is like, said "they passed up on 5th of march. wad the FREAKING date today?!?!" i stressed on the word, FREAKING. no teachers will use "vulgarities" ok!! even so, also wun say until like her kou qi lorhhs!! ok back to english today. mrs gn wants us to write a poem, about ourselves. using either 1 of the 3 different ways she provided. #1 free style #2 list method #3 (forget de name) but is like, the 1st letter of each sentence will make up ur name. i chose #3. lols
i wrote:

C- razy and mad, you can say
E- spcially with cheeyang and 5566
L- ame jokes and craps would be told
I- rritating pests - say "NO" to them
A- h! weird and mad, that's me!

ok i noe it aint good. but ha! hack care! i aint a poem-iest. wadeva u call that. lols.

then after sch got aroma chemistry. oh so cool!! we went there, den is like theory all the way till until 5pm. sian diao. ard 5.15 we started wif our experiment!! COOOOOLLLL!!! we were given 15 different scent, and 15 tubes. each scent haf a tube accompanying it. den we are suppose to make our own perfume! there are 3 layers in the perfume, mainly de top, middle and base. the top would last for 5-10mins, followed by middle, which will last for a few hours, and base for the whole day. so we were also given 3 tubes, each labled top middle base. then we are suppose to make de scent we want for each layer. oh my gosh, at 1st it turn out bad can. cuz it didn mix well. but after a few minutes, the smell was ok lahhs. next lesson den we learn how to put all three layers together. if it turn out totally fine, i probably will give this perfume to someone. maybe zhiyang?? lols. anw. it was so fun lahhs! LUUURRRVVVEEE IT! hahas. lols.

then after that came home and tata! computer!! lols. ok gtg bb.

(omg. they/he killed 3 56 songs for goodness sake!!! 1st cres si bon, next ez come ez go, last jian ao. sigh.)

aloha!! yesterday was so.. how to say? excited yet nervous and HAPPY?? lols.

round 1, i watched the grand finals wif uneasiness, and was even more upset n worried when the show the votes. i voted twice. actually was only allowed to vote once, but. SHH! dun care le, for zhiyang, i dun mind!! lols. then when the result for round 1, i grapped all the pillows i can see and hugged them v tightly. den i closed my eyes and hear the beep sound stopped, den i see. i SCREAMED LIKE I DIDN SCREAM FOR A MILLION YEARS lahhs. i keep jumping!! and i cried -- tears for joy. i was so happy can!! i thought renfred would win cuz of the votes. but, is beyond my imagination!! woots!! i was SO DARM HAPPY CAN!! then round 2, i not so worried le. just watch, but come to result, i just didn watch. i only heard xu zheng rong said wad "zhiyang u become de champ blah blah blah" den i noe de. so happy can!!! but hor. zhiyang, hug so many girls.. ermx, i abit jealous le. >.< ah nvm. my fate mahhs.

then today can go de party de lorhhs. stupid lahhs!! my mum dun let me go lahhs!! COWS!! HELL!! walao, i was so DEVASTED N DESPERATE TO GO LAHHS!!! urgh!!

ok now watching e party. till then.

1/2 hour more. -- zhiyang MUST n WILL win!!!

VOTE M1, ZHIYANG!
CALL 1900 112 7701
OR
SMS M1 to 77377

today is a jolly good day. ((: why?? for one thing, i can finally go taiwan!!! not to wait till end of this year, but just 2 months away!!! OH MY GOD!!! but the sad thing is that we are going to tai nan, not tai pei. hahas nvm. TAIWAN!! HERE I COME!! WHEEX!!! see the reason why i m so happy?? it is also during school days lorhhs, den we can miss school! wheex!! i m loving it!!

hahas. funny thing is, our school, actually flood?? 0.o was at mrs tang homeroom doing the total defence silver badge, when we are done, we went out of the class, OMG, FLOOD!!! i carn believe it actually flood. lols.
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指定歌曲 - Chosen Song
Male Grand Finalists: Kiss Goodbye by 王力宏
Female Grand Finalists: 记得 by 张惠妹

独唱歌曲 - Solo Performance
ZhiYang: SuperWoman by 曹格
Renfred: 我的麦克风 by Wilber潘
Dean: 会有那么一天 by 林俊杰
Teresa: 想念你的歌 by Saya

合唱歌曲 - Duet Performance
Male Champ: 恋爱达人 with XinHuey
Female Champ: 恋爱频率 with JunYang

压场歌曲 - Final Performance
ZhiYang: 一首简单的歌 by 王力宏
Renfred: 牵着手
Dean: 受了点伤 by 阿嗓
Teresa: 我有一天会 by 蔡纯佳

10 quarter finalists
Females: 招牌动作 (Jolin)
Males: 终结孤单 (Mayday)
Together: 绿光 (Stefanie Sun)

6 semi-finalists
Females: Da Da Da (Cyndi)
Males:Easy come easy go (5566)
Together: 第一天 (Stef Sun + Mayday + FIR)
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can u believe it, they gonna sing 5566 songs, andandand!! 2moro de song!! i m dying to watch de finals now!!!!!!!!!!

besides that.... err.. like no more le. oh wadsoeva. shall just end here.

2 more days -- to the most exciting day.

TODAY. IS THE DAY. OF THE DEEPEST GREATEST MASS DEPRESSION A RENFU'S FAN CAN EVER EXPERIENCE. (tissue anyone?)

sigh. all of us were restless, listless, sad, emotional, ahh wadeva sad words can be used to describe us, today. not all, i mean, our dear renfu's fans. morning, i look sianed- according to my frens. well of course. renfu leaving lehhs, who wun sad. ok, those who detest renfu are happy, but not us. )): jeris came, make my mood worst. she look worst then me can?? haix. can renfu not go mahhs?? sigh. then keep thinking of renfu. ... then things got better, but still, as sad. school ended, when we are walking out of the school gate, we heard airplane!!! WE ACTUALLY THOUGHT RENFU WAS INSIDE?!!? lols. but sigh. 5 MONTHS LAHHS. is VERY EXTREMELY TERRIBLY HORRIBLY LONGGGGGG.!!!

sigh. wad can we do? who ask our dear renfu to be so popular and famous till the china director wants him over to act for him. sigh. is a good sign actually. renfu gonna act in shi shen, something gotta do wif cooking, and err.. zhou xin chi?? both our dear renfu's favourites!! hehes. ok i m mad. but wadeva.

watched Campus Superstar da jue sai qian zou. omg ZHIYANG IS SO DARM FREAKING CUTE CAN?!?! when asked if he is zui shou huan yin de?? den his respond is "ok lahhs, horhhs?? ok lahhs." den ask isit cuz he is chumby chumby de, cute cute de? den he say "wo zhi dao wo fei lahhs, wo zhi dao" is like SO CUTE!!! btw, he is NOT fat. is just bringing out his cuteness!!! ((:
omg. i m loving it zhiyang MORE N MORE!!!

校园SUPERSTAR, COMFIRM 就是他《智阳》!!!

wheex! guess people, where i m back frm at this time?? HAHA!! my SCHOOL CONCERT!! kuo chuan presbyterian secondary school EVER OWN 1st CONCERT! COOL!! lols. kcpss presents "..." lols.

let me report my day lols. 4pm at bishan mrt wait for yvonne aka von n cy. cy was here 1st, surprisingly. lols. then went to bugis. wasei. jeris just suddenly appear lorhhs! gosh, jian gui ah! lols kidding lahhs. we go take neoprint, n serious. i look like a ghost. lols. after dat me cy n jeris go mac eat. von, haha, go eat V8 cafe the food. thanks goodness i didn eat the food there. sure make me broke de. lols. then go find clothes for von's fren. hahahas. then we rush to the mrt station. hahahas. we run lorhhs. so fun!! hahahas. when we reach there ah, see so many familar faces. saw mr ng 1st. cause, ermx, he is the most obvious one?? he is so tall lorhhs. then we make our way into the concert hall. omg so cool!!! 1st person i saw when in the concert hall. him. omg i can faint. urgh. but thanks goodness, we were led to our seats. hahahas. then the concert start. really, is so NICE lahhs.!! the whole thing was funny lahhs. when it ends, people start being enthu. lols. screams and claps could be heard when mr low came out to say his speech. lols. school song was sang last, to end off everything. this time, me cy n jeris were high. lols!! did i say that everywhere we go, also see him, including during break?? lols. nvm. jeris went mad lahhs. saw eugene, our psl last year, she called him lorhhs. =.= then he was hesitating if he shd say hi or not. he did lahhs. was like diao. lols. jeris is like, huh?? lolols. then we took mrt home, obviously. saw stella cherie n von's fren. on the way home keep talking to stella. lols. she sec 1 only lorhhs, taller then me le. sob sob. lols. then when reach my stop, i went straight to buy drink. i m thirrssstttyyy.!!! lols. then took bus home. n here blogging. sigh. zhiyang zhiyang zhiyang!!! when will u be online??? sigh!!!

tt all, my day. lols. bye then.

HI!! let me share wif all of u my eventful day today!!

hahahas!!! today ah, went out wif cy to douby ghaut the this fashion to buy blouse for 2ml de school esplanade concert. so qi dai lehhs!! cuz we saw part of the rehersal le. so cool lorhhs. hehes, esp the drama group. choose choose choose, still cannot find the shirt i like. in the end, still chose the blouse that i 1st chose, which make me look like conductor. =.= ok lame.

then rush down to marina sq, cause already 2.45 le. 3pm got ZHIYANG, renfred, geraldine and teresa at marina sq the golden village there!! by the time we reach there, after walking rounds n rounds, it was already 3.20 le. T_T so late. ahh but nvm. we went to register so that we can go in, then we ran up lorhhs. so excited lahhs. then in the cinema hall, pei fen, the host for the day, asked questions, then ans correctly de got give Golden Village the things. hahas, i noe the ans for ALLLLL zhiyang-related questions lorhhs, just that my fan ying too slow lahhs. T_T wadeva. then finally!!! THEY ARRIVED!! they were late, cuz stuck in traffic jam. then, OMG ZHIYANG SOOOO CUTE CAN?! is like, AHHHH!!!!!!! then they sang Campus Superstar the zhu da ge, then play a game, which i dunno how to play, and then they pick the lucky draw-ers!! omg! thanks god i wasn choosen. i will faint ah!! then e a/s start. wheex!! we sat there and sms VonJie until peifen say, left with 10mins then must stop le. i was like WAD?!!? then we quickly go queue. cuz vry scared cannot get signature. then queue half way, the location changed to the golden village, the registration counter there outside. waa~ the queue so short, but ha! good mahhs. then pull VonJie to queue too!!! she said "i look like being forced by u(which means me) to come de lehhs" lols. dun care. then infront of them (CSS) tt time ah, i so excited till dun dare shake zhiyang hand and dun dare to talk to any of them nia. lols. then i go hit yvonne cuz too jing zhang le, think zhiyang got see??? i dunno, is yvonne say he look up abit. then actually wanna queue up 2nd time de, so took out e mag (we at 1st sign poster), then suddenly a man(i think is renfred e dad) look at us lorhhs. SCARY LAHHS!! but hor, the person dun let us queue le. so nvm. then they leave tt time ah, go into the airconditioned place. we ah, mean me cy n yvonne, more smart lahhs!!! got short cut to carpark dun wan use, go follow them for wad?! lols. we use short cut, at the bus there wait lorhhs. then they come out le!! ekk!! then suddenly, saw a camera shooting at us!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! we ran behind a car n hide there nia. scary lorhhs!! then when they in the bus, no fans there yet!! ONLY US!! OMG!! then keep taking pix!! zhiyang smiled for us to take pix, renfred is like, sha xiao , but v cute too. i think zhiyang MORE cute lahhs. lols. then suddenly one whole grp of fans come down. finally lahhs. lols. then YVONNE LOH HUI FANG!!! call my name SO LOUD!! inside the bus also can hear de lorhhs!! EKKK!!! nvm. forget it. SO FUN LAHHS!!

then everything end, we go mac eat. we hungry + thirsty lahhs. lols. eat finish den slowly walk to mrt then reach home le lorhhs.

OMG! I LOVE THIS DAY! IT RAWKS!!!!!!!! for, ZHIYANG, is like a sun in my life, which brighten up my days!! he adds more colours to my life!! LOLS!!

okie. till then. nothing to blog about, SO FUN!! WHEEX!! 2ml is school esplanade concert day le. yvonne fren gonna give us free food!! wheex!! hehes. bye!! (((:

hello. today nothing exciting lahhs. but for one thing, i m scared of everything related to someone now. i dunno lahhs. just will suddenly jump. haix. hope wad i predict is real lahhs. sigh.

today had sec 1s enrolement ceremony. very fast end lehhs!! so goodd~ for once, i like guides. lols. kidding lahhs. guides 2pm start. den we roll call, den is like, omg, 30mins, almost to 1hr, for just roll call lorhhs. =.= then we did the ceremony. at 1st, i thought it was just rehersal, but when i saw ms teo pinning the enrolement badge on the scarf of the sec 1s, then i noe is for real. =.= ok. lols. then got group photo. cause everytime when guides got achievements, everytime put photos of the graduated guides. so is like so out dated. lols. then after that go home le. oh did i say i look SUPER WEIRD in 2 plaits?? ok, no i didn. but i look REALLY SUPER WEIRD wif 2plaits lahhs. lols.

... really lahhs, nothing to say today. hahas. ok lahhs. so stop here lorhhs. bye.

jeris. i no words to describe u. lols. but haix, urs isnt as bad as mine yet. hahas. nvm. i m tired, physically, today. i dunno why. i m like, gaa!! when is my bedtime?? i m tirrreedddd~~ lols.

got back my science class test(2) result lerrhs. got 25.5/30. urgh. i hate my results. )): I WANT MY GOOD RESULT. aww~ ok i noe u people will be like, ahh, not bad wad. why ask for more?? MY ANS. URGH!! someone, i dunno whu, tried to bargain for more marks, and, in turn, cause those people whu initially got wrong for qn1 Section B, really lose 1 mark. SO, i m suppose to get 26.5/30 if i didn minus that 1 mark. URGH. ok forget it. nvm.

today also kept day dream also. day dream- about many things lahhs. #1 incident that happen over msn last night. hehes!! lols.
#2 *secret i wun tell u!! BLEHHS. xp HAHAHAs.
#3 zhiyang, adriano.
hahas. i just, uum. hope people will stop spreading rumous. and, stop making up stories. can tell lahhs, e stupid story that cherie told me, is FAKE. i wun fall for it. HAHAHAS.

nvm. shall heed my tuition's teacher advise. xD hehes.

ok i gotta go. my ppstream jam again. urgh! bye.

just did a D&A personality report. click http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=XNQXSoLmWdMVhab-FF-AAAAA-fab0&u=4ff3461888da to view the results. i myself also haven read finish yet lahhs. hahas.

anw, i got shanwei's bloggie also!! YEEK!! I M JUMPING FOR JOY!!! lol. i will link him soon!! YEA!! gtg wqyl starting in a few minutes time. bye.

was math activity day today, for the sec 2s. fun nia. i love the puzzle challenge!! yea.

my grp, means wif jeris and cy, did the wadeva thing, that require us to follow the clues given and put the repective pieces of beads into the correct boxes. is fun lahhs, for the 1st few, but the last few, it was bad.

then, went for recess, after that continue with math activity. this time, is the puzzle challenge!! it tests our IQ too, which currently prove my IQ sucks. yeek. nvm. but still, i enjoy it!! next was, wad we call paper work. is like normal worksheets they gave us lahhs. but it is. err.. too difficult. my brain can burst anytime!! nah nvm. and soon enuf, is the explaination cum prize giving time. explaination for some puzzle challenge stuff, like how to get that ring out of that etc. then prize giving, giving away prizes for the highest points.

hahas. i dun think we will get lahhs, wif 2PEACE around, and wif smart people in my class. but heyhey!! like wad i said. miracle do happen!! i dunno wad happen exactly lahhs, but, me jeris n cy were playing happily, suddenly our names were called. we were like, freeze in our awkward positions. lol. we dun even noe the prize were for wad, and we dunno we got the wad position lorhhs.

frankly speaking, i would rather not get the prize. reason being VERY simple. i hate the stage, it give me the creeps. alright, in other words, i have stage fright. yah yah, i this kind of people also got stage fright, maybe that wad u people were thinking lahhs, but obviously!! like wad i say in the last post, i pei fu those CCS contestance, for not having stage fright and sing like they are in their own world.

i go up also not perform, only take prize, den scared till like that. LOL!! ok wadeva. still take pictures lorhhs!! i dun mind if we were taking with ZhiYang, Adriano, YuYang(i included him for Jeris' sake), or 5566, 183club, 2moro, or any of our idols. but hey! is like, lame. taking wif a teacher, when is like, nothing important. LOL!! but nvm. hahaha.

and oh yahhs!! my class, 2LOVE, i currently conclude, WE ROCKS! we got many prizes lorhhs!! more then 2PEACE!! wheex!! hehes. YES WE ROCKS!! thanks, smart people for bringing us the glory. LOL!!

renfu still have not update his bloggie. aww~ sad. but is okie, since he really make this effort of updating it 3times yesterday! m proud to know that, renfu is such a hardworking and considerate person!!

ok i m getting lamer and lamer each day. HA HA HA! bye then, before i really become lunatic. bye!

got back my math result. hehes. got 21 / 25 after adding the 1 mark in. LOL!! ok lahhs. is just term1 work, it definitely gonna get tougher, but i noe, i can do it!! ok craps.

wad watching CCS ytd. like i said, it is my 1st time watching. wad can i say?? adriano and zhi yang's performance is the BEST of the BEST~!!! aww. why adriano out?? it should be renfred lahhs. seriously, if adriano and zhi yang compete together in the finals, is definitely gonna be more interesting!!! YEA!

zhiyang, his voice, is comfortable and soothing to hear!! hees. trust my judgement lahhs, is always right, unlike some anonymous people, who goes around saying how renfu sucks. well i can tell you, this shows he or she doesn noe how to appreciate good stuff and have a VERY BAD TASTE!!! BLEHHS. and this person is bo liao lorhhs. say he or she doesn care a thing, and he or she still come n tag nonsencical and pointless tags. i never seen such person people lahhs.

really pei fu ALL the CCS contestances!! they all dare to stand on the stage and sing like they are in their own world. unlike me, stage fright. LOL!!

ZHIYANG, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! there is many people out there, supporting and believing in you!! dun gu fu adriano dui ni de qi wang!! like wad adriano said lahhs, you are our guan jun!!! YEA!!!

ok lahhs. den i gotta go. after pouring everything that i wanna say. ((: teehees. takkaire. bye.

i pick up a new career. lol of picking on people who insult ANY of my idols. hehes. is quite fun lehhs, if you look at a different point of view. hehes. i m mad i noe. i m trying to be a more cheerful person, like wad caho is now!!

currently watching CCS now. yea adriano turn!! gosh. this is the 1st time i watched CCS lahhs. lol . and adriano got 30 / 40 marks!! his singing really not bad lehhs!! gonna continue watching. hehes. the rest also not bad. just haven hear finish yet. hahas. singapore really got alot of potential singer. lols.

anyway. gotta go le. wanna continue watching. bye lorhhs.

the concert has successfully ended. renfu blogged too! hehes. he just said one sentence lahhs, but, m still happy. wheex! omg lorhhs!! ytd concert, xiao dao went lorhhs!!! grrr. rawrrrr. WE WANT XIAO DAO. ahhh nvm, xiao dao will come, sooner or later bahhs.


ahh wadeva. craps. bye then!

renfu rawks!!

i change my skin again. suddenly feel like looking at renfu. i dunno why. so this skin lorhhs. ahh it so freaky nice ehh?? i simply love it ah!!

never the less, i shall write out my day today.

morning 9.30, i woke up. it was still early, thus i went to use the computer. 1st thing i did, was to check renfu's blog!!! woot! is simply SO cool to haf my idol's blog URL lorhhs!! wheex!! well, he said he gonna update today mahhs, so i went to check lorhhs. ahh no. he didn. maybe he is busy lahhs. then after slacking infront of the com, i got ready for school!

aiyah, went to bishan mrt to wait for 'em. woah, there are alot of policemen on duty?? is like all carrying guns lorhhs. wadeva. then they finally came and we proceeded to school. wakao. this funfair, alot people nia!! is like, OMG. we slack at 1st lahhs, but after a few people left, i started to pull people play. hahahas. then is like so cute lahhs, those kids.

then i left at around 4pm. i m suppose to leave at 5pm lorhhs. NVM, i care the least lahhs. is like, PLEASE LAHHS, that oh-so-big-bossy gal is not even here lorhhs, and she still can clock in 20HOURS OF CIP?! HELL LAHHS. i hack care and left early too. BLEHHS~!!

then, obviously i left. then home to check renfu's bloggie!! he UPDATED!! yea. but to tell us his new blog URL lahhs, cuz the worker go key in the wrong URL for him, so he remake lorhhs. yea, but never the less, i m still happy that he updated lo!!

hahas. now waiting for him to update about the concert. hehes. renfu just rawks alright!! people, accept the fact that he really simple rawks!! blehhs!!

ZAX WANG RENFU ROCKS!!!

永恋仁甫，永远仁甫，永挺仁甫，最爱仁甫.

i m feeling all teary again. why must 56 go china to film the show? why must it be MORE then half a year?? why? i really will miss them de lorhhs. i cried practically everytime i think, of them leaving. is painful lahhs.

I REALLY MISS 56! how i wish i can just follow them everywhere they go, like their souls. i already dun mind 56 spending more of their time and spent more sweat on taiwan fans then sg fans le lorhhs. then now this. why is the world coming to this kind of situation?? we carn even see them off that day lorhhs. not even 1 strand of their hair we also cannot see lorhhs. taiwan fans are already "crying" all over about their departure, then wad about us, sg fans??

56!!!! i really will miss them!!!! 6MONTHS ALRIGHT! IS NOT 6SECS, 6MINS, 6HOURS, OR 6DAYS LEHHS!! IS MONTH LORHHS!!!! WTH.

56我会非常的挂念你们的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll never let you see 從不讓你看見
The way my broken heart is hurting me 心碎對我的折磨
I've got my pride 我很驕傲知道如何隱藏
And I know how to hide all my sorrow and pain 所有的傷悲跟痛苦
I'll do my crying in the rain 在雨中哭個痛快
If I wait for stormy skies 如果等到暴風雨的天候
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes 你就不會知道我如雨的淚You'll never know that I still love you so 你將不會知道我如此愛你
Though the heartaches remain 雖然心還隱隱痛著
I'll do my crying in the rain 只能在雨中哭個痛快
Raindrops falling from heaven 雨從天上落下
Could never take away my misery 卻帶不走我的落魄
But since we're not together 從我們分手那天
I'll wait for stormy weather to hide these tears 我就在等著暴風雨
I hope you'll never see 希望你不會看見我強忍的淚
Someday when my crying's done 或許哪天我哭完了
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun 我會帶著微笑走在陽光下
I may be a fool 我或許有點笨
But till then, darling 但親愛的你
You'll never see the complain 絕對不會看到我抱怨
I'll do my crying in the rain 讓我在雨中哭個痛快
I'll do my crying in the rain 讓我在雨中哭個痛快

this song describe my feelings right now. I WILL MISS THEM ALOT ALOT ALOT, A MILLION TRILION TIMES!!!

i choose to hide. hide from bad comments. i just HATE IT alot, when those remarks were made from my dearest friend. whu she think she is lahhs?! so dun blame me for ignoring you.

i m in a bad mood today. bye then.

14 03 06

woke up at 8. den met cy n jeris at interchange at around 8.30 at school busstop. ms lim sat the same bus as me. scary nia. lol didn want to go to school de lorhhs. so sian-ed lahhs alright. but paid $40 just for it le, so must as well go. sigh. wasn really looking forward to it lahhs. wadeva. reach there ah, everyone so dead like that. the trainers ask us questions ah, den we like no responds, just stare at them. after that do hands-on thing. 1st hands-on is 1.) egg yolk remover 2.) fish scale remover 3.) photoframe 4.) i forget le. hehe.
my grp did photoframe. had totally no clue wad to do lahhs, although it look easy. in the end, i came out wif one totally, completely mad idea. u use 1 plastic cup, and den cut 4 slits at e top there, den bend them, then become four legs. lol is suppose to be flat lahhs, but cannot lehhs, keep jumping. nvm, den cut 1 slit at e bottom to slot the photo in. den the trainer come and see ah, scare me lehhs. he say very fun cuz can jump. i was like diao lorhhs. anyhow make and think also fun, lol. hahaha!!!

den after that 1hr break, go mac eat. waa so full nia!! fries also cnt finish. nvm den 2nd hands-on do lightings. waa~!!! SO FUN!!! see tengwan jie do e lightnigs for a project ah, so pro, den come to us do ah, like ermx. a piece of shit lahhs. is like so fragile, never seen such fragile lamp before sia. lol but consider not bad lahhs, for first try. hahaha.

quite fun lorhhs. lol


15 03 06

today woke up darm early lahhs. for guides. SIANNED DIAO lahhs. then reach there do ladder and make tripot. fun nia. then after that got test on map. DIFFICULT LAHHS!!! i hate geog ok. nvm we last to finish. HAHAHA
deb OUTDOOR COOKING!!! wah our petrol slack at e beginning and e end. people start the fire le, den we still at e shade "sleeping" cuz e food not bought yet wad. den we cook quite fast lehhs. before 5pm we finish clearing up n everything le. so efficient. den we eat masmarllow wif chocolate!! YUM YUM!! nice lahhs, esp when chocolate is warm. NICE LAHHS.

den after that roll call, den tata home!! hahhas.

sigh 2ml nid to go back lahhs for dunno wad brifing for the fun fair. go to hell lahhs, we want our holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh! sat also go back for fun fair lahhs. URGH!!!!!

wadeva. gtg le . lol

(sorry for the lines. i carn undo them)

hello. 5 more days to 56 concert in taiwan. I WANT TO GO!!!!! aww. we can buy me air ticket to and fro taiwan, plus concert ticket?!?! haix. audrey jie de god brother can go lorhhs. EVNY NIA!!

haix. i m starting to cry again. why?? 56 is in wqyl now, and it reminds me of 56 going to china le!! waa!!!!!!!! renfu say is more den 6 month lorhhs!! MISS THEM LAHHS!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haix. i wun be updating this few days i think. tired. bye.

train of thoughts

i couldn sleep last night. thus i was thinking. for dunno wad reason, a sentence just inspired me. "learnt from your past mistake" it just popped into my brain. hahas. just as i was thinking, my father broke my train of thoughts. :/ ok nebbermind, the more i carn sleep. kept thinking, but i forgot wad i thought le. lol. and suddenly, i fell asleep 0.o okie lol, i m lame.

watch aqmfs yesterday that i dl-ed. oh gaa!! is such a nice show!!! my tears flow non-stop when mingdao cried. oh gosh. really, it is a recommended show by me!!

but wadeva. i m SICK!! oh gee. sick at this period of time?! ahh!!! my throats HURTS alot alot alot!!! when my throat hurts, my disobedient ear will hurt wif it too. GAA!! help.!!

sad-ed. 2moro is coming soon. yea! but i do not noe why, i should be happy, not sad. i haf this feeling of wanting 2moro to come N-O-W, NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh. anyone can break my xiang si bing record le. lol wadeva. fans of 2moro, join my msn group!! my msn group members are coming together to support them when they are here as a mini "fc" i stress, is just an unofficial fc, ok not really a fc lahhs. lol.

ok. enuf le. i gonna nurse my throat. bye.

how un-civilised can a singaporean be? and i just learnt the meaning of "singaporean are kiasu."

i went for my dental appointment today, followed by lunch and den suntec city. i was like "OY MY GOSH! goodness gracious, i NEVER IN MY LIFE saw SOOOO many people!!" why so many people, trying to step over a small, poor me?? because of the IT fair! they are having a discount of selling IT stuff like computers printers etc. is like, Oh PLEASE LAHHS! sell during normal days without discount, i DUN see people buying lorhhs. den discount available, the WHOLE singapore rush down and buy, as if they VERY long nebber see those stuff, or they are so DESPERATE to get 1 lahhs. aiyoh, i also wun like that lorhhs. wad for mingle wif the crowd when you noe you are gonna get trampled? sigh.

nebbermind about this. dun care le lahhs. then next week, is HOLIDAY!! yea, holiday that require us to go back to schooll practically everyday?! must as well cancel dat 1 week of holiday!? sigh. monday go back for guides. wednesday go back for D&T lesson. Thursday go back for guides. Saturday go back for funfair. haiyah!! i meeting my online friend de lorhhs. now go back for dunno wad stupid thing. freak lahhs.

hate all these lahhs. then when there is no school on that day of the esplanade rehersal, we were all so happy lahhs. and they tell us got math enrichment class. reason: dat day nothing to do for some of us mahhs. so math enrichment to fill up our day. HA! we wanna go back and sleep ah!

walao. wad is this?! i carn take this anymore. why is my life turning for the worst?! creep.

haiyah. enug le lahhs. till then.

lock me up in an empty room, wif only 4 walls.
let me do some self reflection.
i bet, i will count many unhappiness more then happiness.
this year really sucks. sigh.
is like, urgh!!

the surface look ok and calm.
but underneath it shows the truth,
of our friendship, disrupted
wad the cause of it??
a boy, a stupid boy.
spent more time on studies instead on him please.
its ok to be mad over him at times,
but not always please
but is not ok,
when you spent time away unmeaningfully, wastefully,
just on him.
time is precious, if you do not noe.
this is our streaming year, if you haf not notice.
just quit wadeva you are doing, is tiring alright.
just because of him, you two decided to gif up this friendship, izit?
although you dun think so, but thru all your action, i can tell.
imagine, someone repeating his name infront of you, repeatedly
how would you feel??
irritated yea??

i m just pouring out all my inner most thoughts, calmly now.
no use getting fustrated over this, i m tired enuf.
i dun like to scream at you two, or get pissed off infront of you two.
but just consider and put in thoughts of wad i said.

i am really tired of this busy week. both mentally and physically.
i m losing my sleep, over school.
i m losing my mind, over tests.
i m losing my old cheerful self, over him.
i m losing everything, over everything.

guides always ruin my day, i dunno why. we had the enrolement ceremony rehersal. is like, oh please. why come out wif new pattern when you are not sure of the sequence. just use the old one, is ok wad. wad wrong wif the old one?? sigh. spent practically 1 hr for roll call, 2 hrs on the rehersal itself. den 1 hr for the fun fair thing. please lahhs, i come for guides to relieve stress, to enjoy wad the had in plan for us, but not more stress and fustration. we are suppose to haf games today. yea, turn out to be drills the whole day. wad is this? i can see that npcc is having much more fun then wad we are hafing lorhhs. sigh. i dunno lahhs. isit a mistake to join guides in the first place?? urgh. i m loving hating it.

wadeva. i haf enuf.

ok, i m really really tired. till then.