everything starts from me.
jeris, please get this into ur head. THINK, DONO, and NOT COMFIRM. please lah, thats all.. yes yes, dont think too much lah -.- and he din made up his mind
ok forget it, i dont even noe what you're trying to say in ur blog, but i sort of get it after reading twice. urm.. hmmm call me if u can, before wed. i wanna noe what u really feel, in a less complex manner, and .... i've something to say too. yes.

hmmmm, i dono. why am i so calm now? hmmm maybe i din think too much, that is. like, dono. i treat it like... AHHHHH I NEED A PASSWORD FOR MY BLOG IMMEDIATELY!! SOMEONE GIVE ME DE CODINGS NOW!!!!!!!!!! i need a UN-HACKABLE PASSWORD. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! i need to fa xie somethings in my blog, yet i cant do it. argh!

i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password

ok forget it. jie i need to talk to u. i know u and joanna told me about it le, i understand what u all trying to tell me. but... u wont understand how i feel. i mean, my friendship with jeris is more important. yeah. JIE!! but ... i don think this friendship would be affected? yah, somehow, i think, it wont. hmm JIE!!!

hmmm.... my parents read my smses again. like walao. so wth can. i hate it lah!!!!! URGH!!!!!!!! like, what rights do u have to infringe mine?! like, i cant infringe urs, den why u can?!?!?! argh forget it. im going to ERASE all my smses. they are always in my mind, u cant possible rip my brain apart and read the smses right?! thats it. if this is what you guys want.

im sick. flu + cough. ahhh it was sore throat at first, and after i wake up, it became cough -.- ok nvm. ahhhh i feel so sick lah!! but.... I LOVE PLAYING IN DE RAIN! lols. waaa~ i feel like playing in de rain again. lols! =D

hmmm yeah. surprisingly i can wake up before 12. cos usually i wake up AFTER 12 de. lols! =D achievement ar! lols .. hmmm. yi jen called me just now. im like, wt... sian diaos lah. haix. 10nov needa go back to set up booth. 11nov needa go back for south division day. and i need to think of a quiz, game, craft or wadsoever for de brownies to complete. then .. i need to think of a guides ques in the guides handbook for 'em too. i was like, HUH?! brownie answering guides questions? urm.. ok nvm. den den den, ME AND JERIS IS TENDING DE SAME STALL!!!! i think. hehes. cos kingfisher and sunflower ma. unless yijen say wrongly or i listen wrongly. LOLS! =D wheeee, jeris, first time in history mrs tang or ms teo allow our petrols to work together leh. hahaha!!! =D yay!!!! hees.

hmmm yeah. den.. yah. counting down, 5 more days (:

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1) single,taken,crushing?
crushing.

2)are you happy with your life now?
sort of, i think, hahas?

3)when you meet the right person,will you fall for him/her fast?
i dono, don think so bah.

4)have you had your heart broken?
err, not really broken la HAHAHs.

5)do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
urm, see for what reason 1st, but, i don think i believe xD LOLS

6)would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
yes, can still be friends ma.

quote:

A MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL
PERSON, AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, A DAY
TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN AN ENTIRE LIFE
TO FORGET THEM.

unquote.

7)have you talk to another person about marriage before?
no. i dont think so

8)do you want children?
huh, dono?

9)how many?
too young to decide. HAHAS

10)would you consider adoptiont?
dono?

11)if someone like you right now,what do you think will let you know his/her feeling?
huh, i dono. i noe only when he confess. LOLS. (:

12)do you enjoy getting into relationship?
dono. not in one yet

13)be honest.what did you and your ex did?
nothing. no ex. WAHAHAHAS

14)do you believe love in first sight?
errr not really now

15)are you romantic?
dono.

16)do you believe you can change someone?
urm, sometime yes, sometime no.

17)do you easily give in when you're fighting?
huh, depends

19)do you have feeling for someone right now?
err yah.

20)have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
urm, i think so.. :/

21)have you broken a heart?
dunno lehs~

22)one day if your bestfriend fall in love with him/her that you are deeply in love with,what would you do?
haix. why this again? urm.... let him choose bah?

23)are you missing someone right now?
yes.

24)have u regret anything now?
duh, of course

write down their names below.tag them in their blog to let them know and dont stop doing this survey..this survey has been going round,making people occupied..get started and the 5 lucky people are:

anyone lah. hahas

girls worst period of the month, and i had it worse this time round - continous cramps (or isit just stomach ache?)

2days le, and it still hurts. i dono what to do. then these few days, i keep wanted to sneeze, but i cant. -.- "

hmmm, last day of school today (: and abit sians la. hmmmm just feel, troubled for i dono what reason. i've thought it through, but i just dono why im feeling troubled for! haix. moodswings perhaps? or PMSing? i dono.

haix. im tired of everything. i wished nothing had happen.

im tired lah. bye

i don have de mood to blog today, but i realised i forgot to blog yesterday. so yada.

hmm had CCA day today. wasnt fun at all in the beginning, in fact, i was super sians. den slacked around den decided to help, since we had nothing to do. =D went around selling the bubble tea and some snacks. (: at first business was bad, but after which, it gets better. just when it was getting better, we are suppose to go up to de hall -.- ahh whatever.

like so omg can. i mean the performace that we had in the hall. yea i agree with tim. d*mb. lols. *opps no offence. but really, like so whatever lah. haiyo. i think they realise kcp girls CAN scream alot, and LOUD too. lols! hahahahas!

then had prize giving. 2love had 2nd place in basketball competition. =D wheeeee- and and and, for the horizontal challenge, 2love got the champ, and also, the fastest! faster den the sec 3s. wheeeee- hahahahas. omg, I LOVE 2LOVE! 2LOVE JUST ROCKS CAN! hahahas. opps. too high le. lols.

den went for my dental appointment. fell asleep while waiting. then came home. i hope de rain wont come again. i need to go down to photocopy my result slip, plus cy's forms. :X i spilt water on them and it's in a disaterous state now. IM SUPER SORRY!! eek!

hmmm. yea. thats all. cya? hahas

wheeeeeeee- superDUPER high!! wheeeee (GET HIGH!) lols.

got back my result le. am really please le. (:

english - C5
chinese - B3
math - A1
science - A1
geog - B4
history - B4
lit - B3
d&t - A1
home econ - B4
art - B4
Civics & moral ed - A
music - A
PE - B
project work - A2

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee- HAHAHHAHHAS! hehes.

yea. then after that came home w cy. she stayed till 8pm. den my mom came back, had KFC. yea yea! my appetite came back! =D

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About guys, Turned ON, OFF, or DC (Don't care)

Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: OFF
Wears braces: DC
Has blue eyes: ON
Has green eyes: OFF
hazel eyes: huh wad's hazel?
Brown eyes: ON
Drinks alcohol: DC
Wears glasses: DC
Smokes: OFF
Plays sports: ON
Smiles a lot: ON
Calls you just to say Hi: ON
Compliments you: ON (must be honest opinion lah! xD)
Good dancer: ON
Wears jewelry: DC
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON
Has brown hair: ON
Has black hair:ON
Has blonde hair: DC
Has red hair: DC
Makeup: OFF
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON
Loyal: ON
Plays guitar: ON
Plays drums: ON
Sing: ON
He's buff (muscles): DC
He can draw: ON
Easily jealous: dono? OFF ba
Doesn't eat meat: my business meh? lols
Doesn't eat vegetables: ehh its his business :X
Has a tattoo: DC
Has a lip ring: OFF
Has tongue ring: DC

yea got it from phoebe's jie blog =D anyone as bored can do. lols. actually my ans isn as accurate la, cos i dono also -.- yea. =D

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changed of blogskin. yes, but im still not satisfied. -.- i have that inspiration, but i just cant produce it. ARGH! okay nevermind.

spoke to jeris just now, and we just *boom* everything out. and for dono what reason, we started laughing -.- okay lame luh. but still, i feel bad. that's is it.

haix. super sian ar. 2 more days, my report book. haix. im scared. haix.

im overwhelmed with emotions now. moodswings, perhaps. i dono. i feel troubled. i feel confused. just because of me, just because i was too rush, i made things turn for the worse. no, not for the best but the worse. i've no idea what to do. i cant collect back my words. i dono. I DONO! i just feel like crying. because of me, i made him feel bad too. i don want this to be happening. why just one small problem can turn out so .. complicated? why? i hate this. i don feel good as well. how? i hope this wont affect my friendship with jeris. i hope not, if not the bonds that we share and strengthed for the past 1, going to 2 years, and plus the period of time in taiwan, would have gone to waste. no, we're not going to fall out with each other, maybe, i should just ..... give way. im the obstacle. I DONO LAH. i hate this. i really hate this. haix. maybe.... i shouldn even appear lah. YVONNE LOH! you said you are a "love expert" (-.-") can help me, please? help me to forget. haix JIE I REALLY DONO WHAT TO DO! jie, i ..... dono lah.

arh. fa xie abit. nothing nice. don have to read. i've decided not to turn to andy as its more of personal problem, plus he doesn even reply me, so whatsoever -.-"

jeris, can we... dont fan lian with each other, when "that" time comes?

ehh, had math activity day today. one thing i don understand, why kill my interest for math. it was super boring can! i hope it was ms lim lah, her one's are so much nicer lols. =D was feeling super sian in class. hahas.

yay yay yay!!! MOVIE! i wanna watch movie!! it was like, what, months ago since i watched a movie can! hees. i remembered de last time i watched was in marina square? after signing up for nui nai dance class with jeris (: hees. super looking forward lar. lols. =D

really hope i din tell him. i hope history wont repeat itself again. i really hope it wont. im scared lah. i suffered for 2years le. i don wanna suffer again. haiya. its all my fault lah, why did i even tell him. haix. nevermind, whatever the case is, im letting jeris to have the piority first. (:

ohh. den after sch today, went to j8 again hees. ate mac this time round, den ate that jap thingy again (: then, walk here and there laughing with jeris -.- yeah. when we were in mac, we saw this little cute boy. he is SO cute la! he kept tapping jeris' back and keep smiling at us. lols. HE IS SO CUTE! then, when he was about to leave, he said bye to us, and he *muack* us. LOLS. OMG SO CUTE! he is foreigner bah? i think so. lols. he has handsome features lah lols. =D

yeps. ok lah. gtg le cya.

hmmm went to a charity home for a visit. was not quite good, i should say? everything was disorganised and stuff? but we had a good time. (: communication problem ar! best solution? SMILE! yes, just smile -.- we interacted, played games and stuff. (: sang a last song for the old folks and we left.

went back to school, and were released. went to J8 kfc for our early lunch, and den went back to school. see 'em play the piano. lols. was not feeling too good luh. just suddenly feel, confuse and stuff. i dono what to do. after that went to mac to buy ice cream! hehes. and came home

yeps.

i REALLY dono what to do. i don wanna let the person noe. but im scared something i don wan to happen. but ... I DONO LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i almost had a heartattack just now. i just woke up from my sleep, and was lying down for a while, and i received vonnie's sms. i was like, omg! SOUL REALLY AT STUDIO WU AR?! i rushed to my room and called her lor. -.- talk on the phone with vonnie till her reception was poor. hees. okay, back to today.

we had a super long 'presentation' from mr low this morning, about our 'report card'. its mainly on our progress over the year. yeps. of course, if there are good remarks, there're bad remarks too. no one is perfect (: haix, i should have choose not to listen to him when he was on bad remarks -.- it only made me scared when im going home alone la. BAAAAA- oh! our school REALLY gonna change uniform le. omg. but i hope it'll be nice. (: plus, its a tuck out version!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE- hahas. tuck out leh! lols

after that, we went to the auditorium for sec2 combination briefing. it stretched till our END of recess time. wth lah. i don even understand a thing lah. okay, maybe some -.-

then we had recess, DUH, if not if my gastric acts up again i complain ar! (opps. hees joking nia :X) then went to the hall after recess. we had movie screening lah, but its all in french -.- there're english subtitle, but im lazy to read lols. but i think, the story is about this guy who is a teacher in this particular school. he set up the choir (the principle was strongly against the idea of it, but let him have a try) then he helped many students out of trouble, but that dumbwitted principle refused to listen to him -.- he was eventually fired, and his choir was disbanded. then this little cute guy went after him and ... i dono le. i din watch the last part. LOLS. hees.

so yeps. =D

hahas. okay la. bye! (:

I WANNA SEE SOUL. i miss 'em, and him.

heys. im not gonna talk about my result. the word RESULT just make my blood boils, so forget about it.

had sexuality course today. i was grossed out lah, but most of the time, i was falling asleep. hees. im just feeling sleepy (: yeps.

then went to J8 for lunch with cy and jeris. after eating, we strolled out and guess what? we saw xu zhen rong outside!! he was fliming some show, apparently, and then, we decided to ask him for signature after a long time. hees. oh, obviously by that time, he finished flimming le. yeps.

then after that, saw vonnie and her fren, and stella appeared behind me. scary can. when i was in the train, lucky cy and jeris. they saw khim and yi yuan. i was like, WTH! i so wanted to take de next train back, but awww~ i wanted to come home. so asked 'em to help me get the signature. yeps.

hmmm. i treat him just like my elder brother, so do not let your mind run wild yeah? hahas. (those people should know who im referring too yea? hahas) thats the fact. give him my number, i doubt he even care. (: so yeps.

i have this weird feeling these days. i do not know what's that. i don wish to tell people (including you, jeris, and you, cy) what's or who's that yet, till i comfirm my.... urm, weird feeling? hahas, yeps. so yah. =D

okay lah, thats it le. (: see ya!

yeps went to junction 8 today with cy. went to slack around lah hahas. bought my hair accessories. came home and made de forum for SOUL. see de things until headache la. comp lag + plus i don understand a thing. waaa. but now ok le.

SOUL FANS, PLS JOIN!! http://solelysoul.proboards104.com/index.cgi thank you!!

yeps, my baby cousin is borned today!! (: Baby David! hahas. (: he must be adorable la. too bad i cant see him, he is in hongkong now )): waaaa~ lols

ok lah gtg. cya!

i snipped off my hair. yeah. to shoulder lenght, the sight of seeing ur hair being snipped off is like knives piercing into my heart la. waaa but still ok lah hahas.

yah thats all for today? i think? hahas. yah..

cya

i just added achieve in my blog (: looked through the past entries. sheesh. how fast one person matures. im not thick skin or wad. but really. to think i hate twiitiishh people, i myself typed like one last time =.- hehes.

moodswings lately. one moment im high, de next moment im down. then de next moment im happy. =.-

i wanna change skin. to something im REALLY satisfied with. but i've no inspiration. baaa -

ok, till then, then. cya!

today, marked the end of the exam! .... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! wahahahas. went to ENJOY myself after the paper.

things i did (in order) :
- went to pastamania
( i ) ate ham and mushroom pizza, shared with cy and jeris

- went to take neoprint (: nice! but too pinky le. hehes.
- went to buy chocolate from ntuc
- went to takopachi to eat bacon and chesse ball. hehes. nice lor
- walking around j8 up and down
- went to Bishan library
- toapayoh interchange
- toapayoh library de busstop there.

then came home le!! wahahahas. shuang - lols.

yeppies. pastamania pizza is nice! yeps! lols. go try if u haven! hehes. den yeps. thats all for now bah? tomorrow till sun i no need to go to school, SHUANG DAO - hahaS! LOLS.

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baaa- i remembered something. walao. cy, ur NICE idea hor?! cows. in public places say THAT kinda thing. lucky don have his fans. =.- BAAAAAAAAAAA-
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cya guys. celia is HIGH!!

random pictures.

cant see the logo? here's is an enlarged version (see below)

hahas. MINGDAO!

things that my host in taiwan gave to me. so sweet of 'em! i love 'em loads! =D

the above are from taiwan (: the below are absolutely RANDOM


my absolutely mocha birthday cake '06. oh-so-sinful ^^"


neoprints that me and jeris took


after tidying my book shelf. (:


JJ's BIG poster (:


my 3 posters. left to right: calender. 5566. 5566.
oh and a singapore flag. im a true singaporean kae! (typical one too -.-) oh and saw that brown dog? one of jeris' most favourite toy in my room (:


5 more posters (: left to right: 2moro, 5566, energy, 5566, 183club. saw that white dog there? thats jeris' MOST favourite toy in my room (:

and the xia chang of the two poor dogs? (see below)



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hahas. told u im random today. lols. abit lost of senses today due to a crazy night/sleep. left at 2+am to TRY to finish studying the whole science book (but dint), and busying yg/blog-hopping. -.- woke up at 11am. lols. ok, more then enough of sleep i noe. lols.

yeps. oh another picture. (:

http://img81.imageshack.us/my.php?image=souljustisentrysg2.jpg

an extract frm Justis' blog entry in SOUL's blog. his entry is totally chimology lah. baa- but hahas.

okay lah. shall go back to do litespeed assignments ler. cya guys. i'll be back.. urm, again, but i dono when. sheesh.

my past life diagnosis

I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Portugal around the year 1625. Your profession was that of a teacher, mathematician or geologist.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:Inquisitive, inventive, you liked to get to the very bottom of things and to rummage in books. Talent for drama, natural born actor.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:The world is full of ill and lonely people. You should help those, who are less fortunate than you are.

ANDY'S

I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern New Guinea around the year 1200. Your profession was that of a dancer, singer or actor.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:You had the mind of a scientist, always seeking new explanations. Your environment often misunderstood you, but respected your knowledge.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:Your lesson is to study, to practice and to use the wisdom that lies within the psychological sciences and in ancient manuscripts. With strong faith and hard work you will reach your real destiny in your present life.

JUSTIS'
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Arctic around the year 700. Your profession was that of a dramatist, director, musician or bard.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:You were a sane, practical person, a materialist with no spiritual consciousness. Your simple wisdom helped the weaker and the poor.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:You should develop your talent for love, happiness and enthusiasm and you should distribute these feelings to all people.

ALFRED'S

I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Israel around the year 475. Your profession was that of a artist, magician or fortune teller.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:As a natural talent in psychology, you knew how to use your opportunities. Cold-blooded and calm in any situation.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:Your task is to learn, to love and to trust the universe. You are bound to think, study, reflect, and to develop inner wisdom.

can go to http://www.thebigview.com/pastlife/ to find out yours. (:

i'll find out awi's and ishi's AFTER i find out when is their birthday. x( i admit, im NOT that familiar about SOUL. -.-

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history SUCKS BIG TIME.

i flunk it today

i was totally clueless for like, 80% of the paper

and im dead. *dead*


haiya. i hate history lah. im NOT gonna take history next year. NEVER. i'll take geog i tell you. i so freakingly hate history lah. i cried at the end of the paper. i don wanna fail!!!! haix.


hmmmm andy gave me oil. must treasure -.- diaox. but i scared i'll disappoint him with my history result lah haix. (anw, whats with his typing that day?)

i noe i shouldn be dwelling on this, what done cannot be undone. but, i feel so.. ass upset lah. my one week's of effort you noe, and this is what i got. my brain just totally screwed up, and i did not know the ans for like, many ques. haix. HOW?!

thats' it. happy mid-authmn festival everyone. enjoy yours, as i did not enjoy mine. bye

hahas, i had geog and math today. overall, it was relatively easy LOLS. de MCQ in geog is so totally common sense can? for example.

A reduction in de supply of plankton, will result in de reduction in de supply of ______
a) beef
b) pork
c) fish
d) vegetable

its so obvious right?! de answer is practically staring at you lor. lols. yeps.

and, during art, there were 2hrs. i completed my work within 1hr. and i started drawing SOUL for that next one hour. ha - ha will post it up when im completed with it. hehes. (:

yeps. tomorrow english le. hope will be easy too bah? yeps. JIAYOUS EVERYONE!

i declare war with exam -.-


(extracted frm Dance with Justis.)

ha . i do hope i can tahan before i go bonkes or something. sheesh.

2nd day of exam le. and my chinese sucks. sigh. it was ok at the beginning, like. when i first turn over to de 1st page, it was like, WOAH so easy. until i got stuck at the pathetic question 5. and after question 5? it was god darm difficult. yeah. thats nice hur? -.-

sigh. i don have that mood to study, i cant find my geog book!!!!! but luckily i brought back de notes but most of de notes is in de book. now what? i gonna flunk it le. good luck celia.

pfffts. im not in a good mood now. bye-

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i koped this from zhiyang's blog

A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

so then..

C - You're wild & crazy.
E - You have a nice ass
L - You live to have fun.
I - You get hyper easily.
A - Damn good kisser.

err okay. this is so UNTRUE. maybe excep de hyper n crazy part (:

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1st day of exam. it went well, but i did something foolish. i went to do all 4 questions when im only suppose to do 2. sigh, im dumb, yeah. =.- tomorrow is chinese, must ganbatte! i promised my aunty i'll get 6 A1s, like so impossible lah == (nvm i shall turn an impossible mission to possible, if i study hard enough == )

dono what's wrong with me this few days. i pierced my finger with my braces metal wire. it POKED deep in lah. f- lah. wtf is wrong with me?! my finger hurts lah. sigh.

okay fine, stop my grumbling le. waiting for andy's reply. ... *waiting in process. mugging in process. exam in process ==

(we must learn our A B C D E F G . G F E D C B A by heart ==)