
(look at the box-ed sentence)
yes, i feel exactly like how he was feeling that time. 失落、 不知所措 . i just feel utterly disappointed in myself, like, not being a good friend and stuff. history is gonna repeat, anytime. a friend will know how to comfort, how to share the burden, how to encourage others. but me? yeah, i know none of them. i make people feel worst, i make their burden even heavier. how i wish i never exist. if i dont exist, i dun think jeris will ever feel like how she felt just now, she might even feel better and happier.
pouring out all my innermost thoughts in this blog doesn help me to feel better, but the opposite. it just reflects on how im not a good friend only. it make me feel worst. i just wish someone will lend me ___ shoulder. i just feel that im such a terrible friend.
i have totally no mood to blogged what happen today, even though i saw 8310. maybe, i wont even blog what happen today.
8310, chonghu, gan and etc. sorry for my.... weird attitute just now. i just felt so dumb lah.
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My life is 64% perfect
[ x ] You know someone that cares about you. parents? my cousins ((:
[ ] You have a bf/ gf/ fiancee/ husband/ wife.
[ ] You have your own room. but i dont sleep there
[ x ] You own a cell phone.
[ x ] You get good grades. how good is good?
[ x ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player. my ipop with 8310's signature ((:
[ x ] Your parents are still married. ... obviously
[ ]You have more than 2 best friends. exactly 2
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard. i hope so
[ x ] You live in a house. duh, den where you wanna me to stay?
T O T A L: 6
[ x ] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a wk. it depends
[ x ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. yes im in my room now =.-
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month. it depends actually.
[ x ] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ x ] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have. huh?
[ x ] You have been to a concert. my 1st concert was last year's 56 de!! ((: and zpop, live it up '05, and de national day de. this yr is my sch ever 1st concert
[ x ] You laugh more than twice a day. mad fishes do laugh alot
T O T A L: 6
[ x ] You have over 100 friends on friendster. think so.
[ x ] You have pictures on friendster.
[ x ] You get allowance. yes if not how m i going to eat?
[ x ] You collect something normal. yes! like 5566 cds?
[ x ] People don't make fun of you to be mean. hack! i dunno!
[ ] You look foward to go to school.
[ x ] You don't wish you were someone else. dunno.
[ x ] You play a sport. do running everywhere counts?
[ x ] You do something after school. yes, thats is to get home?
[ x ] You shower daily. i practice hygiene kae!
T O T A L: 9
[ ] You own a car. hoho! if i ever drive a brand new car, 1 sec later, it will become an old car =.-
[ x ] You usually don't fight with your parents. NO! i dun fight. =.-
[ x ] You're healthy. maybe?
[ x ] You are happy with your appearance. not so. but still okay.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life. failed history last yr.
[ x ] You have friends.
[ x ] You have so many inside jokes with friends. err ya?
[ x ] You know your parents care and love you.
T O T A L: 6
[ ] You know what is going on in the world. not really.
[ x ] You care about so many people.
[ ] You are happy with your life. not so.
[ x ] You usually aren't sick. see im healthy! ((:
[ x ] You know more than one language. english and chinese ((:
[ x ] You have a screen name. fish
[ ] You own a pet. i want a hamster!!
[ ] You know the words to more than 5 songs. i only noe yi shou jian dan de ge and hao jiu bu jian
[ ] You don't have many enemies. dunno? none of business anyway.
[ x ] You are happy you're living. though im not not so happy with my life, im happy that i live! ((:
T O T A L: 5
GRAND TOTAL : 32
Now count up the number and multiply by 2.
Then repost saying " My life is **% perfect"
saw this in ying's blog. yea.
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