oh man. i feel so bad. how can i actually forget what day it is today? hahas. yeah.

happy 9th birthday amanda!
mug hard for your end of year okie? hahas. after exam and you can enjoy! lols. you are my best cousin luh! =D hahas! loveloves!

and also.

happy halloween! =D
wheeeee- its a period for me to come out as an angmoh ghost, to scare people (especially people like andy -.-) lols

omg im seriously getting lamer each day lah LOLS. thanks to uhem uhem! hahas. nevermind, im not going to get a wheelchair or walking stick, but to get someone to carry me. LOLS. scarly that someone back/hand break ar. LOLS HAHAHAHAS. *opps i sound so mean to that someone these few days lols. nevermind, celia is high these few days also LOLS.

hmmmm. im in love with english songs now. hahas. (: not all english songs but just some special ones. sheesh lols. yeah yeah.

hmm, today is amanda's bday. poor her lah. now its her eoy. LOLS, i understand how she feels lah. i once celebrated my birthday during exam period too. no freedom ar. lol. hmmm hope i can call her soon bah, cos she is in school now, taking her whatever exam. lols. okie lah. shall end here? yeah, cya!

yups, i changed my skin, for now. hahas. nope, i did not make this skin, i got it from blogskins.com/ hahas. i admitted defeat, that my photoshop skills seriously is NOT up to standard, and that my inspiration is VERY limited.

totally heart this skin though, cos it protrays the mood and feeling i have now. hmm after yesterday chalet, i really miss 2love'06. 2 years down the road, we shared joy, laughter, and many other stuff. we went through alot, that i'll never forget. (:

the song too, brings out the i-miss-you-all feeling. hahas, got it from amanda lim's blog. hahas yeps.

i miss him too.

yeah. i know this area is kinda small, and that the pictures below are TOO huge. but anyway, too lazy to edit the size of the pictures. xD hahas. so yea. make do with it lah lols. till i really, seriously improve my photoshop skills, and that the inspiration will start flowing non-stop. lols. hahas. xD

yeah. (: so thats it bah. =D cheerios everyone!

i'll never forget the times we had together. i hearts 2love'06 for we rocks!

on our way to the resort. wheeeee-


peace peace! =D


me cy and jeris. figure out which leg is whose lols.


our stairway to heaven. hahas. i think the guys are preparing food. lols

what we do in our heaven

amanda chia teaching hui yun how to use a hair dryer. LOLS






(ignore the caption above :X)



hahas. us girls, slacking. while the guys.. (see below)





busying rescuing de fire lols.


hahahas jeris posed for this. thankies!


camera shy priscilla. hahas


2love'06 rocks. i love you guys! =D

the above pix are taken by ashvini. only those super blur pix is taken by me. =.- lols

hello people, im back! =D i indeed enjoyed myself, just that i could not really enjoy fully due to my flu cough and stuff. yea.

my dad decided to fetch jeris cy n me to pasir ris today, so we ended up reaching pasir ris very early. walked through de shopping mall many times and finally saw ash and gang. waited for the guys. we played with the ball wendy and the guys brought, lols. and we snap photos. lols. after everyone reached, we headed for the resort.

upon reaching, we settled down, and left for the beach. de beach was like, so darm dirty la, so some of 'em played soccer, while others cycle. cycling is VERY fun, and i cant believe that after like 2-3 years of not cycling, i still can cycle. lols. we wanted to teach cy to cycle, but we gave up eventually. firstly, i was out of breath, secondly, we dono how to teach, so gave up lo. but she can get part of it right le la. hahas. den like, me and jeris cant turn at the bend, but eventually we could la. den when i almost succeeded turning, she go push me cos she almost bang into me or something. yea scare me la. lols

after cycling, we went back to the chalet. slacked on the bed cos de bed super shuang lols. then after that, we went down to help out. actually we wanted to help, but ended up eating :X but after the boys' shift, we did help la. the smoke was too thick lah, PSI sure rise de. LOLS. we kept blowing at the charcoal, and stayed too long at the smoky area till our eyes were painful. i ended up crying lah, tears naturally flow de, not i cry or wad. lols! den after cooking, we went to play murderer. lols. (tim, i'll teach u how to play murderer lols. HAHAS. maybe like cyclop liddat, shoot people LOLS)

after playing, we went up to slack, people went to bathe. yea. after some time, we went downstair and they played horror movie. the girls screamed, except the 3 of us. cos we were too tired lah. yah. den we rest abit, ate some snacks, and my parents came. fetched 'em back, and im back too. lols.

pictures tomorrow. dead tired now. yea. rest assured, i'll post up pictures de. lols. =D yea. tired ar. but decided to stay up. hahahas! okay how lame.

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jie, thanks for ur encouragements yea. i'll go for it, if i can lah. yea. don worry much now. i think all of us are alright le, i think. but im definitely alright now. hahas. yea =D i suddenly.... alot of gan chu. but hahas, none of ur business? lols? HAHAHAS. =D smiles!

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hahas yea. (i miss that special someone lots. haix)

wheeeeeee- i finally dreamt of something last night! luckily its not nightmare ar. hahas. the dream is abit gross lah. and its about andy again =.- ahhh wadeva. == got soul, got energy, got my that bunch of soul fans excluding jeris, cy and yihlin. von, joanna, u shd be honoured man. LOLS! =D haix too bad i still cant dream anything really GROSS for von and joanna LOLS. omg, im so mean lols! hmmmm..... yea.

today's 2love class chalet. and im still sick. worst still, my fever haven subside. argh! this is getting on my nerve!! oh man, thanks god we postponed the movie day, if not my mum definitely WILL NOT let my step out of my house de. yea jeris. we postponed movie day for ur's, mine, and his sake, cos im sick, let u calm down, plus his friend cannot turn up. (shd be bah? i cant remember :X) yea.

hmmm gonna meet jeris n cy at tpy later, den to pasir ris to meet the guys and girls. lols. bet we'll have lotsa fun!! because, 2love simply rocks, and 2love brings lotsa joy to everyone! lols. omg sound so exaggerating. but hey, i love 2love'06! =D hahahas!

hmm yea. will be back later tonight, probably with some pictures too (: still haven decide whether to go back tomorrow or not. hmmmm nvm shall decide later (: yea. so thats it for this morning i think lols.=D

im the cause of all the problems.

okay stop that attitute you're showing me now, im frigging disgusted with ur attitude kae. like, HEY. how many umpteen time do you want me to tell you, NOT COMFIRM. hey, like, i don even noe if its lester or him now. please lah. get this sink into your head, NOT COMFIRM!

as for wed, im dono what will happen. like with this stupid attitute of urs, i predict it will not go as smoothly. hey. the most i let you sit with him can. (i also don wanna sit with him :X) please lah.

ARGH FORGET IT I CANT BLOGGED ANYTHING OUT NOW. NO PASSWORD = NO UPDATES. I NEED PASSWORD. *&%$&*)@)!((#**$&($!!!!! i feel like scolding vulgarities now. HELL

everything starts from me.
jeris, please get this into ur head. THINK, DONO, and NOT COMFIRM. please lah, thats all.. yes yes, dont think too much lah -.- and he din made up his mind
ok forget it, i dont even noe what you're trying to say in ur blog, but i sort of get it after reading twice. urm.. hmmm call me if u can, before wed. i wanna noe what u really feel, in a less complex manner, and .... i've something to say too. yes.

hmmmm, i dono. why am i so calm now? hmmm maybe i din think too much, that is. like, dono. i treat it like... AHHHHH I NEED A PASSWORD FOR MY BLOG IMMEDIATELY!! SOMEONE GIVE ME DE CODINGS NOW!!!!!!!!!! i need a UN-HACKABLE PASSWORD. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! i need to fa xie somethings in my blog, yet i cant do it. argh!

i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password i need password

ok forget it. jie i need to talk to u. i know u and joanna told me about it le, i understand what u all trying to tell me. but... u wont understand how i feel. i mean, my friendship with jeris is more important. yeah. JIE!! but ... i don think this friendship would be affected? yah, somehow, i think, it wont. hmm JIE!!!

hmmm.... my parents read my smses again. like walao. so wth can. i hate it lah!!!!! URGH!!!!!!!! like, what rights do u have to infringe mine?! like, i cant infringe urs, den why u can?!?!?! argh forget it. im going to ERASE all my smses. they are always in my mind, u cant possible rip my brain apart and read the smses right?! thats it. if this is what you guys want.

im sick. flu + cough. ahhh it was sore throat at first, and after i wake up, it became cough -.- ok nvm. ahhhh i feel so sick lah!! but.... I LOVE PLAYING IN DE RAIN! lols. waaa~ i feel like playing in de rain again. lols! =D

hmmm yeah. surprisingly i can wake up before 12. cos usually i wake up AFTER 12 de. lols! =D achievement ar! lols .. hmmm. yi jen called me just now. im like, wt... sian diaos lah. haix. 10nov needa go back to set up booth. 11nov needa go back for south division day. and i need to think of a quiz, game, craft or wadsoever for de brownies to complete. then .. i need to think of a guides ques in the guides handbook for 'em too. i was like, HUH?! brownie answering guides questions? urm.. ok nvm. den den den, ME AND JERIS IS TENDING DE SAME STALL!!!! i think. hehes. cos kingfisher and sunflower ma. unless yijen say wrongly or i listen wrongly. LOLS! =D wheeee, jeris, first time in history mrs tang or ms teo allow our petrols to work together leh. hahaha!!! =D yay!!!! hees.

hmmm yeah. den.. yah. counting down, 5 more days (:

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1) single,taken,crushing?
crushing.

2)are you happy with your life now?
sort of, i think, hahas?

3)when you meet the right person,will you fall for him/her fast?
i dono, don think so bah.

4)have you had your heart broken?
err, not really broken la HAHAHs.

5)do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
urm, see for what reason 1st, but, i don think i believe xD LOLS

6)would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
yes, can still be friends ma.

quote:

A MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL
PERSON, AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, A DAY
TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN AN ENTIRE LIFE
TO FORGET THEM.

unquote.

7)have you talk to another person about marriage before?
no. i dont think so

8)do you want children?
huh, dono?

9)how many?
too young to decide. HAHAS

10)would you consider adoptiont?
dono?

11)if someone like you right now,what do you think will let you know his/her feeling?
huh, i dono. i noe only when he confess. LOLS. (:

12)do you enjoy getting into relationship?
dono. not in one yet

13)be honest.what did you and your ex did?
nothing. no ex. WAHAHAHAS

14)do you believe love in first sight?
errr not really now

15)are you romantic?
dono.

16)do you believe you can change someone?
urm, sometime yes, sometime no.

17)do you easily give in when you're fighting?
huh, depends

19)do you have feeling for someone right now?
err yah.

20)have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up?
urm, i think so.. :/

21)have you broken a heart?
dunno lehs~

22)one day if your bestfriend fall in love with him/her that you are deeply in love with,what would you do?
haix. why this again? urm.... let him choose bah?

23)are you missing someone right now?
yes.

24)have u regret anything now?
duh, of course

write down their names below.tag them in their blog to let them know and dont stop doing this survey..this survey has been going round,making people occupied..get started and the 5 lucky people are:

anyone lah. hahas

girls worst period of the month, and i had it worse this time round - continous cramps (or isit just stomach ache?)

2days le, and it still hurts. i dono what to do. then these few days, i keep wanted to sneeze, but i cant. -.- "

hmmm, last day of school today (: and abit sians la. hmmmm just feel, troubled for i dono what reason. i've thought it through, but i just dono why im feeling troubled for! haix. moodswings perhaps? or PMSing? i dono.

haix. im tired of everything. i wished nothing had happen.

im tired lah. bye

i don have de mood to blog today, but i realised i forgot to blog yesterday. so yada.

hmm had CCA day today. wasnt fun at all in the beginning, in fact, i was super sians. den slacked around den decided to help, since we had nothing to do. =D went around selling the bubble tea and some snacks. (: at first business was bad, but after which, it gets better. just when it was getting better, we are suppose to go up to de hall -.- ahh whatever.

like so omg can. i mean the performace that we had in the hall. yea i agree with tim. d*mb. lols. *opps no offence. but really, like so whatever lah. haiyo. i think they realise kcp girls CAN scream alot, and LOUD too. lols! hahahahas!

then had prize giving. 2love had 2nd place in basketball competition. =D wheeeee- and and and, for the horizontal challenge, 2love got the champ, and also, the fastest! faster den the sec 3s. wheeeee- hahahahas. omg, I LOVE 2LOVE! 2LOVE JUST ROCKS CAN! hahahas. opps. too high le. lols.

den went for my dental appointment. fell asleep while waiting. then came home. i hope de rain wont come again. i need to go down to photocopy my result slip, plus cy's forms. :X i spilt water on them and it's in a disaterous state now. IM SUPER SORRY!! eek!

hmmm. yea. thats all. cya? hahas

wheeeeeeee- superDUPER high!! wheeeee (GET HIGH!) lols.

got back my result le. am really please le. (:

english - C5
chinese - B3
math - A1
science - A1
geog - B4
history - B4
lit - B3
d&t - A1
home econ - B4
art - B4
Civics & moral ed - A
music - A
PE - B
project work - A2

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee- HAHAHHAHHAS! hehes.

yea. then after that came home w cy. she stayed till 8pm. den my mom came back, had KFC. yea yea! my appetite came back! =D

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About guys, Turned ON, OFF, or DC (Don't care)

Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: OFF
Wears braces: DC
Has blue eyes: ON
Has green eyes: OFF
hazel eyes: huh wad's hazel?
Brown eyes: ON
Drinks alcohol: DC
Wears glasses: DC
Smokes: OFF
Plays sports: ON
Smiles a lot: ON
Calls you just to say Hi: ON
Compliments you: ON (must be honest opinion lah! xD)
Good dancer: ON
Wears jewelry: DC
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON
Has brown hair: ON
Has black hair:ON
Has blonde hair: DC
Has red hair: DC
Makeup: OFF
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON
Loyal: ON
Plays guitar: ON
Plays drums: ON
Sing: ON
He's buff (muscles): DC
He can draw: ON
Easily jealous: dono? OFF ba
Doesn't eat meat: my business meh? lols
Doesn't eat vegetables: ehh its his business :X
Has a tattoo: DC
Has a lip ring: OFF
Has tongue ring: DC

yea got it from phoebe's jie blog =D anyone as bored can do. lols. actually my ans isn as accurate la, cos i dono also -.- yea. =D

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changed of blogskin. yes, but im still not satisfied. -.- i have that inspiration, but i just cant produce it. ARGH! okay nevermind.

spoke to jeris just now, and we just *boom* everything out. and for dono what reason, we started laughing -.- okay lame luh. but still, i feel bad. that's is it.

haix. super sian ar. 2 more days, my report book. haix. im scared. haix.

im overwhelmed with emotions now. moodswings, perhaps. i dono. i feel troubled. i feel confused. just because of me, just because i was too rush, i made things turn for the worse. no, not for the best but the worse. i've no idea what to do. i cant collect back my words. i dono. I DONO! i just feel like crying. because of me, i made him feel bad too. i don want this to be happening. why just one small problem can turn out so .. complicated? why? i hate this. i don feel good as well. how? i hope this wont affect my friendship with jeris. i hope not, if not the bonds that we share and strengthed for the past 1, going to 2 years, and plus the period of time in taiwan, would have gone to waste. no, we're not going to fall out with each other, maybe, i should just ..... give way. im the obstacle. I DONO LAH. i hate this. i really hate this. haix. maybe.... i shouldn even appear lah. YVONNE LOH! you said you are a "love expert" (-.-") can help me, please? help me to forget. haix JIE I REALLY DONO WHAT TO DO! jie, i ..... dono lah.

arh. fa xie abit. nothing nice. don have to read. i've decided not to turn to andy as its more of personal problem, plus he doesn even reply me, so whatsoever -.-"

jeris, can we... dont fan lian with each other, when "that" time comes?

ehh, had math activity day today. one thing i don understand, why kill my interest for math. it was super boring can! i hope it was ms lim lah, her one's are so much nicer lols. =D was feeling super sian in class. hahas.

yay yay yay!!! MOVIE! i wanna watch movie!! it was like, what, months ago since i watched a movie can! hees. i remembered de last time i watched was in marina square? after signing up for nui nai dance class with jeris (: hees. super looking forward lar. lols. =D

really hope i din tell him. i hope history wont repeat itself again. i really hope it wont. im scared lah. i suffered for 2years le. i don wanna suffer again. haiya. its all my fault lah, why did i even tell him. haix. nevermind, whatever the case is, im letting jeris to have the piority first. (:

ohh. den after sch today, went to j8 again hees. ate mac this time round, den ate that jap thingy again (: then, walk here and there laughing with jeris -.- yeah. when we were in mac, we saw this little cute boy. he is SO cute la! he kept tapping jeris' back and keep smiling at us. lols. HE IS SO CUTE! then, when he was about to leave, he said bye to us, and he *muack* us. LOLS. OMG SO CUTE! he is foreigner bah? i think so. lols. he has handsome features lah lols. =D

yeps. ok lah. gtg le cya.

hmmm went to a charity home for a visit. was not quite good, i should say? everything was disorganised and stuff? but we had a good time. (: communication problem ar! best solution? SMILE! yes, just smile -.- we interacted, played games and stuff. (: sang a last song for the old folks and we left.

went back to school, and were released. went to J8 kfc for our early lunch, and den went back to school. see 'em play the piano. lols. was not feeling too good luh. just suddenly feel, confuse and stuff. i dono what to do. after that went to mac to buy ice cream! hehes. and came home

yeps.

i REALLY dono what to do. i don wanna let the person noe. but im scared something i don wan to happen. but ... I DONO LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i almost had a heartattack just now. i just woke up from my sleep, and was lying down for a while, and i received vonnie's sms. i was like, omg! SOUL REALLY AT STUDIO WU AR?! i rushed to my room and called her lor. -.- talk on the phone with vonnie till her reception was poor. hees. okay, back to today.

we had a super long 'presentation' from mr low this morning, about our 'report card'. its mainly on our progress over the year. yeps. of course, if there are good remarks, there're bad remarks too. no one is perfect (: haix, i should have choose not to listen to him when he was on bad remarks -.- it only made me scared when im going home alone la. BAAAAA- oh! our school REALLY gonna change uniform le. omg. but i hope it'll be nice. (: plus, its a tuck out version!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE- hahas. tuck out leh! lols

after that, we went to the auditorium for sec2 combination briefing. it stretched till our END of recess time. wth lah. i don even understand a thing lah. okay, maybe some -.-

then we had recess, DUH, if not if my gastric acts up again i complain ar! (opps. hees joking nia :X) then went to the hall after recess. we had movie screening lah, but its all in french -.- there're english subtitle, but im lazy to read lols. but i think, the story is about this guy who is a teacher in this particular school. he set up the choir (the principle was strongly against the idea of it, but let him have a try) then he helped many students out of trouble, but that dumbwitted principle refused to listen to him -.- he was eventually fired, and his choir was disbanded. then this little cute guy went after him and ... i dono le. i din watch the last part. LOLS. hees.

so yeps. =D

hahas. okay la. bye! (:

I WANNA SEE SOUL. i miss 'em, and him.

heys. im not gonna talk about my result. the word RESULT just make my blood boils, so forget about it.

had sexuality course today. i was grossed out lah, but most of the time, i was falling asleep. hees. im just feeling sleepy (: yeps.

then went to J8 for lunch with cy and jeris. after eating, we strolled out and guess what? we saw xu zhen rong outside!! he was fliming some show, apparently, and then, we decided to ask him for signature after a long time. hees. oh, obviously by that time, he finished flimming le. yeps.

then after that, saw vonnie and her fren, and stella appeared behind me. scary can. when i was in the train, lucky cy and jeris. they saw khim and yi yuan. i was like, WTH! i so wanted to take de next train back, but awww~ i wanted to come home. so asked 'em to help me get the signature. yeps.

hmmm. i treat him just like my elder brother, so do not let your mind run wild yeah? hahas. (those people should know who im referring too yea? hahas) thats the fact. give him my number, i doubt he even care. (: so yeps.

i have this weird feeling these days. i do not know what's that. i don wish to tell people (including you, jeris, and you, cy) what's or who's that yet, till i comfirm my.... urm, weird feeling? hahas, yeps. so yah. =D

okay lah, thats it le. (: see ya!

yeps went to junction 8 today with cy. went to slack around lah hahas. bought my hair accessories. came home and made de forum for SOUL. see de things until headache la. comp lag + plus i don understand a thing. waaa. but now ok le.

SOUL FANS, PLS JOIN!! http://solelysoul.proboards104.com/index.cgi thank you!!

yeps, my baby cousin is borned today!! (: Baby David! hahas. (: he must be adorable la. too bad i cant see him, he is in hongkong now )): waaaa~ lols

ok lah gtg. cya!

i snipped off my hair. yeah. to shoulder lenght, the sight of seeing ur hair being snipped off is like knives piercing into my heart la. waaa but still ok lah hahas.

yah thats all for today? i think? hahas. yah..

cya

i just added achieve in my blog (: looked through the past entries. sheesh. how fast one person matures. im not thick skin or wad. but really. to think i hate twiitiishh people, i myself typed like one last time =.- hehes.

moodswings lately. one moment im high, de next moment im down. then de next moment im happy. =.-

i wanna change skin. to something im REALLY satisfied with. but i've no inspiration. baaa -

ok, till then, then. cya!